Trisha noticed raghav's silence. She understood what's going inside his mind. She knew he never expected her to open up like this. But she felt it was high time she reveals truth to him. She could understand his dilemma.
Trisha: raghav mein tumhari parishani nahi thakath bana chahthi thi. Tum fikar math karo. Sab theekh ho jayega. Aur meri chintha bilkul math karo. Mein sab sambhalongi.
Raghav just couldn't stop feeling guilty for putting her in such a situation. He knew trisha is a strong women who can fight for her rights alone. But how long will he keep her waiting? And her family? Will any parent allow there daughter to stay single in her life for an indefinite period? Also trisha has an younger sister who is only 3 years younger to her. Without trisha settling in her life how can her parents think about tejal's future. Even if they agree with trisha will tejal agree for her marriage when trisha stays single in her life? He know how close tejal and trisha are. Tejal will never agree for settling in her life when trisha stays single. Its not as simple as that. He knew trisha knows the intensity of the situation.
Trisha: raghav itna math socho. Mein tume cheer karney ke liye ley aayi thi drive pe aur tum wapas apni khamoshi mein math jao please. Mein ne kaha na sab theekh hojayega. Mein sab kuch manage karloongi.
Raghav smiled hearing her words. How well she knows him. Even without him voicing out she knows exactly what's going on inside his mind.
Trisha: raghav muhej lagtha hume wapas chalna chahiye.
Rahav: hmmm tum tayar ho jao.
Trisha: agar tum muhey apne baho se chodoge toh tab mein yahan se udaa paogey aur tayar ho paogey.
That's when he realised she was still lying down in his chest and his hands are around her waist. All this time they were lying down like that. He immediately removed his hands from her waist. Trisha smiled and got up. She went to washroom to freshen up. After that she went to meet the dhaba owner lady. She greeted her and thanked her whole heartedly. That lady had asked one of her servants to call a mechanic in the morning itself when he came for work. So when trisha came out in the morning the mechanic had already reached. She handed over the keys to him. The mechanic asked her to wait for sometime. By that time raghav too came out after getting ready. The dhabha owner lady forcefully made them eat breakfast. While having breakfast that lady asked raghav
Lady: tume beta chahiye aur beti?
Trisha who was having her food coughed after hearing her question.
Raghav smiled and replied: beti. Bilkul meri trisha ki tarah
Trisha too smiled hearing his answer.
Trisha and raghav reached office directly after leaving from dhabha. Since it was early in the morning no one had reached office. Trisha's mobile had range now and she called her mother. Her mother was hell worried when she noticed that trisha had not reached home last night. Trisha have spare keys with her. Since she was staying late night for her work last day she had informed her mother to go to bed early as she will be late and not to wait for her arrival. But her mother never expected trisha not to turn up for the whole night and in morning when she found that trisha was not yet back home and there had been no messages from trisha about not coming back home she was worried. She tried calling trisha but her phone was out of coverage area which made her mother even more worried. Trisha consoled her mother and explained there was an emergency last night and since her phone had no network she was not able to contact her. After collecting her stuffs from her cabin she decided to leave for home. Raghav too was waiting for her. They both went to the parking lot. After biding good bye to raghav trisha went near her car and while she opening her car raghav came near her and whispered in her ears huskily.
Raghav: agar tumari maa ne shaadi ke liye koi ladke se milva dhoogey toh uss ladkey se batha dena tumari first night ho chukha hai mere saath.
Trisha was stunt after hearing his words. She bet on his shoulders hardly and pushed him away from her.
Trisha: how can you be so shameless? Kuch bhi boli ja rahi ho.
She left without even looking at him. But while driving she just couldn't stop smiling. She was happy that raghav is back from the trauma of the incident that had happened few days back.
First night! Like really? She knew in a way it was correct. They both were alone together in a room for whole night, slept of in each others arms, but still the entire meaning changes when someone else hears about first night.
