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Posted: 17 years ago

this peoms are NOT written by me but this is EXACTLY how i feel right noww

                           Thoughts of Suicide
 

 

Thoughts of You Run Through My head
Just like thoughts of suicide
Will I live in the end
When these thoughts of you are over
And the thoughts of suicide take over

Our Love will never last
With these thoughts of suicide
Mixed in with you
These thoughts of suicide will soon take control of me
And I will no longer be able to love

These thoughts of suicde mixed in with you
Will kill me soon
Ill break your heart
and Kill myself

Thoughts of you run through my head
Just like thoughts of suicide

 

The only way
 

 

 

Some days I just wish.
I could run and hide.
No matter where I go.
Suicide seems my only way.

My life is not worth it.
All this pain and suffering.
I dont want to be here anymore.
The only way is suicide.

Nobody can help me.
I cant fix myself.
Nobody knows the real me.
Suicide is the only way.

I put on this false act.
And slap a smile upon my face.
When really Im dying inside.
The only way is suicide.

All I ever wanted was.
To be loved and accepted.
Just to feel the warth of your love.
But you never loved or accepted me.
Suicide is my only way.

I hate you.
Look at what you did to me.
You broke my heart.
You broke my spirit.
You left me empty inside.
Suicide is the way.

You left me
Hurt angry bitter and twisted.
And becuase of you.
Suicide is my only way

Amy Kerswell

 

Depression is a world
 
  Depression is a world
Depression leaves you lost
Depression drops you into a never ending black hole
You want to get help
But you can't
When you do
You wish you didn't
Depression leaves you numb
With fear
Depression leaves you no hope
No ambition
Nothing to look forward to
Tears well in your eyes
Depression leaks out
Out into the open

Ferret Girl


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Posted: 17 years ago
Very nice poems Mannu...thanks for sharing!! 👏 But I hope you feel better soon, it isn't good to live on like this....but please, it's not fair to kill yourself either!!

Cheers,

Anjali