Sanam- Jannat:
I am alive.
Now.
I am alive now.
Before this...My heart did not beat like this. It did not sing these wild melodies.
It is strange. It feels like I had a passive existence up till now.
And NOW...
The flowers are prettier, the buzzing bees are singing a beautiful chorus,the morning dew has a brighter twinkle, my steps are lighter...
Yet...
There is an inexplicable sadness weighing me down. I am not able to express it. But somewhere deep down it wells up inside me...flows out as precious drops of tears...
Those tears...They must know why I feel empty...
Yet they choose to leave me.
I wish I could hold them back...For they are the precious bits of my memory that evade me...leave me lost in the corridors of loneliness.
Those tears have a story to tell...How I wish they'd stop to enlighten me!
I am lost...and found..
Who would know this me'?
Who knows me this well?
ajnabi mujhko itna bata |
stranger just tell me this much |
dil mera kyon pareshan hai |
why is my heart troubled |
dekhke tujhko aisa lage jaise barson ki pahachan hai |
looking at you it seems as though i ve known you for years |
Ahil:
My heart dares to dream...It refuses to be caged down.
It wanders alone...searching for her...yearning for a drop of her.
Now and then, I see glimpses of her...I can feel her around me.
Perhaps she fills this world...just like she fills up my soul.
I can see her and only her!
Is my heart deceiving me?
Is it a mirage in a desert?
Or the hallucination of an estranged lover doped in the throes of love?
PS: So...I am about a week lateπ³...and have to catch up lots...
But when that dil dhadak reha hai' dialogue came up, I went...Awww...
And Jannat's tears as Ahil came near her...π
Somewhere in the back of my mind, I still feel Ahil is being cheated on...Perhaps that is how it is supposed to feel. But it was lovely that I could connect to Sanam here.
I am actually surprised that I am surprised. Gul never lets her heroine wander away from the hero...and the first moment of Sahil after ages made me connect to Sanam as easily as to Ahil.
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