i hv decided....yes, i know i am deciding for the nth time 😆
that i will quit watching GHSP (wish i cud)....at least till guru is back from his hols...how many leaves does he take...wish we who work in MNCs cud take so many leaves....
about todays epi....i hv just one thing to say....sheer torture for me....
where hv all the taxis gone in delhi....taxi strike chal raha tha kya....pehle to jab geet was a secy of maan...she used to travel by taxi....now y cudnt she go to the anath asham in taxi....
all 3 drivers r missing for one reason or the other....wat is this....cant maan keep a driver exclusively for geet....devil bana driver....in other words rapist bana driver....i wud rather hv walked to the anath ashram than being in the same car with my rapist....
maan kab se phn off rakhne laga during meetings 😡 i guess it is adi's doing 😆
devil not going for gurgaon project meeting as he did not want to lose his job as driver....he hasnt changed a bit....upar se he behaves as if he is repenting all the time....cant look into maan and geet's eyes....but his shrewd mind is already working overtime....
he disobeys dadi's advice not to interefere in maneet's life....he stays on in delhi even after maan explicitly told him to go to gurgaon....very neatly and cleverly he is coming between maneet....noone except maan can notice that...but these days noone from dadi to geet bothers to care wat maan feels....
maan...oh maan....y do i love him so much....not done...i hv to do something about this....otherwise i will go mad seeing him in such pain 😭😭 let me c...i will now try to find reasons to hate him to preserve my sanity....
here maan is all ready to start a new life with geet...he cant wait to surprise geet by giving her the news that he wants a baby....ok, i admit now is not the time....but actually wat maan is trying to convey that he wants geet to come out of her past and start life with him....
i can now see the vulnerable side of maan...so long we hv seen maan hving no issue with geet's past...accepting devil's child as his own....but being a human...he must hv fought a 1000 battles with his self esteem before accepting everything...only his immense love for geet has given him the strength to bear everything....
but now maan wants to complete his relation with geet....he want to hv that one thing so far missing in their relationship and that is the physical aspect....watz wrong in that....
after all he is not a saint....first the baby was reason for his abstinance from love making...and now its geet's depression....next wat....
i know couples who hv gone thru MC resume their normal life within a week....i even heard that docs advice the same because psychologically both parents suffer a sense of loss after MC....and by going back to normal life they can assure each other that no matter wat their relationship is unchanged and they r for each other always....
maan returns home only to hear that both dadi and geet r not at home....very naturally maan assumes that they hv gone out tog....never in his wildest dreams can he guess that geet who refuses to talk with him can go out with dev....
wen dadi returns alone....maan wonders with whom has geet gone out only to see her entering with dev....
now...the question is shud maan feel insecure....my answer is no....for him devil is not someone worthy of feeling jealous of....
shud he suspect geet...again my answer is no because maan trusts geet implicitly....
but being a human being it is natural that he will be hurt....here he is doing all that he can to make her come out of depression....but on the other hand geet is with devil who is the root of all her sorrows in life....
how does maan feel that geet on one hand is distancing herself from him and on the other hand going out with dev.albeit reluctantly....
yes...she tried to call maan but cudnt reach him....and the kids were skipping lunch...so she had no other choice....
but....if i were in geet's shoes....my first option wud be to catch a taxi...and if at all i dont get a taxi i wud call the ashram again and convince them that there is noone to take me there and i am not well enuf to walk....
no way wud i hv gone out with the devil....i consider this a humiliation on maan and his feelings....
and maan...he is on losing spree....i wudnt blame him if he starts thinking that he is losing out on everything...he loses the gurgaon project because his devil bro is busy being a nursemaid to his wife....
of course maan was wrong to allow dev in KM....and he was wrong to give dev work responsibility....but i always claim maan is never wrong....because it was under pressure from geet and dadi that he has to tolerate the devil in his house....
maan and geet....both r in pain....both hv lost a child....but their way of tackling their grief is as different as chalk and cheese....
maan is in hurry to revert to normal life because he fears that geet is going into a shell and he may lose her forever....
i cant blame him for thinking that way....after all a man judges others by comparing with himself....
maan's way of dealing with pain is to go into a shell...sever connection with everyone around him....that is y watever his past hv been...we hv seen him as a loner who had disconnected himself from everyone around him....no wonder he feels geet is doing the same....and he knows how difficult it is to come out of the shell...after all...he has gone thru the same....
but the fact is that geet is actually not going into isolation...she just needs time to overcome her grief....herein lies the need of communication....
r the CVs listening...this one thing is urgently needed in maneet's relation....maan is feeling that geet wants to cling to her past...and this is hurting maan because he is geet's present and future....so, it is geet who shud convey to him that she is ready to start life afresh with him...but she needs some more time....
as of maan he has already communicated that he is doing everything for her sake....only thing is that she shud sit and listen to him....
and plz plz CVs...dont start a don's love story....
Edited by aditi123_78 - 13 years ago
