Originally posted by: fireroad99u know i always wonder
how do you do all thishow do think of the theme of the ep and write sooo much about iti am sure lot of brainstoming and planing before writng iti just love it
Originally posted by: twinkle10DAY 50! - "Bye!"
"Bye..."
To sanity...bye to the mind's ability and capability to think...bye to the peaceful ordered state his world was in, mere minutes ago...bye to the norms, the morals, the rights and wrongs of the world...bye to the calm, composed grip he had on himself earlier in the night...bye to his soul's skill of being able to breathe out of shock and contemplate of anything beyond her...bye to the heart's gift of listening and absorbing the sense-filled words being spoken to him...
...I welcome you all to insanity, to restlessness...to furious wrath enveloped in urgent need of finding her. I welcome you all to the numbing of the heart...to the jammed functioning state of the mind...to the fire burning inside his core senses, ready to set ablaze anything and everything that comes in his way..."Paagal hone ke saath saath mai dangerous bhi hoon"...
Bye Nadnini's Manik...I welcome you all; Monster Manik.
"Bye..."
To heartbeats that beat only upon seeing her soulful smiles...bye to the needful breaths that are only inhaled when she is in front of him ensuring she is as real as she can possibly be...bye to the mesmerising smiles that adorn his face when her presence is felt ...bye to the healed wounds and bandaged guilt that she's spent endless moments soothing...bye to the joy sparkling eyes which express his soul's calm when he hears her laughter...bye to the rational nature of thoughts...bye to the soft caresses of his hands...bye to his whispering lips wanting to recite their confessions again and again...bye to the heart, mind and soul which possess no life anymore as the one they think for, breathe for, beat for has taken them along with her...
...I welcome you all to, shrieking and desperate yells...to powerful, avenge-filled, balled fists...to blood-red, raging eyes...to bruising punches...to jaws clenched in unimaginable anger. I welcome you all to lips slithering in demand of the whereabouts of his heartbeat, his breath, his life. I welcome you all; a lifeless, senseless, unleashed wild soul...a guilt-filled, a remorse-filled and newly wounded heart..."NANDINI!!"...
Bye Nadini's Manik...I welcome you all; Monster Manik.
"Bye..."
To old promises of controlling his dangerous anger...bye to all previous line of thoughts of never losing his cool...bye to the hesitancy of revealing hidden secrets due to shame and disgrace...bye to kind pleas and requests for the exact "what", "who", "why" and "where" related to her kidnapping...bye to patience-filled discussions with the opposition team...bye to controlled, sense-making words which were once ready to make any deal in return of her unharmed soul...bye to any and every chance of forgiving the culprit of the sinful act of touching the sole reason of his survival...
...I welcome you all to unexplainable madness...to life-changing warnings...to inexpressible desperation...to intolerable separation...to fearful eyes...to stern, deathly stares... "Nandini ko waapis lane ke liye mai kuch bhi kar sakta hoon"...
Bye Nandini's Manik...I welcome you all; Monster Manik.
"Bye..."
To selfish, egoistic and deceiving plans... bye to deceitful and impure relationships...bye to the detesting and deceitful demon...bye to his psychotic and manipulative, evil ploys...bye to the concealing and unfaithful intentions...bye to the unworthy respect of being called "panditji"...
...I welcome you all to revelation of true intentions...to unmasked faces...to hidden evidence...to unspoken truths...
Bye danger and darkness...I welcome you all; the victory of true love.
"Bye..."
To old needs...bye to previous wishes...bye to old emotions...bye to old desires...bye to old aspirations...bye to old confessions...bye to the old definition of love...bye to the confused mindset of whether he can or cannot kill in love...
...I welcome you all to more frantically desperate needs...to escalating desires of seeing each other...to re-discovering more powerful emotions of love during hours of separation...to rising and falling in love with one another all over again whilst being away from each other...to the realisation of a new dimension and unseen depth of their own love for each other...to the notion of craving each other's breaths and heartbeats to revive their own halted hearts and paused breaths..."Kahan ho tum...Kahan ho...tum...I'll find you soon...myself"...
I welcome you all to the truth she had already understood and the truth he will now understand; the truth of dying for her as well as killing for her...
Bye Manik and Nandini...I welcome you all; MaNan...
He was hers when he was the spoilt, rich kid; "Manik Malhotra". He was still hers when she named him "Monster Manik". And he was definitely hers when she changed her contact name for him to be simply "Manik".
Long gone is the time when Manik was his name for himself and Nandini was a name belonging to his routinely obsessions...
The truth is... Be it Manik Malhotra, Monster Manik or simply Manik...That one "n" that joins the first half and last half of his name; stands for Nandini. The Nandini that relates his heart to his heartbeats...That Nandini who connects his soul to his body...That Nandini without whom his true identity is incomplete because it's now time to say...
Bye Manik...I welcome you all; Nandini's Manik...
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A BIG SHOUT OUT TO PARTH AND NITI FOR YET AGAIN A PHENOMENAL JOB WITH THEIR EXPRESSIONS, DIALOGUE DELIVERY AND JUST THEIR PERFORMANCE OVERALL!!! A PERFORMANCE TRULY WORTHY OF A STANDING OVATION !! 👏👏
P.S: So guys...it's time reality hits Twinkle too and I become more aware and focused on the piles of books and articles awaiting my read and note-making. End of semester is nearing and so workload and assessments are knocking on my door and the cruelty of life is such that the days don't get any longer than 24 hours. I have tried to make a timetable for myself to ensure I can take out some time to write for my MaNan babies, for my own passion for writing and for mostly for all of you wonderful people who take out their time every day to read my work. However, please excuse me if I'm not able to reply back to everyone. Reading is a must...I promise to go through the thread and read and of course drop in a like button for everyone who comments on the thread. If time avails...I will also drop in a few lines here and there but sincere apologies in advance especially to those who write a lengthy response and analysis of their own on my thread as I may not be able to further analyse your posts.
