A new ff on Siddhima-Kaise Batau (Teaser page 9) - Page 5

luv dis ff. 😳
its really gud.!
cnt wait fr part.2!

tooooooooooooooo good

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Kaise batau...

Part 2-He wants me too

Sid: tumse jeetne ke liye...tumhare saare records todne ke liye...mein apne kaam me jyaada dhyaan dene lage...unjaane mein hi sahi...tumne mujhe us profession ki kadar karna sikhaya jisse mein apnana tak nahi chahata tha...tumse badla lene ke liye meine vo photos khichi...meine tab uske consequences ke bare mein nahi socha...tab meine sirf ye socha tha ki tumhe blackmail karunga...ehsaas dilaunga ki galti na hone ke bavajoot bhi jab kisiki izzat par ungli uthti hain tab kaise lagta hai...mein tumhe sabke saamne zaleel nahi karna chahta tha...isiliye maine sanjeevini chodne ka faisla kiya...par tab... meine tumhare past ke bare mein suna...tum apne papa se baat kar rahi thi...tab mujhe tumhare liye bohut bura laga...pehele mujhe lagta tha ki job hi tum kar rahi thi...vo tumhare attitude ki vajeh se kar rahi thi...par tumhari kahani jaanene ke baad ye ehssas hua ki vo tumhara dard tha...vo us kadvahat ke vaje se tha...meine tumhe kitna galat samjha...mujhe apne aap par gussa aa raha tha ki meine tumhare saath itna bura kia...isiliye jab Dr. Shashank ne mujhse tumhari madad karne ko kaha...mein inkaar nahi kar saka...mujhe laga ki is tarah shayad mein apni galatiyon ko sudhar saku...

Sid paused for a while...he walked towards the window...where Riddhima was earlier standing...she looked outside the window...as if searching for words to express his thoughts...till now it was fine...but what he was going to tell her now was difficult...he didn't know how to tell her...he was unsure now...whether he should take the plunge or not...his restlessness was clearly all over his face and Riddhima could say that he was far from done...she was anxious to know...because now whatever would be said by him involved their marriage, his reasons for pushing her towards armaan...his reason for sending the divorce papers...Riddhima could sense the affection he had for her everytime he spoke about her...then why did he want her out of his life...she had thought that he left her because he did not want her in his life...but the way he was now speaking it didn't seem that way...she wanted him to continue...but she decided to be patient even though the silence was killing her from within...Finally she heard him clear his throat...he sighed once agen and then...

Sid:  meine tumhara saath dene ka faisla kiya...mein dil se chahta tha ki tumhe tumhari khushi mile...tum aur armaan...tum dono ek ho jaye...par is doran mein tumhe pasand karne laga tha...aur jab tumne mujhpe rape ka inzaam lagaya tab mein bilkul se toot gaya...pata nai kyun...andar hi andar mein ye expect karne laga tha kit um mujhpar lakin karogi...isiliye meine phiirse sanjeevini chodne ka faisla kiya...aur sanjeevini lautne ki vajeh bhi tum hi thi...jab sister Stella tumhare bare mein galat baatein keh rahi thi tab mujhse saha nahi gaya aur isiliye meine tumse shaadi karne ki baat kahi...tab mein sirf ye chahata tha ki koi bhi tumhare bare mein galat na soochein...ki tum khush raho...mein sirf tumhara sahara banana chahta tha...tumhara dost...jo tumhari mushkilon mein tumhara saath de...jo tumhara such dukh batien...bus...bus itna hi chahta tha mein...

Riddhima felt the guilt of another major mistake she had committed...she knew that he was going to tell her now how he felt when she took that drastic step on the day of her marriage...

Sid: lekin tumne mujhpe bharosa karne ki vajeh...mujhse shaadi karne ki vajeh khudkhushi karna jyada theek samjha...us waqt mein...mein poori tarah se toot gaya...meine tumhe itna yakin dilane ke bavajoot tumne aisa kiya...ek baar bhi ye nahi soocha ke agar tumhare saath kuch bhi galat hota to mein apne aap ko kaise maaf kar pata...tum uss shaadi se bachne ke liye mauth ka sahara lena chaha jis shaadi ki baat meine ki thi...mein zimehdaar tha tumhare uss...mein tumhare parents se nazrein kaise milata...mein apne aap se nazrein kaise milata agar tumhe kuch ho jata to...mera mann us shaadi se uth gaya tha jiski vajeh se tumne zeher khaya...naraz mein khud se tha...aur vo naraazgi meine tumpar nikali...par yakin maano Riddhima...tumhe choot pohunchakar...dard to mujhe sabse jyaada ho raha tha...par mein...mein tumpar bharosa nahi karna chahta tha...tumhaare kehne par na chahte hue bhi ye shaadi meine ki...aur mein chahta tha kit um khud yeh shaadi todne ka faisla lo...kyunki mein jaanta tha ki ye shaadi ek majboori ke sivah aur kuch nahi hai...aur mein nahi chahta tha ki tum is majboori ke saath apne poori zindagi bitaon...

