What happened!!! the camera froze at Dev and Radhika yesterday.. remember!!!
Radhika was thanking Kanha for letting her stay in Dev's room. She was happy to see her KK's picture, and she got lost in that image (wish they have a grown up Dev picture frame too, on the wall or at some corner)
She heard the knock, and heard his voice
"I need to pick few of my stuff" (actually I wish him to leave his stuff in that room only, so that he can come and go 'as he wish, or whenever Radhika pray to her Kanha)
Dev comes and pick the suitcase and place that over the bed, and pick two of his shirts
He sees Radhika doing her pathni dharma
Dev: don't touch my stuff
Radhika: ye mere dharma hei
Dev tried to turn his face , but then again noted her touching his stuff
Dev with a calm anger face, coming near, close the flap forcefully over her arm "meine kaha na"
"Ouuuch'." Cried poor Radhika, and she turned her fair arm to show that scrape mark to him.
Dev sees it, and then the concern,.. no,... 'calm,'... no,...' but something.. something he is trying to convey to her and she is trying hard to read it too. And the camera freeze for the viewers to fill that blank.. so actually what happened in between that freeze and the morning rasam (thanks raj bhayya)
So I am taking over from CV team: camera rolling back:
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Dev looked at Radhika, and Radhika looked into his eyes
Dev's eyes: I told you not to touch my stuff
Radhika in mind: but I was just doing my pathni dharm
Dev in mind: how many times I told you that I am not your husband
Radhika in mind: how many times I am telling you that you are my husband, you are my husband, and you are my husband.
Dev in mind: you better step back
Radhika in mind: you hurt me this badly and now you are asking me to step back too. I wish you hold my hand and rub your finger over it and sooth the pain.
Dev in mind: you can only dream about it
Radhika in mind: why should I have to dream, when you are standing this close to me.
Dev in mind: there is no use in repeating everything again and again.
Radhika in mind: but you are listening to Rohan's repeated words.
Dev in mind: but he is a kid
Radhika in mind: and I am your wife, you are my husband.
Unable to hear it again, Dev suddenly keeping his hands over his ears, covering it well, burst out: Radhika please stop it
Radhika jerked little and said: but I didn't say anything
Dev coming back to reality: uh!!
Radhika: are you ok?
Dev: ha, then looking at her scrape mark: but , you, ... are you ok?
Radhika felt the happiest and with her saddest ,( very happy inside) voice: ha, it hurt slightly, but I am ok
Dev got concerned, in trance: is it really hurts?
Radhika: ha (imagining his look and his words, and his tantrums over her)
Dev: one minute, let me get a band 'aid
Radhika stood there and watched him getting the first aid box and picking a nice small band aid, he applied that over her scrape and looking at her face: how you are feeling now?
Radhika in mind 'you can see the red mark on my hand, but what about my bleeding heart, but I can see that concern in your eyes, I need only that, that itself can heal any wound', she said with a smile : better
Dev placing the first-aid box away, went to the cupboard to pick on, more cloths.
Radhika stood keeping that little distance and watched him packing his stuff, and then just looking at her face once blankly, he walked away with the suitcase.
Radhika closing the door behind, felt so happy. She sat on that bed and strolled her hand over the bed, with a smile " this is your space, and I don't want to take it, without your permission, or i will wait until you give it to me whole heartedly'
With a smile , she took a sheet , and spread that on the floor and lay on it, thanking her Kanha.
(why floor??, so that Dev can see it later and then can think over it later)..
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Thanks , just to sooth my own mind, because I was so anxious to know what happened?? So .. here it is'
Have a good day
Devika.
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