Originally posted by preety_219
Hey Pari Hey Pooja ...
Soulful update-emotional turmoil for Dutta & Nakku.
Wow this sounds like and introduction, and a good one too.
I knew a path towards recovery was going to be extremely difficult & painful for Nakku,becaz its not easy to wipe out or even fade the memories of that horrible night which wounded her soul & body.Physical wounds can heal over time,but the loss of her sister & the truth regarding her saab & her tai-2 people wom she loved more than her life was too much for her to handle.yet she tried,not for herself but for her saab.Even in her shocked state,her heart didn't fail to notice the pain Dutta was going thru.
No it's not, I think death is very difficult to cope with for everyone. Some deal with it extremely well, which often leaves some people shocked. Where others deal with it terribly, and they don't realise their own lives deteriorating in front of them. But Naku doesn't realise how strong she is, she does things without knowing she's doing them. Even though her loss is big, she can't help noticing Dutta's pain for her, and in a reaction to that she feels pained for him.
Dutta on the other hand is going thru hell,knowing Nakku's past,how she was just on the verge of being sold by Morey & her helplessness for hiding her face & her struggle to find her sister ,everything just made him feel more burdened with guilt & the final blow was truth about Roopa & her death & Nakku's own near death experience.He hated himself for bringing this on Nakku.
Yeah, he's going through mental torture. He can't forgive himself and is consistently blaming him for making Naku suffer so much. He believes he's bad news for her. The more he found out about her, the more he realised how less he knew of the things she had buried inside of her, and because of his anger, he knew Naku was never able to tell him the things she needed to, as he would always lose his temper.
Roopali was remedy for Nakku to break her silence & indeed her presence brought back Nakku from her shocked state.Her hesitancy at not entering the temple had more to do with her sister's death than her own misery.But,slowly the clouds over her heart & mind cleared & she realised what her sister & Bappa was trying to tell her,she also understood that what happened in past is not in anyone's control,her saab is only hers & she is reason for his being.She cann't change waht happened between Roopatai & Dutta ,but she can try to fade that memory.But this realisation also made her understood that she needs to tell Dutta that her love for him is unchanged.She still wants to be with him.
Yes, Rupali was indeed a wake up call for Naku. She realised all the things she had seen weren't just in her imagination, as every word seemed to make sense all of a sudden, upon seeing Rupali.
She felt she needed time before she could face Bappa again, although she knew whatever happened was for the best. She still needed a clear head. Her sister not being there will take time to get used to, but she knows that Dutta will hold himself responsible for her death. Because of their one night stand. Exactly, Naku knows that her Tai is her sister, and she couldn't possibly mean anything to Dutta as she did to Naku, so how could he feel the same way about her Tai, as for him she was the same as any other random girl. She feels that with time Dutta will grow old to this fact, but little does she know he has other plans. This is where Naku will realise that she needs to speak up, or she could lose the reason for her existence.
Interestingly both -Dutta & Nakku took Jagtapdada's words about how to deal with problem seriously,but Dutta took it wrongly,he thinks he is root problem,he has to go away from Nakku,he don't deserve her love.
Its also weird that the FR which Nakku feared will break her saab's trust & she will loose him forever,actually it turned out to be negligible for Dutta,becaz he realised the purpose of Nakku's dance story & he also understood that he loved her soul,not her face.
But,then again Dutta's decision to separate from Nakku is going to turn Nakku's worst fears true.
Oh wow, it's always you! You caught onto yet another thing that no one has mentioned so far. Yep I wanted to show that Dutta caught the wrong end of the stick here, as he echoed Jagtap Dada's words. He didn't understand that the problem that he sees being the problem (himself) really isn't a problem at all, he just needs to change the angle he's looking from.
Yeah he did, but he also admitted to himself, that if it were some time back then he would have probably made the wrong decision due to his temper. But because circumstances were different at that point in time, he was forced to see a whole new side of things.
While Dutta & Nakku are struggling & trying to get back to normal life,there is Kala & Suds
who thinks they found Dutta's weakness-Nakku & she now wants to use it as weapon against Dutta.But,Kala has no idea that Nakku is not his weakness,rather his strength ,besides after the incident with Anna,Dutta will never allow even a fly to do any harm to Nakku.
I also liked how u made Nakku tell about that ladoo story to Baaji & baaji's attempt to please Bappa,even Dutta was praying,Bappa must have got shock
Kala thinks she has the strings to control Dutta via Naku. But they don't realise that Naku is not weka when it comes back to fighting against something that will threaten the love between her and Dutta. And yes of course, Dutta won't so much as let a fly get past Naku anymore.
The Baji and the ladoo story was to show that Naku is trying to get back to normality, and still trying to make sense of things she saw that night, as her memories were still vague. And yeah now I think about it, Bappa definitely must have got a shock lol.
Kid Roopa is so brave & looks like Roopatai had prepared her daughter for the worst.Her message for her mom was so heart touching & emotional ,it brought tears .The poem touched my heart deeply,i agree with u,it perfectly describes the feelings of the person who is dead.
Yeah I've seen kids are really mature when it comes to situations where we expect them most to throw tantrums or be out of control, but to my surprise they deal with the hardest of situations with such a level of maturity and sense, it's almost amazing.
This was more like toofan ke pehle ki shanti type update
becaz the moment Dutta will announce his decision to stay away from Nakku,she will be shattered & alongwith her ,the family as well.
will wait for next update to see whether my guess is right or u are yet again going to surprise me.
I really like the way you gather you thoughts at the end, and then give your ultimate conclusion as to what you think may happen. Like I always say, it feels like your end comment is always a pre-cap for the next update. But I gotta say, your last sentence really made me smile this big, I'll wait to see if you find the next chapter surprising or not. Personally I don't think you will, but you probably won't expect it, that's all.
Edit : Like u ,i am also from UK & as disturbed as u with whatever is happening in london,Birmingham & other areas.
don't feel like switching on the TV for the fear of those destruction sights.
Hope the situation resolves soon,& will pray for everyone's safety.I hope u & ur family members & ur friends are safe.
Oh really! Damn man this is really bad innit. I can't explain how bad this has been, the first two nights I was really actually scared. Even being at home felt like it weren't safe enough! I've never been so glued to the news in my life!
Thank you for your thoughts and concern hun, I really appreciate it. So far all friends and family are safe for now, I just hope it ends soon.
I hope you and you're family are also safe from all the troubles.
Thanks for commenting a fantastic awesome comment as always! Loved reading every bit of.
Lot of Love Tink
P.s. Keep a spray can near you, just in case.