Forbidden Love-DevAkshi SS-Update Page 11

Can love happen twice??? and that too with the same person??? what happens when destiny brings u face to face to someone you never wanted to see?Someone who was once ur life..but fate played some cruel games and made the best to worst...!

what happens when you realize that "Man is the architect of his own fate" is a just a mere saying...and you have to follow the path mapped out by your fate?and ur destiny is pre-defined...pre-decided.

So how far u can fight with ur fate?

what happens when you know that the person for whom u breath,can't be urs...will love still survive or will it die?

what happens when you know your heart would beat for only one person even if he is the one responsible for the emptiness inside it?who is responsible for making u alone?

what happens when you know that u can never stop loving a person who is not urs?

A story about friendship, pain,trust,broken promises,sleepless nights,misunderstandings,guilt and above all never ending LOVE!!!

Can Love change our fate or its just an illusion..is it fate playing behind love in disguise...or it is love which is driving everything...we say 'Love is life' but is it really true or its life that make us to love...?

I know that I left him in hell forever...I know that he can live without me but then it would be mere breathing just like I do...! I breath,I work,I talk to people,I eat,I sleep..I do all things that normal people do BUT I don't live...!Who can live without a soul??And you know that...you know Mr.Dixit that you are my soul...I love you and will be loving you till my last breath...BUT..!!!

I know that whenever I come here and sit like that,my mind gets occupied with past ..but then I can't help it...!Thinking about you in anyways gives my heart a comfort...I want to do it forever...but..!!!

Its getting dark here...I should go back to home now.

As I entered, Mom's eyes caught me,

"Shona...!"

As expected Mom and her questions...I gave her a pathetic look..she could'nt open her mouth...I directly went to my room and shut the door.

From past 2 years I am running from everything like that...people say that escaping from problem does'nt give any solution..but for me this is the way of facing them.

Almost mechanically,My hands opened the gallery in my mobile...swiping on each photo untill 'his' appeared...Its stupid!How each and every part of my body knows where to stop!He looks cute while smiling...but why are you smiling???how cruel are you...I hate you..I just hate you...!!!

"But I love you..."whisper escaped from my mouth...I buried my face in the pillow.

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