Lyrics Of My Heart=part 4,pg.79

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Posted: 17 years ago

Lyrics Of My Heart

Introduction:

He grabbed the mike from the host and put it up to his mouth. Sighs... The band stopped and all eyes were upon his gorgeously serious face." Wad'up? We got to talk. Dang I Know, I know... but it's just...just somethings i need to get of my chest, alright?" He signaled the band to play a melody. Holding the mike even closer with both his hands and shutting his eyes, tight he started on his song...

Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye.

That was the last song she heard him sing before he was gone away from her life, without another word, without another glance, without another smile, without another tear, without another kiss. O how much she misses him, even today, six months after that horrid day. But her question remains how could he do this to her? No one figured he was addresing the song to me, that they actually made a difference in someone else's life. Nobody wanted to understand what he was saying but they just wanted to get lost in his melodious but at the same time passionate voice. Pain and confusion reflected in every beam of light his eyes radiated. She couldn't understand him. Why? Why did he want to end the beautiful relationship that they shared? Everyone had tifs and fights, but true lovers stood beside each other and fought, fought their way along. Does this mean they were never meant to be? Does this mean their love for each other isn't true? Does this mean he never loved her? She didn't know about him, but she loved him with her heart and soul. After the day they had met for the first time, she knew she would never fall in love with anyone else except with him. Ever. Whenever they fought, either of them would call back in five minutes and apologize then what made him think that their relationship will not work out? Was he to blame or was it her? Or was it their fate to blame? She didn't know the answers to those questions but all she knew was that she was head over heals in love with him. Come to think about it... What is "Love"? Does she even know the meaning of love? How could she say she was in love with someone when she didn't even understand it? Was love the assurance that she felt in his arms? Was love how when he hugged her and told her everything would be alright, she actually believed him? Was love that she couldn't see a tear brimming in his eyes, espeacially if it were because of him? Was love that she couldn't think of anyone or anything else when he wasn't with her? Was love she wouldn't mind sacrificing her life for the beautiful curve on his face? What was it? Does love even have a defination? NO! From now on she would never

Today is the day she was getting engaged, then why wasn't she happy? She should definetely move on. Why shouldn't she? He left her here to rot, alone. Alone? You must be wondering why I said alone? Alone, because even in a crowd of people it isn't hard for a person to feel lonely. They think they know her, but do they really? Do they know exactly what is on her mind? Do they know why is it that there is a shadow of sorrow under her eyes? Do they know why is it that she disappears on happy or sad occasions? Do they know how incomplete and lonely she feel? How can they say they know her when they don't understand her? How can you say not say she isn't lonely when all the true answers to the questions above are a flat "No"?

 

Hey you guys, this is my second FF i had to put this up or else i would have forgotten about it. Please tell me if i should contd. aand if it sounds stupid please don't hesitate on telling me. Will be waiting impatiently for the comments.πŸ˜›

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Posted: 17 years ago

Page refferences:
Introduction- pg. 1πŸ˜ƒ

Part1- pg.2 πŸ˜›

Part2- pg.4😊

Part3- pg.7πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜›πŸ˜ƒ

Part4- pg.11

Edited by pooja1221 - 16 years ago
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Posted: 17 years ago
awesome start!!! sounds real cool!! plz do continue...!! i was jsut confused about one tihng, was that two people speaking? cuz sometimes it was in first person form and sometimes in third person!! but i didnt find it stupid at all it sounds fab!! continue soon πŸ‘
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Posted: 17 years ago
The start is absolultely kool, cnt wait to read more,,, i really wanna know wat happened???
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Posted: 17 years ago
nice storyline cont soon plz!!!!!!! πŸ‘
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Posted: 17 years ago
yupp nice one there..u should cont... 😊 😊 😊
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Posted: 17 years ago

Originally posted by: erier101

awesome start!!! sounds real cool!! plz do continue...!! i was jsut confused about one tihng, was that two people speaking? cuz sometimes it was in first person form and sometimes in third person!! but i didnt find it stupid at all it sounds fab!! continue soon πŸ‘

thanx so much!πŸ˜› n i'm sorry for the confusion i first wrote it in first person and then changed my mind but forgot to fix it but i have now. it's third person. 

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Posted: 17 years ago

Originally posted by: nehagupta_9

The start is absolultely kool, cnt wait to read more,,, i really wanna know wat happened???

thanx... i think i'll update day after cause from tomorrow i'm back to school! going to busy... but i'll try to hurry.

Originally posted by: iqbals4ever

nice storyline cont soon plz!!!!!!! πŸ‘

ThanxπŸ˜›

Originally posted by: srk1

yupp nice one there..u should cont... 😊 😊 😊

Thank youπŸ˜›

Originally posted by: monikaseth

πŸ‘ awesome dear πŸ‘ πŸ‘

ThanksπŸ˜›

 

 

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Posted: 17 years ago
sounds great. . .

cant wait for uto strt it.. are u gonna do both at once or somethign or...
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Posted: 17 years ago
WOWO!!! YAY... u started another FF!!! me sooooo happy!!! 😳
this FF sounds JUST as gud as ur other FF!!! πŸ‘
πŸ‘ πŸ‘ i CANNOT wait to read more, so continue soon!!! πŸ˜›

p.s. PLEASE try nd continue Oblivious to the Obvious soon too!!! 😳