Posted: 11 May 2015 at 10:36am | IP Logged
DAY 54! - Disappointment...
Today's episode was full of it!
Manik's tone loudened. His eyes widened with disbelief! His firm hand gripped the victimised girl's arms and shook her disappointedly.How could she just back out last minute? Step back from this fight? The fight against wrong and right! This fight for his Nandini! This fight for Ridhima's own self-confidence! His disappointment with her evident in his annoyed and irritated eyes. His disappointment with himself evident too! For trusting a girl who he had thought would help him gain his Nandini's smile back!
How they had both almost crawled themselves out of the dark night and woke up this morning, hoping for the sun to shine rays of happiness, justice and normality in their lives again. But having to hear a line of words fumble again at a police station! Disappointing! He begged. She begged. For the beans to be spilled For the truth to be spoken. For the demon to be condemned! However they attained nothing but disappointment.
A mum disappointed her son once again today! The wounds he's been bandaging and trying so damn hard to heal every day, were left to ache and bleed once again today as a disappointing spear, pieced through them. All he yearns for is a little understanding, a wholehearted acceptance, a genuine smile and he will return home to where he belongs. Yet she leaves him utterly heartbroken and disappointed. Her attempt to "fix" his condition resumes as if he belongs to a family of broken artefacts. But she seems to forget...you might be able to put together the pieces of a broken vase...but at the end of the day, it will always remain a vase!
So here I am...not exactly with a full post today, maybe just bits and pieces of some lose thoughts! I apologise for the lack of coherency and clarity with this post. Honestly I don't know whether it was just the overall vibe I absorbed from the episode or my brain is just too tired after a long weekend of burying myself in books.
It is Monday so I guess I should have been prepared for the worst to worst type of episode. I've named the episode Disappointment...because overall that was the main idea I gained after watching it. The Fab 4, Navya, MaNan, Chacha...they were all disappointed in their own ways for what happened at the police station today.
Honestly though I was a little disappointed with the episode too today maybe because of the lack of its speed and matter. There was hardly any substance in the episode which left me a little blank and so I couldn't write much. I think the only part I was somewhat glad to watch was Nandini's bravery against the media and the constable and how she refrains Pandit from leaving. She is determined to fight, which I was thankful to the CV's that they didn't waste a whole episode on her tears. But honestly, I was a little disappointed with the way Fab 4 presented themselves today. I had hoped for them to be a little more supportive of Nandini and would have taken a firmer stance against the media or even when she confronts Pandit but then again, they all just present to us what the script requires.
Oh and yes ofc! Nyonika's brilliance with her performance always leaves me excited with what may be in store for us from her side of the story so that scene was rather decently done too!
I know the media scene is a rather subject issue, everyone probably has their respective views and opinions but that scene left me quite disappointed too. I guess no longer is the media and its voice about raising awareness or highlighting societal matters...it all just seems to be about (quoting Vidya Balan from he Dirty Picture)..."Entertainment, entertainment, entertainment"! We seem to be living in a society now where perhaps the power, wealth and title of well-renowned celebs speaks louder than the pain-filled tears and pleas of girls and women. Bravo! What seemed to have hurt me more was when a women herself presents Nandini with the black mask, to conceal her face in "supposed shame". I mean...doesn't one's tongue stutter even for a single second before speaking such blunt words? *sighhh* I think it'd just be wise if I don't comment on it any further though because I mean it is a personal opinion after all and I'm sure it's not the case with every media reporter/journalist out there...but even the small minority that are involved to be a part of such appalling behavioural acts, they are enough to be dirtying their own society.
The episode just as a whole lacked a little flow, logic and rationality which happened to be the prime reason for my disconnection today! So sorry KYY, MaNan and all readers...but yeh...today just wasn't my day I guess.
Ending this post on a more pleasant...in fact a little amusing note:Did anyone Notice Parth chewing his gum in anger whilst enacting that scene with Fab 3 when Dhruv is trying to stop him from barging off to Ridhima??
Hoping for a more substance-filled episode tomorrow but I had to post something, even if it was just a few lines to prevent myself from breaking the flow of my daily posts lol!
Signing off to my world of books again now! Ciao! <3
Edited by twinkle10 - 11 May 2015 at 10:59am