Dutta on Dutta

Has been a good day,many rights and no wrongs so far

Fulfilled promises to Mahadev, returning freed captives

Giving sighted but lost Bhola ,back his village where he rightfully belongs

Yet, I am heavy ,weighed down!

Confronting Chaskar at last! my waiting over

His pointless jabber! Seema his reason, Kala Tai his excuse! jabber jabber enough!

Quick! further test not my patience do the deed you usurper of my title and my home

Settle! settle the score! fight me Chaskar for I see, and you not see who and what Iam!

TAI you say is the greatest fraudster you see!  why do I wince! she is what he says

Yet, Iam heavy,weighed down!

But hear!  a confession Chaskar makes?  oh how do I react?

Forgive, forget , for mandoli he quotes? oh how do I react?

Liar, trickster, by your own gun, once gifted to me I end you! begone! oh the deed is done!

Yet,Iam heavy ,weighed down!

Why does my face twist in pain,why my sightless eyes see the unsightly heap of corpses two, of Chaskar and Phatto!

Why did my warm hand feel cold on the trigger hard? oh why?

Is there regret at the bloody act? was there another way?  Isee it not,yet!

Yet, Iam heavy,weighed down!

Why Tai? are there others who know of your hate for me? why did I hurt at Chaskar's tale

of you signalling my end! Why oh why?

 Why do I still feel for her who forever hates me? is there another way? I see it not, yet!

Why I am plagued that Tai awaits me as I await her! oh slow, killing wait!

Yet, Iam heavy ,weighed down!

Return I with heavy footsteps back to my love,but why am I saddened?

Groping,searching,tracking ,stumbling back to Nakku, to refuge to not my real home

Hope! for I stumble, a clue, a feeling of smitten Ranga's men! not long to go! not far!

Saab! Saab! her voice I hear,my sight returns,I see! I feel her passionate embrace

Yes she was right, a winner I return!

Yet,Iam heavy,weighed down!

Oh why so Dutta?  where has peace fled? for today's battle was won not lost!

Yet you are heavy,weighed down!

The war has yet to begin Dutta....... look for guidance in this war Dutta,Divine intervention!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hi there,

lovely post........ MR's expressions were so clear that he is fighting a battle within himself for what he is doing now n what he has to do in the future... beautifully quoted by u.........

tc
divya