There is this one individual I know since a while now. I refuse to call her a friend. Sorry. I would say I know her since about three months. The problem lies in the fact that she uses me every single time. I hate to use that word, but I am afraid that this is the best word to describe this case.
This particular person, came to Canada about three months back, and I met her at my University. We were introduced through a common friend. We got along well in the beginning, and I had my doubts about her, but I let that slide once I started interacting with her a bit more. I trusted her (I do have a tendency to trust everyone) But, soon I started getting a little affected when she started complaining about all her friends. She had some problem, or the other with everyone - be it a friend or a complete stranger. I was perfectly fine with it, and I didn't bother much over it. Some days her negativity did affect me I grew frustrated & furious with her words. I started viewing people in a similar light like hers.
Then soon we were a few days into school and she started complaining over her grades. On one particular night she wasn't done a major project, which was due the next day, so me & my roomate stayed up all night helping her out. She loved us for that. A few days later, I met her at the library, and she started about complaining about a friend yet again, saying he didn't help her out for her assignment. I pointed out to her that he had a life too, but she ignored my reasoning. Anyway I sat down and helped her out again.
This continued for a very long period of time. Almost every single time when she wasn't done a assignment or didn't understand a particular concept of her course she would come running to me & I would help her out. I had no objection to all this, in fact I always had a lot of sympathy for her & I tried my level best to understand her, always letting every mistake of hers slide thinking that she is away from home.
Recently I wrote a 2000 word essay for her - leaving my studies aside - I spent over thirty hours over it - pulled up all nighter's, since naturally it was last minute. She received the mark about a week earlier, and she informed me about her mark. She scored a 92. And the first question she demanded the answer to was, "why didn't I score a 100?"
I just didn't know how to react to her words. My first thought was to plainly walk away, and never ever help her out ever again. I pointed out to her that at least she scored that mark, but she never saw that reasoning, and I realized she had taken me for granted.
I went home that weekend, and after a lot of thought again reached the conclusion that I wasn't being understanding & she was away from home & was naturally acting like this. I let it slide yet again.
This past week she called me to do another assignment of hers. She literally ordered me on the phone to come do it for her. This time I didn't remain silent and I lost my patience, and I told her that I simply couldn't do it for her & she had to work it out her self. She had seven days to do it, yet today morning she calls me & informs me she wasn't done, and she needs my help yet again.
It makes me think that she is not being understanding about me & my life. Just because I don't say a word about my life she naturally assumes it's going perfectly fine. She always bugs me nonstop saying I am so lucky, and blah blah. I admit that I am lucky. But, it does depend on perspective as well, right? It's up to every individual, whether they want to see life has something horrible with every bad experience or rather have a positive attitude over that experience, since negativity naturally doesn't take you anywhere. And say to yourself that I want to learn from this experience. I don't want to repeat the same mistake again.
Anyway I simply have no idea how to deal with this girl. I don't know what to say to her. Besides I recently learnt in this entire experience she actually makes friends with people who will be of some help. This may sound completely ridiculous, but believe me this is very true. All those times when she complained over others it was only when they refused to help her out.
My experience with her hasn't been the best. I have no idea how to deal with her. Am I going wrong? Am I not being understanding?
I really need some perspective on this, because this has the first time I am dealing with someone like her. I don't want to call her wrong, and myself a saint, because every story has two sides, and she has her side too. So, please don't let my words affect your judgement, and tell me what's going on in here. Am I getting used? And if I am what should I do about this?
Because, believe me I have stayed away from her, and she is aware that I am not all happy with a few things, yet she keeps coming back. What do I do?
comment:
p_commentcount