Posted: 31 December 2014 at 3:51pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by rits08Brilliant post
I feel that the pain she felt after break up was too much for her! She was heartbroken and completely shattered... A naive person like her who has a pure heart, the dejection broke her heart! It took her so much time to get over it... I can understand how she must have felt...each and everyday was so painful for her...the insult, the trust break and the lies all killed her from inside! She did not have anyone to talk to...and she could not run away from situations.
Even after knowing truth about Dhruv, she could not accept MAnik back...bcoz he broke her trust... she was not sure that if she went back to him, he might again leave her in future! It must have been a painful experience for her to face her love each day and yet hide her feelings! It was not just to hide her feelings, but also a way to shut herself! She wanted to completely close herself... Not bcoz she dint love Manik...but because thinking about him was too damn painful for her! She could only remember how much he hurt her...and what all she went through all alone! With time she started associating her relationship with MAnik as toxic because she always got the pain... Maybe closing herself from Manik was the only thing she could do to stop the pain she was facing!
But once she faced Manik after 1 week...she could not stop herself...her heart still chased Manik...wanted to know if hes alright...she made sure he doesnt hurt himself more! She always cared for him...even when he was rude to her... But the entry of another woman in Manik's life kind of shook her... She could not understand her own feelings...she kept denying them... she doesnt want to be with MAnik but she also doesnt want him to be with any other gal! Its this jealousy that is making Nandu realize her true feelings for Manik
Nandini is a classic example of heart vs head. She has always been logical, the mathematician, who can easily understand 2+2=4...but love has no logic, and 2+2 can be any number u like
Like Abhi put it, she is a pure case of logicality
On a serious note, she has always seen the happy, peaceful side of love, a witness to the quiet kind of love, sweet and supportive...so her views on love where also the same. Even her chacha and chachi share such a sweet and cute equation. Enters Manik and love has a new definition..love is a devil with two horns and a tail, it has green eyes and is a monster !! He turns her world upside down, all her logical definitions are proven wrong and she is swept off her feet.
Then tragedy strikes, and her heart shatters into a zillion pieces, more importantly the fragments of her trust are all over the place. Never having seen such intense pain in her life, she feels totally overwhelmed and inadequate face by such betrayal. For her the word love lost its shine, the word trust lost its meaning...her fire flies lost their power forever.
But then, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger and eventually Nandini (and Manik too)emerged wiser and better. Today she is on the edge of realization that love is not what she had always thought or conceived of, that certain relationships in life are above break ups and make ups, certain people just cannot be left behind, love defies logic. In a way, this test of time was needed by both of them, as they have learnt to appreciate each other more, they have learnt that they just cannot do without the other...and that is the foundation of a new love story I guess.