Originally posted by pearl.white
Hey all
I rewatched kth episode 114 today.
Sujal and Kashish were caught in a storm and had to spend the night at the circuit house.
Now seriously, was Piyush really the parallel lead? He barely gets a scene in the epi; even Vasu gets more screenspace than him.
Sujal starts drinking in the circuithouse reminiscing the beautiful moments of his past and pondering over the present. Kashish, this lady was bipolar since the very beginning. At one moment, she is scared out of her wits that Sujal is going to force her and so she locks herself in a room and at the very next she marches to him and asks his mobile to call backhome..
Sujal again shows her the mirror by telling her some hard truths . He was brilliant here. First he tells her that the world is not going to believe that nothing happened btw them. He also calls her n holy husband's consummation as a result of loneliness. And the he declares that now he wont follow her, she would be the one who would come back and want his love, and he would decide that whether he would take her back or not. She repeats her standard 'You are sick. Sujal' dialogues.
Sujal remains cool n composed and this riles her up.
Morning arrives and she has to take a lift from Sujsl as her car is not working. The best part was her gazing outside the window and Sujal is shown holding the spark plug of her car and he throws it away with a wicked smirk!
This man was a mad genius. He drops her at the R&G tabela and returns her earring infront of the family.
I was laughing at Kashish's completely helpless state. Sujal knew how to give it back.
This guy was madly and irrevocably in love with this woman. Her hatred compelled him to love her more.. you know every damn thing worked in the reverse way in case of sujal. The more she hated him, the more he loved her; the more she tried to distance herself from him, the more he came close to her; the more she tried to make a mockery of his love, the more stronger and fiercer his love got for her.
When kahiin toh hoga happened i was just 13 years old and the reason why i loved watching it was mainly cause i absolutely had this huge undeniable crush on raj. But the reason why I still continue to rewatch some of its episodes is because the depth and intensity of his emotions have touched me like never before. This man never gave up on his love. Inspite of being abused, hated and even on the verge of getting killed , the thing that remained common was his undiluted love for that woman whom he ever loved. And can we ever really find such a guy.? The answer is a big fat NO.
Kashish was a torn soul. I pitied her more than actually hating her. She was constantly vacillating between sujal's lover and piyush's wife. No matter how much she tried erasing sujal from her herat, that man had left an indelible mark on her soul..the mark which was too deeply engraved to be erased by piyush's selfish love. Why i call the wimp's love selfish is because he never really wanted to realise what kashish's true feelings were. He was living a delusion that kashish belonged to him but the fact of the matter was she was always sujal's, the realization which dawned upon him probably during his death and he asked sujal to take care of kashish.. for piyush kashish was more like a trophy, trophy for defeating the undefeated sujal garewal.
Episode 114 that you mentioned was another fabulous episode pearl. Acting and emotions that got portrayed were top notch. Kashish was well aware of the sexual tension between her and sujal and all her actions were basically a manifestion of that. Plain and simple. Even she knew that it would be extremely hard on her part to actually not fall weak infont of the man for whom her heart still continued to beat.😳