i know this is not the place to post this but i also know that this is a very popular forum.... so here i go...
I need help with a BIG problem. About a several months ago..i had this guy frnd. he isn't a very gud guy at alll! he smokes,he drinks, he steals, and he does a lot of other stufff he shuldn't be doing. i used to dislike him very much, but then i dunno wat happen. all of the sudden one day he started cumin up to me tlkin to me, touchin me, hugging me... i would always tell him to stop but for some reason, i never really wanted tht. Then one day he asked me for my #..i told him that i wasnt allowed to give it to him, so he asked me for my yahoo id and i gave it to him.... tht day..the second i got home i instantly went on yahoo messenger and i noticed tht he had messaged me. i was soo happy....i started to like him..he started tellin me that he thinks im beautiful, and he luvs me. we wuld have little arguements here and there but we would always make up
then we had a HUGE arguement.... so i said something tht seeemed to hurt him and he signed off on me.. tht same day he signed on again and when i asked him if he was alrite..he said he didn't care anymore...that ws the worst feeling ever...me knowing tht he doesnt care anymore killed me inside. he said he wasnt mad but he still didnt care anymore....
after tht day whenever i tlked to him we started havin arguements and he wuld act like he never cared... all of the sudden one day, he decided to wlk home with me....while we were walkin...he started hugging me, and then he got reaallly close to my face and he said he want to kiss me..i told him not to..and then for no reason watsoever he carried me
....i started to like him again, he started flattering me again, and sayin he loved me....but whenever we were in front of our frnds he would act differently, and we had another arguemnt on tht. HE said he wuld stop doin tht but he never did...he acted diff in frnt of our frnds and diff when we were alone...then i started to hate it! all the touchin n the huggin became unwanted...after all of tht HE kissed me on my cheek..i got soo irratated tht i SLAPPED him
then he stopped hugggin me but he d still touch me and talk to me. i was ok with tht now....it was all gud...but one day a new gurl came...and she is very pretty. All of the sudden he stopped touchin me..we only had small conversations and he started givin all of his attention to this other gurl...everything he did to me he did to her..and she didnt seem to mind...
i started gettin jealous
then for one whole week he didnt even notice me or talk to me...i cried for tht WHOLE week and when i asked him wat was wrong, he said he had nothing left to say to me. now he when i tlk to him he trys to end the convesation quick and it seems like hes tryin to get awy
and lately he has been hanging out with the popular kids and i noticed him flirting with the popular girls. i get really jealous when i see him with ohter gurls...hes a jerk and i want to get him out of my head but i cant! i want to do something bad to him so he can feel how bad i feel now!! WAT DO I DO??!!
HELP ME PLZZ!!