Trisha was bombarded with questions by her mom when she reached her home. Trisha with a great difficulty consoled her mother and went to her sister's room. Her sister was still sleeping peacefully. To call her from sleep is the most difficult job in trisha's life. And according to her mother only trisha can do that. When trisha goes out of town her mother has great difficulty to manage tejal. Somehow trisha woke her up from her sleep and trisha went to kitchen. Its usually trisha who prepares breakfast for them and also something special for tejal as lunch. Since she came back today morning only from office her mother had already prepared breakfast. She quickly made club sandwich for tejal and arranged her lunch box. Trisha's mom was saying about some proposals which had came for trisha. Trisha remembered raghav's words and unknowingly she started blushing and smiling. Trisha's mom noticed this and wondered what happened to trisha today. Usually trisha gets irritated whenever she speaks about marriage and proposals. But today trisha was lost in her own world smiling to herself and blushing. Trisha's mother couldn't stop wondering whether trisha has someone in her heart. From the time they have started talking about trisha's marriage trisha just keep on denying. Initially they thought it was because of her passion and dedication for her work. But then recollecting trisha's excuses that she don't want to marry someone whom she don't even know properly, makes now her mother think that trisha loves someone for sure. When tejal used to tease trisha that she was denying to get married only because trisha has someone in her life, she never took it seriously. But now seeing trisha blushing and smiling all alone so obvious to herself her mother confirmed that trisha has someone in her life. But if so why can't trisha open up to them? They would have happily agreed and got her married. She understood something more is there which they can't see and trisha is not yet ready to open up in front of them. Trisha's mother thought that they have wait for an apt situation to ask trisha about all this. Trisha looked so happy today and her mother doesn't want to spoil her happiness now. She decided to speak with trisha later.
Though a bit late trisha went to office as she had a lot of work pending. Since bikram is on sick leave rajbir had to manage many work all alone. Trisha noticed that raghav has not yet reached office. After sometime she received a message from raghav that he won't be coming today. Initially trisha wondered what happened to him and she was scared whether he was not well and called him. He assured trisha that he is fine and he just need a day off. Trisha understood that he need some space. After all what had happened since past few days he need a break. And decided not to question him further and bother him. She has to wait till tomorrow so that when he comes she will speak with him and try to find out if he has some tension.
Raghav literally was in need of that break. Past few days has been extremely exhausting for him. The joker's challenge, cheif's kidnapping and bikram's shootout everything has been emotionally stressful for him. If trisha hadn't intervened he would have gone into depression by now. And he remembered last night's incidence and trisha's almost indirect confession about her feelings for him, made him think about her which he never did up to now. He was happy till now with what all cosy moments he gets to spent with trisha. But now its high time that he show some responsibility towards her. Though he know trisha is not like usual girls who will bully about the future and irritates, he has to understand that she has some responsibility towards her family too. Just because she loves him and is ready to wait for him he can't keep her waiting till the end of her life. That will be too selfish of him. But still he is scared what if he lose her? Just like how he lost his parents, he knows his life is in danger & his dad's murderer is still after him. What if he hurt trisha? He had never been in such a dilemma. He can't share this with trisha too. Knowing trisha she will only say that she will wait for him for her entire life. He has to share this with someone and he exactly knows who can help him out in this situation.
Dr. Kammath's clinic
Dr.kammath was pleasantly surprised to see raghav in his clinic. Usually it was he who pushes raghav to come to clinic for his counselling sessions. Since trisha had visited few days back he knew what had happened in raghav's life.
Dr.kammath: raghav tum hamesha yahan sirf isliye aate the kyunki mein tume call karke parishan karthi rahathi thi. Par aaj kya hua tum apne aap aagayi. Zaroor trisha ne manaliya hoga. Maan gaya trisha ko itni mushkil kaam aasani se karliya. Sirf trisha hi aisi jadu karsaktha hai.
Raghav smiled.
Raghav: ab trisha kahan se aaya?
Dr. Kammath: trisha aagayi thi yahan kuch din pehele. Bahuth parishan thi tumare liye. Unho ne muhey sab kuch bataya aur yeh bhi bataya tum kafi depressed bhi hai.
Raghav: par trisha ko kaise patachala mein yahan aati thi?
Dr. Kammath: woh muhey nahi pata.
He wondered how did trisha knew about his counselling sessions with dr.kammath? Maybe should have overheard his conversation as usually he will be in office when ever dr calls him.
Dr. Kammat: trisha bahuth achi ladki hai. Kafi caring bhi hai.
Raghav: ha woh bahuth achi hai. Sab ka khayal raktha hai. Emotionally bahuth strong ladki hai. Practical bhi hai. Muhey toh lagtha hai har ladki uski tarah composed aur sensible hona chahiye.
Dr.kammath: lagtha hai tum usse achi tarikey janthi hoon. Tum usse pasand karthi hoon hai na raghav?
