Qubool Hai

Sahil Reloaded - 1: When my heart beat again.

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Posted: 8 years ago


Sanam- Jannat:

I am alive. 

Now. 

I am alive now.

Before this...My heart did not beat like this. It did not sing these wild melodies.

It is strange. It feels like I had a passive existence up till now.

 And  NOW...

The flowers are prettier, the buzzing bees are singing a beautiful chorus,the morning dew has a brighter twinkle, my steps are lighter...

Yet...

There is an inexplicable sadness weighing me down.  I am not able to express it. But somewhere deep down it wells up inside me...flows out as precious drops of tears...

 

Those tears...They must know why I feel empty...

Yet they choose to leave me.

I wish I could hold them back...For they are the precious bits of my memory that evade me...leave me lost in the corridors of loneliness.

Those tears have a story to tell...How I wish they'd stop to enlighten me!

I am lost...and found..

Who would know this me'?

Who knows me this well?

 

ajnabi mujhko itna bata

stranger just tell me this much

dil mera kyon pareshan hai

why is my heart troubled

dekhke tujhko aisa lage jaise barson ki pahachan hai

looking at you it seems as though i ve known you for years

 

 Ahil:

 

My heart dares to dream...It refuses to be caged down.

It wanders alone...searching for her...yearning for a drop of her.

Now and then,  I see glimpses of her...I can feel her around me.

Perhaps she fills this world...just like she fills up my soul.

I can see her and only her!

Is my heart deceiving me?

Is it a mirage in a desert?

Or the hallucination of an estranged lover doped in the throes of love?  

 

 

PS:  So...I am about a week late😳...and have to catch up lots...

But when that dil dhadak reha hai' dialogue came up, I went...Awww...

And Jannat's tears as Ahil came near her...😭

Somewhere in the back of my mind, I still feel Ahil is being cheated on...Perhaps that is how it is supposed to feel. But it was lovely that I could connect to Sanam here.

 

I am actually surprised that I am surprised. Gul never lets her heroine wander away from the hero...and the first moment of Sahil after ages made me connect to Sanam as easily as to Ahil.

 

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Posted: 8 years ago
wow nice post u make my wekend beter
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Posted: 8 years ago
Res 
I just read this and am in AWE of how you write. I need to read this again, β€οΈ

Unres.

Uh-oh. Almost forgot I guess. Eh looks like I AM the lazy bum then πŸ₯±πŸ˜†

Soup! I go in a trance when I read your posts, really! Please trust me! I am not making excuses! It delights me to read your views, its just so enchanting, and SaHil feels make it even more. 

THIS AAHIL. The Aahil you pen and sketch, is so so dreamy. "She fills up the world, just like she fills up my soul" :')) β€οΈ

He is going where his heart is calling, its the heart's call for him, and it makes him wander around in search of her, HER who is in him, with him always, he takes her with him as a silhoutte of memories, and is looking for that perfect sculpture who fits that silhoutte. β€οΈ He knows she is there, in his heart.

She has started to feel HERSELF again. Like a diminished fire has just got those sparks enlightened. She feels HIM around her, whom her heart knows which has started beating again. She knows he is here, there, an aura has started surrounding him, which is drowning her in a trance and she is allowing herself to get drawn to that...

This Dharamsala track is so enchanting! I am in love with it! Amazing post Soup! You did it again! β­οΈ
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Posted: 8 years ago
Beautiful soup. Haven't watched yet. 
One caveat.. First and second moment of SaHil came earlier in the week with Teri Meri and  Tujhe Mein Rab Dikhta Hai
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Posted: 8 years ago
Originally posted by: -MirchiExpress-

Welcome back soup 😳


Aww.. Thank U.😳
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Originally posted by: Junoon-e-SaHil

Res 

I just read this and am in AWE of how you write. I need to read this again, β€οΈ


πŸ˜† Lazy Bum!πŸ˜†
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Posted: 8 years ago
Originally posted by: KhatamKahani

Beautiful soup. Haven't watched yet. 

One caveat.. First and second moment of SaHil came earlier in the week with Teri Meri and  Tujhe Mein Rab Dikhta Hai


KK,
This is about that earlier Sahil moment.πŸ˜†
This is on Teri Meri- πŸ˜‰

The rest- I have to watch and process. Missed the last two epis.

Today was beautiful...except that they are feeding us a strictly calculated diet of Sahil.πŸ˜‘πŸ˜†
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Posted: 8 years ago
Awwe dear your posts how badly i missed them :(

Anyways welcome back and such good times

I am a fan of such lovestories you know...its like watching a fairytale

Aahil looks more and more charming
and sanam eventhou dressed like jannnat reminds me my sanam ...our aahil's sanam (seriously both kv and sj look gorgeous in their new avatars)

THANK YOU CVS ...THIS IS SOMETHING I WAS CRAVING TO SEE

you know mamimum lovestories on indian tv are more or less same repeated concepts
hero = aakdu boss
heroine= sweet and bubbly
love hate relationship
finally they fall in love

i wont say they are bad but same same concepts kab tak dekhenge

but what i am seeing now is beautiful as if a fairy is dreaming and we are seeing it thtu her eyes


THANK UH CVS FOR GIVING OUR SANAM BACK..HOW MUCH WE ALL MISSED HER AND LOVED HER..THANKSSS A TON
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Posted: 8 years ago
Originally posted by: additilicious

Awwe dear your posts how badly i missed them :(

Anyways welcome back and such good times

I am a fan of such lovestories you know...its like watching a fairytale

Aahil looks more and more charming
and sanam eventhou dressed like jannnat reminds me my sanam ...our aahil's sanam (seriously both kv and sj look gorgeous in their new avatars)

THANK YOU CVS ...THIS IS SOMETHING I WAS CRAVING TO SEE

you know mamimum lovestories on indian tv are more or less same repeated concepts
hero = aakdu boss
heroine= sweet and bubbly
love hate relationship
finally they fall in love

i wont say they are bad but same same concepts kab tak dekhenge

but what i am seeing now is beautiful as if a fairy is dreaming and we are seeing it thtu her eyes


THANK UH CVS FOR GIVING OUR SANAM BACK..HOW MUCH WE ALL MISSED HER AND LOVED HER..THANKSSS A TON



Thank U, Addit.

Your last line- β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

That has been the most precious gift ...giving back glimpses of Sanam in Vacant Jannat.

Fairy tale, indeed!😳
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Posted: 8 years ago
Beautiful post Soup β€οΈ Loving this Dharamshala track! SaHil are such an enchanting couple and Junoon tere ishq ka never fails to give me goosebumps! KV and SJ are so perfect at speaking with their eyes! They enhance the scene when they come together! This entire week was just so amazing! I am beyond glad to have Sanam back! Really enjoying her attraction for this handsome stranger! And KV looks so sexy and charming in his new look  Looking forward to Monday, the prayer, nightmare and Junoon! As usual it was a delight reading ur post Soup πŸ€— Edited by Raingoddess - 8 years ago