Few Days Later
It was night time, Khushi's wounds are slowly healing for better. She's trying to smile and fight with her fears with the help of Arnav but still those nightmares haunts her often like today.
Arnav was working on his laptop and Khushi was sleeping. akash is handling office with Aman by his side but due to his absence work pressure is increasing , so now he's handling work from home only., he knew Akash also needs some time with his wedding nearing. He looks at Khushi again and again between his work to ensure she's fine when he heard something which got his attention and he instantly looked at khushi.
Khushi was mumbling something and started to struggle in sleep again, Her legs started kicking in air as well here hands and her vries followed. Instantly leaving Laptop aside, he ran to her, its after two days she got this nightmares again and lookinf at her he can say that the impact is much stronger. Arnav tried to hold her but was difficult as she pushed him, trying again he looks at her, she is turning hysterical again. Towering upon her her he held her legs with his own and her hands within his forcefully yet carefully. she was crying throwing her head here and there in struggling to release herself. she was shouting his name this time instead of "Shyam" and calling him to help her. He had to stop her somehow but he have stopped taking the help of medicines from that night. Looking at Khushi's condition he knew its not good he have to control her.
"I am here Princess. I am here to protect you" Leaning down he whispered in her ears and moved his mouth slowly towards her and Khushi froze feeling his breath over her lips and stopped moving. Arnav left her hands as she she stopped moving and cradling her head captured her lips for a slow and soft kiss. Khushi's hand moved to his shoulders as she started responding.
Her mind chanting " Arnav ji is here and She's safe".
Arnav was surprised with her response at the moment but didn't tried to stop. Leaving her lips, Arnav looked into her eyes and held her close.
Arnav: "I love you" and his lips again dropped to hers poring his Love in that mind- numbing Kiss. After withdrawing from the kiss , he wiped her tears softly.
Khushi: he touched me.! He was determined to mark me his willingly or non-willingly doesn't matter. I tried to stop him, Its only you ! Only you have that right but he was mad with my rejection and his Lust, arnav keep stroking her hairs as she told him.
Arnav; i know!
Khushi: i still feel like his hands are trying to touch me and... Arnav stopped her.
Arnav: He can never touch you again . I am here with you. Taking a breadth " let me me help you and you'll soon forget his touch with time". Can I?
Khushi nodded hearing him and Arnav gathered himself for what he's going to do to erase that ugly memory but feared how it'll turn out because of khushi's mental condition.
Arnav: just get one thing Khushi " I Love you so much and will be always with you. You're safe with me" and he kissed her forehead.
Slowly khushi felt his breadth faning her face as he dropped numerous soft kissed on her face and held her in his strong arms. as Arnav hands moved on her body caressing it softly he felt her tremble but he carried with his moves.
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Arnav looked up instantly to meet the fearful eyes of hers, he could see the fear acting barrier between them and her peace but he was determined to remove every barrier slowly with their Life.
Arnav: don't be scared Khushi. just remember our time spent together loving each other when you have yourself given me the right to Love you.
I know its difficult and hurting you. I can't change whatever happened khushi but I'll be there to protect you in every step from now". "that's my PROMISE".
Arnav: It might hurt you but I know it'll soothe you at the same time. If you want to stop me I'll stop here itself.
Khushi closed her eyes in the response answering him.
Arnav: Just give me one sign if you want to stop and i'll stop.Blog Part
He kept trailing his mouth to her neck to jaw line Kissing her damp skin, though Ac was on but the heat emitting from their body was keeping them warm. Arnav looked at her in despair as her sobs reached his ears breaking his heart.
Arnav: khushi! Did I hurt you? Shh.. Why didn't you stopped me if it was hurting? He started asking questions in concern.
Khushi: No! its not hurting, Not anymore but he was behaving like an animal Arnav ji. He said he'll tarnish me completely and no one will accept me after that. I was scared... scared
Arnav: shh.. he behaved like an animal because he is one but he can't tarnish anyone, he is himself tarnish with his low thinking and You!
"You are the most beautiful soul having a beautiful heart which no monster like him can tarnish by his disgusting acts.
Arnav looked at Khushi who was having her eyes closed but he knew she is listening everything.
Arnav: Look at me!
Khushi looked into his eyes which was carrying so much pain and she knew it's for her. He treasures her more than his life and Love her like no one can.
Arnav: khushi! I know you're scared but keep that in your mind that you're already mine and My feelings for you will never change. He pulled her up and tried to make her wear her clothes when khushi hugged him pulling close to herself.
Khushi: Promise Me! Promise me You wouldn't let him ever get me. Hius words always kept repeating in my mind. He was determined to make me his. Arnav's grip tightened around her hearing her.
Khushi: please Promise me!
Arnav: I swear Khushi if he ever tried to even touch you, I'll destroy him. You have my promise, he pulled her close from waist and kissed her sealing his promise. His kiss showed his possessiveness and love and she responded back , matching. Khushi was losing herself to another world as Arnav kept showering her with kisses everywhere mumbling numerous promises.
Arnav: "I am with you and You're only mine". No one can make you his just saying that shit.
Khushi: than why don't you make me yours in every possible way Arnav ji! She said in low voice making Arnav to look at her in shock.
Khushi: Yes! Make me yours.
Arnav: Khushi1 you're already mine and no one can change it. Right now you're just too much emotional. You don't know what you're saying.
Khushi: I know what I am saying and also that i am yours but I want to make me yours completely.
wouldn't you do that for me?
Arnav: Princess You're weak and it'll just hurt you more.
Khushi: it's already hurting Arnav ji. I want to remove this pain: she said in broken voice with glassy eyes pulling him more close with the hug and Arnav felt weak looking at her breaking and asking something which he would have gladly done in another or better circumstances but he can't deny either don't know how will she take it if said "No".
Arnav: feeling good? Khushi nodded.
Arnav: good now take some rest.
Khushi: Wouldn't you complete it?
Arnav: would love to but You're too weak. Look at yourself you're tired.
Khushi wanted to say something but before that her eyes dropped close.
Sighing Arnav got up from her and covering her from duvet he wore he moved towards washroom for a cold shower for himself.
Inside washroom, cold water was running over his body where he was thinking about only Khushi.
Arnav(thinking): I'm sorry Khushi! I was deliberately slow,. You're just too much naive and sensitive this time. Maybe you would have felt good now but it would have hurt you later if not mentally than physically or more worse both and I don't want it, thinking he comes out and slipped beside khushi least she get scared again.
Arnav: I can't make love to you when you're way too emotional to understand right and wrong because of that day but I promise you very soon I'll make you mine in every way when you'll fine in right way and kissed her on forehead before himself drifting to sleep.
To be continued...
Precap: Khushi will start working for the Mumbai project with Arnav's help and Shyam.
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