It wasn't the best of beginnings for the two of us
Wat with the molesting, the slaps and all that fuss
It was a game of vengeance that began thereon
Sometimes i was the master and sometimes a pawn
The day i realized my mistakes, i wanted to give in
Then something happened...something stirred within
I saw a woman wounded in love,
Helplessly questioning her fate and the one above
I wanted to protect her and help her in her quest
Despite knowing that this move of mine, she'd completely detest
The journey to find her love was indeed very tough
N sometimes i thot we've both had enough
Wat kept me going was her belief and her trust
N i said to myself 'Y is life so unjust'
The first time i saw her softer side, her vulnerable heart n the beautiful smile
My heart fluttered, a strange feeling enveloped me..n the journey became worthwhile
But she failed in her endeavor n her love left her yet again
Although it was for her good but it still gave her a lot of pain
Her life was in danger n i had no other choice
It was a test of my character n i went with my inner voice
Circumstances worsened and our lives took a dramatic turn
Had to save her honor coz it was a point of no return
I wanted to make her happy coz she deserved a second chance
For i believed there s much more to life than a failed romance
But she preferred death over a life with me which shook me no end
The incident left a deep impact n took quite a while to mend......
I became a brute to get you out of your autopilot mode
To evoke those feelings n emotions waiting to explode
Gradually we started to accept each other n the reality of the situation
Waiting to embrace the new life, new hopes n dreams and the 'new relation'
I wonder what kept us together coz love is something our heart controls
But there's a bond stronger than the bond of love... it's the bond between Two Souls
I started to like you and n u felt the same for me
But sometimes what we want is not meant to be'
Your past returned n stood between you and your future life
Everything came to a standstill 'coz he dint know u r now my wife
I started having doubts about us as I felt you might still love him
The more I thought 'bout it the more our future became dim
I decided to set you free for that s what true lovers do
If you came back u'd be mine' if not I'd say adieu
To let you go was like dying a 100 times each day
But your happiness is the only thing I wish for n pray
I've buried my emotions, my feelings n my desires so in no way do I succumb
N it won't be wrong to say at this point..I've become 'Comfortably Numb'
I might not say it too often 'coz Silence is a language too
My lips don't move but my my soul cries..'Mrs. Ridhhima Modi, I'm so in love with you'...
By Siddhant Modi
The Silent Lover
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