Riddhima was dumbstruck...she thought that he was angry at her and hence was behaving that way with her...instead here the man who taught her to live again was telling her that he was angry with himself for the mistake she committed...he was taking responsibility for what she did...she wanted to tell him then and there that he wasn't the reason for her to commit the sin she had...he never was...and he didn't have to feel guilty for what she did...but then she didn't want him to stop...she could see that he was saying all that he was with lot of difficulty...he was finally pouring out his heart in front of her...that heart which was concealed from everyone around him...especially from her...and now she wanted to know...she felt it was unjust to stop him now...she had never let him speak earlier whenever he wanted to...she always turned him down...she didn't want to repeat that mistake...atleast not now...

Sid: phir humaare honeymoon ke baad...us mandir mein tumne mere liye jo kiya...uske baad jab tumne mujhse kaha ki mein tumhari sacchai hoon...aur ye shaadi tumhaqre liye maine rakhti hai...tab mujhe laga ki shayad tum bhi ye shaadi ko kamyaab karna chahti ho...jaise ek nai umeed mili ho...mein tab bohut khush tha...mein is shaadi ko apna sab kuch dena chahta tha...tumhe saari khushiyaan dena chahta tha...is umeed ke saath mein jab tumhari leave application leke sanjeevini gaya tub meine armaan ko dekha...tub laga jaise meri saari umeede...saare sapne sirf sapne ban kar reh jayenge...mein tumse door nahi hoona chahta tha...vo khayal bhi mere dil ko aur dard de rahi thi...lekin mein tumhari khushiyon ke beech kaise aa sakta tha...mein tumhare aur armaan ke beech dewaar banker khada nahi rehna chahta tha...jab mein jaanta tha ki tum Armaan se pyaar karti ho...tab mein tumhe uske paas jaane se kaise rokta...kaise???...

Tears were rolling down his eyes...she could new feel his pain even more...and the reason for his pain was now getting clear...she now knew why he was pushing her towards Armaan...it was all for her happiness...it was never because he wanted to get rid of her like she earlier thought...how could she not see that pain...how could she be so ignorant...although his pain was causing pain to her too...his this revelation was now acting as a sedation...a drug as he earlier described her to be to him...a drug that was easing her pain...he was now for the first time telling her how desperately he wanted this marriage to work...how hopelessly scared he was of the thought of losing her...he wants me too...she couldn't control her excitement now...her thoughts unknowingly got translated into words...

Riddhima: tum ye divorce chahte hi nahi the...

Sid wasn't expecting her to speak...he was surprised by her tone...when he entered the room she looked like she was emersed in sorrow...she seemed so lifeless...when she had uttered his name...the pain she was going through reflected in her voice...but now...now when she spoke it had something else...it had no trance of sorrow...her voice now seemed like that of someone who was happy...not just happy...it seemed blissful...he couldn't interpret the reason though...he couldn't help but turn around ant look into her eyes to try and decode this sudden change of emotion...he could see tears still rolling down her cheeks...but there was a smile on her lips...as if she just found a ray of hope...

Riddhima: tum humesha se chahte the ki ye shaadi kamyaab ho...lekin tumne ye baat kabhi zahir nahi kiya...kyunki...kyunki tumhe laga ki aisa karne se tum meri khushiyon ke aade aa rahein ho...oh my God...Siddhant...Siddhant mein tumhe kaise batau ki mein bhi yehi chahti thi...meine divorce papers isiliye sign kiye kyunki mujhe laga ke tum ye chahte ho...mein ne ye kabhi nahi chaha ki ye rishta toote...kabhi bhi nahi...   

Sid couldn't believe what he just heard...was he hallucinating...because that has happened with him before...was this his imagination...or did Riddhima really say all this...no its just his dream...a beautiful one though...

Yeah..!first to comment [:D/] 😆 ...
omgg..!!!sweetie..this part was amazing!! 😍 👏
i wish sumtyn like this happens in dmg
i luvd the way sid told rids his feeling
and the way rids reacted by saying she never wanted to sign the divorce papers..
Cant wait for the next part..! 🤗 Edited by Pragzie - 13 years ago