Raghav looked at him amazed.
Dr.kammath: oh common raghav mein tume bachpan se janti hoon aur mein bhi ek psychiatrist hoon.
Raghav: uncle mein iski bare mein aap se bath karne yahan aayi thi.
And he narrated everything. His fear about his past and his feelings for trisha and her almost indirect confession his dilemma.
Dr.kammath was silent for few minutes. After that he broke his silence.
Dr.kammath: raghav tum kab apne aaj mein jeena shuru kardhoogey?
Raghav: matalab?
Dr.Kammath: common raghav agar tum aur trisha ek doosre ko pasandh karthi ho toh tum log apni rishthey ko ek maukha kyun nahi de thi? Raghav mein yeh nahi keharahi hoon tum apni makshath se peche hato. Zarror tume uss shaks ko dhoondhna hoga aur usse sassa bhi dilwana hoga. Par iska yeh matlab nahi hai ki tum uske baraey mein soch kar apni aaj khodhogi. Tum sirf apni nahi balki trisha ka bhi aaj karabh kar rahi haai. Raghav mein janatha hoon tumara dar aur woh puri tarah justified bhi hai. tume lagtha hai tum trisha ko khathrey mein dal rahi hai uske kareeb jakar. Ek baath batao raghav jis kaam trisha aaj kar rahi hai kya usme mein unhe khatra nahi hai? Kya tumarey pass uski ya tumari zindagi ka koi bhi jhankari hai?
Raghav didn't have answers as he knew what all dr.kammath was saying is correct.
Dr.kammath: raghav hamare pass jiney ke liye sirf apni aaj hai. Kal kya hoga hum mein se koi bhi nahi jantha. Aur tum khud keha chuki ho trisha ek sensible ladki hai. Mein sirf dobaar trisha se mili aur mera yakeen mano tum chirag lekar puri dhuniya ghoomi toh bhi tume trisha jaisi achi ladki nahi mileygi. Aur raghav trisha tumareliye intezaar karney ke liye tayar hai iska yeh matalab nahi hai tum usse zindagi bhar intezaar karpavogi. Jinti bhi strong kyun na hai woh ek ladki. Usse kuch limitations hai hamari society mein. Trisha tume aachi tarki ke se jaanti hoon. Tumara khayal bhi rakthi hoon. Unhe tumare baraey mein sab kuch pata hai. So i think you really need to give a chance in your life. Aur raghav tum iss tarah apni dad ki khooni ke liye apni aaj karabh kar li toh tumara dad ko bhi acha nahi lageyga.
Raghav was stunned. He knew what all dr.Kammath had said was correct. He need to start living in his present. He knew no one else can understand him better than trisha. As she said she wants to be his strength; he too wants her care and affection. The way trisha managed him last night when he was disturbed in sleep made him amazed. Not even his medications have worked in his sleepless nights.
Its high time that he give a chance in his life.
Trisha had returned from office almost around night. She had a very hectic day. Since bikram and raghav were not there she, swathi and rajbir had much work to do today. Even after having a hectic day she just couldn't sleep peacefully as she was immersed in raghav's thoughts. There had been no messages or call from him. She wondered whether he was fine or not. Unable to sleep she took a book from her book rack and started reading it. Unknowingly after sometime she slept off holding the book.
Raghav was standing downstairs at trisha's apartment. Finally after a lot of internal conflicts he decided to follow his heart. He decided to give a chance for his relationship with trisha. Since it was late in night he didn't want to disturb trisha in midnight. But he just couldn't stop himself from meeting her. He himself wondered why he is behaving like a love stuck teenager. Just like some romantic hero in stories he had came to meet trisha in this midnight. He knows trisha stays upstairs and while climbing the pipeline of the building he murmured himself: i just can't believe what trisha had done to me.
Raghav saw trisha lying down in her bed along with a storybook in her hands. He was so lost at her site that he didn't notice the side table near her bed and he accidently hit his leg. Hearing the noise trisha woke up and she was shocked to see raghav at this hour in her bedroom.
Trisha: raghav! Tum yahan kya kar rahi ho?
He came near her and sat on her bed next to her.
Raghav: tumse milney aayi thi
Trisha: kal subah tak intezaar nahi kar sakti?
Raghav: actually nahi. Muhey tumse kuch zaroori baath karni thi.
Trisha: ma, papa aur tejal sab log hai ghar pe. Jaldi batao aur chali jao.