Love as always
Twinkle <3
Originally posted by: anotheranfan
As usual nice post twinkle.. Loved it..Yes its also bye to Pandit (hopefully) given manik will find him tomorrow 😃Loved everything in bold..On Blue 1: I want to say the maanik who searched all over for nandini, went everywhere in so much urgency, so much pain, so much restlessness - it was all nandini's maanik.. I dont think its now possible to separate him from nandini.. Even the monster himself is nandini's maanik because she saw beneath it and she approves of his monstergiri for good cause..Liked the bit you said about the healed wounds and guilts.. How rightly pointed.. It isnt just his love missing..She has always been his achor in tough situations and today when she is far away, how is he suppose to get through this.. Who is suppose to calm him down and show the right path..And thats where our age old Kill question comes.. With Nandini around maanik has moral compass to guide him but with nandini's life on the line and his ray of shine missing how is he suppose to make logical choices.. I doubt cvs will really tackle this but i have done it in my mind and found the closure for the I hate you track 😆
Originally posted by: anotheranfanToday Parth stole the show, dont you think? The way he expressed the urgency, restlessness, guilt, pain of missing nandini.. Just wow.
He went to the right place in first shot itself.. The way he went looking for nandini all over pandit's house... Dhruv was just standing there 😆 Maanik telling pandit that he is dangerous.. It cracked me up.. Good dialog i guess 😆 The look maanik gives pandit when he finds that white door..BTW on harshad's reaction of knowing MaNan are thing 😃 But all in all it was good scene too.. Its been long time since i watched non Manan scene especially with the dragfest going on.. But this seemed so good.. Harshad still cant act but aaliya and mukti were good.. The way aaliya showed doubt on Harshad - its going to take a long time to regain her trust.. Mukti - i am not sure if she will forgive him anytime soon..Maanik looked for nandini in under the table.. Obviously 😆 Thats her go to hiding place isnt it 😆😆 I also liked the car key bit that pandit did.. Letting maanik search car.. Btw shouldnt they feel suspicious given pandit is so calmly letting them go all over the house.. Anyways with nandu missing the default action for maanik is to beat pandit 😃 Just shows how much he despises him..The bit about him putting hand on the cubboard and remembering her was quite good.. Judai song works so well this time too.. The helplessness that maanik is feeling just touches heart no? Dhruv to help chodo he is distracting our boy just when he was about to find her 😃 May be he doesnt really want maanik to find Nandini 😆😆Cavya scene i still couldnt get through 😕the bit about fab5 + navya conf calling was good.. Seemed like real and something sensible after a long time 😆Niyo pretending 😆 and maanik begging, threatening The way maanik told her that he doesnt believe.. when she doesnt show any reaction, he begged her for doing something.. Aww poor boy has it bad.. Niyo - tere din jaada baaki nahi hai 😆 Harshad is back and it seems like he has some proof of your stupidity.. So stop gloating and contact your pandit to put in some sense 😆 Niyo and maanik scene was really good.. I hope they loop back to this conversation later instead of stretching and inventing new tracks.. It would be interesting to see the backstory.. Haha niyo saying maanik is not in her control.. Finally bubble is bursting 😆Pandit has gone psychotic and saying anything 😆 Niti acted well too.. The way she flinched at every touch of pandit.. Regretting not seeing this side of pandit earlier.. All quite well acted.. Pandit doesnt know what to do.. Josh me aake kidnap to kar liya now he doesnt know how to get out of it.. 😆 Pandit called Nandu bewakuf for not seeing his reality 😆😆😆 we have been calling her that since long time 😆Maanik feeling guilty and remembering their moments They used this judai song twice in the song in bits and pieces and it worked really well...Thank god for precap - seems like tomorrow this kidnap torture will be over..
Originally posted by: anotheranfan
As usual nice post twinkle.. Loved it..Yes its also bye to Pandit (hopefully) given manik will find him tomorrow 😃Loved everything in bold..On Blue 1: I want to say the maanik who searched all over for nandini, went everywhere in so much urgency, so much pain, so much restlessness - it was all nandini's maanik.. I dont think its now possible to separate him from nandini.. Even the monster himself is nandini's maanik because she saw beneath it and she approves of his monstergiri for good cause..Liked the bit you said about the healed wounds and guilts.. How rightly pointed.. It isnt just his love missing..She has always been his achor in tough situations and today when she is far away, how is he suppose to get through this.. Who is suppose to calm him down and show the right path..And thats where our age old Kill question comes.. With Nandini around maanik has moral compass to guide him but with nandini's life on the line and his ray of shine missing how is he suppose to make logical choices.. I doubt cvs will really tackle this but i have done it in my mind and found the closure for the I hate you track 😆
Originally posted by: twinkle10
You're right...ever avatar of his that he takes up...every emotion that surfaces...it's all triggered by Nandini's presence, absence, her happiness...her tears...her safety and just the whole idea of her. That's the whole beauty of it I guess...The mask of a monster was one that Nandini drew the curtains from but it's a part of him which will re-surface for her any time and every time in the future when his need of protecting her will overpower his senses.
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