A new girl frm U.A.E joined out skool few yrs back. ppl thout she was snooty.
Bt i kenw she wasnt. i itnroduced her to my friends.
Byt he time we reached the high skool...she became quite famous in skool.
I noticed tht she used to feel irritated when my seniors used to
stop by to speak to me, or if i won a competition....it became a big deal.
but i felt guilty for thinkin tht way. i mean she was practically my
best friend.
I told her EVERYTHING.
i was gud @ literature but nto so good at debating.
for debate comps she used to select em as her partner.
i was touched byt eh fact she wanted me to improve...so she chose
me to be her parnter over and over again...even though i used to mess it up.
but once wen i was in the green room {she was in the stage practisng she din noe i cud hear her}
she was tellin her cuz tht the reason she chose me as her
partner was not cause she was helping me out
but cause wheneva i was nervous...nobody notice dhwo nervous she was.
she appeared better. she seened smarter. i looked like a useless ,
nervous, fidgety girl....
i even heard her tell tht i was stupid and silly....but yeah also a ncie gilr {sure thd change everything!!!!!}
Till now noe one knows tht i overheard it.
but its eating me from isnide.
i told her everything. i wa salways there for her, wen she needed help.
n now she is flirtin with a guy who asked me out long back. ...{obviosuly m not dating him....like she said am too kiddish n silyl for all tht}..
she puts me down in sucha way tht i wudnt notice.
but i do.
and it hurts.
what shud i do? tell her tht i noe everything n tht am hurt?
But am not tht brave nuff to tell her offff!!
but right now ame xtremly hurrrt!!!!!!!
with a ghelp of popualr gal in skool she tried to become even more popular.
used a friend who trusted her with everything!
more used me wen she wanted. and thrashed me like a useless
piece of paper!!!
i feel tht maybe I am like tht. just too stupid to udnerstand things.
or maybe i cudnt be a good friend.
or else why wud she do tht to me?
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