kashaf -
confession -
Mein miss karungi? miss tho shayad aik chota lafz hai in ehsaasaath ke liye...jo mein tumhare liye rakhne laggi hoon...aur ab mein apne aap se darne laggi hoon...
kissi se mohobbat insaan ko bohat kamzor kardeti hai...bohat bebas...majboor..mehkoom...aur mujhe in theenon cheezon se nafrat hai...lekin uske bawajood tum meri zindagi ka markaz bante ja rahe ho...
tum mujhse poochte ho ke mujhe tumhari kya baat achi lagti hai..mein tumse yeh kaise kahun..ke mujhe tumhari kaunsi baat achi nahin lagti...apne ird gird tumhara ghoomna,...mere wajood se na hattne waali tumhari gehri bolti nazrein...tumhari har waqt ki tawajjo...tumhara jaan chidakne waala har andaaz...har baar jab tum mere maa baap ke liye ahtaraman khade hote ho..tho mein tumhare saamne jhukne lagti hoon...aur kya kuch nahin...jo mujhe tumhare saamne maum nahin karta...ik chote se ghar mein is pankhe waale kamre mein tumhari yeh gehri neend..mineral water ki bottle ko dhoondnay ke bajaye nalke ka paani pee lena...handwash chod ke aik saste saabun se haath dhona...apni plate ko..meri maa ke pakke khaane se baar baar bharna...
par mein yeh sab tumko kabhi nahin bataungi...tumhare har waade pe hasungi...tumhari har baat ka mazaak udaungi...tum mujhe sange marmar samajhte ho...tho samajhte raho..mein tumhare saamne...reth ki deewar nahin bansakti...mujhe toot jaane se khauff aata hai...
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"Kai saal pahle main apni zindagi mein aanewali har takleef par Allah ta'ala ko ilzaam diya karti, shikayaton ka ek dher tha, jo main har wakt uske saamne laga diya karti thi.
Mujhe hamesha is cheez ka afsos rahega ki main Allah ko galat samajhti thi, uski taqat aur hikmat ke baare mein galat andaaze lagaati thi.
Mujhe lagta tha ki Allah mujhse pyar nahi karta .. haalanki Allah to, hum sab se pyar karta hai.
Wo naimaten bhi deta hai aur aazmaata bhi hai. Lekin ye baat pata nahi jaldi samajh kyon nahi aati?"
"Zindagi bahut si ajeeb baaton ka ek majmuan hai .. ajeeb baatein, itefaqat, maujaze. Baaz dafa samajh nahi aati, agar isko ek jumle mein define karna pade, to woh kya hoga?
Zindagi Gulzar hai. Jaise Zaroon usko kahta hai."
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This content was originally posted by: Anjali_One from me
😉Mujhe do tarah ki ladkiyan pasand nahi aati ... ek woh joh mere pass aane mein bahut derr lagaye aur doosri woh joh bahut jaldi aa jaye😆DON- SRK😃
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