Raghav: i love you trisha
Trisha was stunt.
Trisha: kya?
Raghav: i said i love you
Trisha still couldn't believe her ears that raghav actually confessed his feelings for her. He understood that trisha was still shocked. He took hands in his and caressed it.
Raghav: i know mein ne apni feelings bathane mein bahuth waqath lagaya. But trust me trisha i always loved you. Par kabhi kehnayi payi. Kyunki jab baath tumpe aathi tabh mera dimaang kaam karna bandh karlethi. Mein bahuth darthi thi trisha meri pass aaney se kai mein tume khathrey mein dhalthi. Tum meri itni khareeb hote huae bhi mein tumse dhoor bhagney ki khoshish karthi thi. Par ab main thakh chuki hoon trisha. Mein aur dhoor tumse nahi reha saktha. Mein apni past ki wajey se apni aaj aur kal kharabh nahi karna chathi. Muhey tumari pyaar aur care ki sakth zaroorath hai trisha.
Trisha had tears in her eyes.
Raghav: trisha kuch tho bolo?
Trisha wiped her tears and smiled.
Trisha: tum andhar kaise ayi?
Raghav: kya? Mein yahan itni emotional ho kar apni feelings ke bare mein pata rahi hoon aur tum to
apni agent roop mein aakar counter question kar rahi ho?
Trisha: tumne toh kaha tha na kuch toh bolo? Issliye poocha kaise aayi andhar?
raghav: tum kitni unromantic ho? Aaah! Tumari khidki se
Trisha: what tum second floor ki khidki se kaise?
Raghav: pipiline se
Trisha: tumara dimaang kharabh hogaya kya? Tum ek cbi officer hai. Ek chor ki tarah behave kar rahi ho. Agar tume chot lagjathi toh?
Raghav : toh kya trisha?
She looked at him softly. He had a naughty grin on his face.
Trisha: aindha aisey math karna samhji?
Raghav: toh ek kaam karo tum apni ghar ki duplicate chabhi muhey de dho. Tho jab bhi mera mann kartha hai tumse milne ki tab mein tume aake dekthi hoon.
Trisha: raghav! Ab bahuth hoga tum chali jao. Kisi ne dekh liye toh
Raghav: toh kya!
Trisha: tum meri maa ko nahi janti abhi iski waqath woh hamara shaadi karwadeghi.
Raghav: toh acha hai na.
Trisha: raghav!
Raghav: kya! Ab toh dus baar mera naam bhula chukha hai. Par mere sawal ke jawab nahi diya.
Trisha: woh main ne subah bataya tha na.
Raghav: nahi mein woh correctly suna chathi hoon. Bolona
Trisha smiled.
Trisha: i love you too raghav
Raghav saw trisha blushing. She was totally red. She looked so cute while blushing. He just couldn't control himself. The love he had hidden for her from the past 8yrs, He touched her cheeks. Trisha shivered with his touch. He leaned towards her lips. Trisha closed her eyes. Her reaction encouraged him. He slowly kissed on her lips. Though initially stunt she too responded to his kiss. Without breaking the kiss he slowly made her lie on her bed and he too lied on top of her. Trisha slowly put her hands around his hairs and neck. The intensity of the kiss deepened and finally when it felt like eternity to both they stopped. Trisha has still not opened her eyes. He kissed on her neck and then her cheeks. He caressed her face and then finally kissed on her forehead. She opened her eyes and smiled.
Raghav: mein tumareliye kuch layi thi.
He took a small velvet pouch from his jeans pocket and handed over it to trisha. She opened it and was surprised to find a silver chain with a small pendent ant which had a star and a moon kiss in it.
Trisha smiled: bahuth pretty hai.
Raghav took the pendant ant
Raghav: mein ne kahana mein har rooz chaand ko dekthi hoon tum ho yeh chand aur yeh tara mein hoon.
Trisha smiled. Last night when he called her as his moon she just thought that he was casually saying it to tease her. She didn't expect that he really mean it. He took the chain from her hands and put it around her neck.
Raghav: i think ab muhey sach mein chalna chaiye. Nahi toh sach mein ab apni suhaagraat manaogi
Trisha hit on his shoulders and smiled shyly.
The end!
So that's it. I hope i had kept your expectations. All positive and negative comments are welcomed! But want lambi comments. After all i had given a lambi update.
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