Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:32pm | IP Logged
To quote Darcy, "I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the
look or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun."
beautiful quote again, do you like to read quotes? I must
sound foolish when i admit this but i love reading quotes...i think
there was a day in my life when i spent two hours reading quotes ...and
sometimes i just remember some off places i have seen ..or from the
books i have read...silly. but its no shame, i'm very silly.
Haan, my mind works like a pachinko machine too. Thoughts, quotes, things people have said to me, smells, images and random clips of shows I love, including mjht strike my mind like lightning; a flash so bright that I can not help but agree that it makes sense, it is fitting and appropriate but so bright it blinds so as I give them form through words, inciting bewildered puzzlement from my peers, I realize that once again my heart has made a fool of me, that only I understand me.
Ah, there you caught it ...its was that matching the best to
the very fast erratic melody because if i didn't match the beat, to
the vm seemed so bland. && thank you, but i think i can always
improve with anything i do..see to me its like a learning
process..everything because i don't think i can fully know
everything...i still get stuck at so many places..but still you again
flatter me with your grand praise of my work.
I don't believe in flattery, not even for the sake of encouragement, for it borders upon a lie, and I do not appreciate lies, not even white lies, so please believe the truth of my words.
im literally floored that you actually managed to grasp all
that, but yes a big point in this vm was matching the beat, which i
think i did well with. Since you could see it.
I am sure others did too but did not feel the need to expound every little detail of what captured their attention.
..never knew my own words would one day come back to haunt me!...the
main reason was that i was truly out of time and there was just
something..that made me cut it at the you and me part. I didn't want to
go beyond for i saw the ...feel i needed just in those 50 seconds...And
the other when you have a vm pending for a year it feels really good to
save it up and upload and see the finally piece...! so i guess in the
end i really have no excuse but what i wanted to show, i showed through
those few seconds.!I understand and agree with you, it fits the whole ambiance perfectly. I was only teasing. Damn that pachinko ball, I don't know down which dark, silly and obtuse hole in my mind it will lead me next.
the sanam charm...that sounds exquiste..!..but
i must tell you...i'm not that good really, I'm only doing the best i
can... But yes even i felt that rush when i saw the whole project at
the end, the satisfaction it brought, was boundless. truly.
This makes me happiest of all. Love Sabah
Edited by a little faith - 20 May 2011 at 2:16am