the heaviness in the heart continues...i cant think straight...
i feel her pain ...
i feel her numbness..
i feel his silence
i feel his helplessness...
i am numb!
totally numb !
is there someone that can help me out of this situation? i know this is not for real, but we are talking of that show, we were only complaining of lacking intensity and story a couple of days back..
take me back to those days when i had nothing good to say about the show, cos those were the days when i felt nothing ...
today with so much happening, the pain inside refuses to see and appreciate the finesse in the episode though i could sense it..
darkness in the first scene signified the gloom and dark that had crept not just into her life, but his as well.. the moment he walked in, there was no light, both of when wanted to be there for one another, and weep in silence and darkness and didnt want the world to perhaps know of their sorrow..
when dadi and annie entered, geet quickly tries to settle herself, while maan walks away, while geet cant succeed in her attempt, her better half a man known to hide his emotions well takes the cake again, but that was not the touching part, the touching part was when he silently wept, all by himself, only to be comforted by that one woman other than Geet, who had seen him silent cry before, and would know how much he needed to do it, but her coming automatically stops his tears, as she reminds him of his responsiblity, and so the pain stays, the heaviness stays ..
symbolism being, the family will always be around, but the effect and the hold they have on another would be irreplaceable..
he becomes the perfect dutiful husband, and comforts her.. they blame one another, as both in denial think of what they could have perhaps done to save the baby .. a baby thats gone now.. but what if something were to bring him/her back by freak luck ??? they want to fight fate but now they know the damage is irreparable ...
so true, when you lose something dear you see it everywhere, in every form... geets vulnerability moved me to no end... i wonder how i got myself to write all this and i dont even know if i made sense while i wrote all this ..
but really ... baby, cant you come back? are you actually gone? after all these months... baby.. come back ! please come back ...! what will geet do without you? what will we think of geet without you ... baby... come back .. i know you cant, i know you wont... but may be its time to let go ...for geets sake ...😭 .. stay happy baby .. always ... for me.. for all of us.. for everyone else that loved you .. and still love you !!
jitni thi khushiyan sab kho chuki hai
bas ek gham hai ke jaata nahi
dard yeh gham ka itna hai gehra
sadiyo bhi hoga halka nahi
koun jaane kya hona hai
hum ko hai ab kya kya sehna
kabhi alvida na kehna
kabhi alvida na kehna
tum ko bhi hai khabar
mujhko bhi hai pata
ho raha hai juda..
dono ka raasta
door jaake bhi mujhse
tum meri yaadon main rehna
kabhi alvida na kehna
kabhi alvida na kehna
kabhi alvida na kehna...
request: precap ke scenario ko sensitively handle karna ..
love,
niha
Edited by -honeydew- - 13 years ago
today i am watchin the episode with my contacts on....cause then my glasses will fog up and get wet...........but even with contacts my eyes will turn red.....oh well
