Main bewafa, main bekadar, maine tera dil toda
Mera bhi dil toota magar, tujkho nahin iski khabar
Teri yaad mein dil thaamkar tadpoonga main saari umar
Duniya ke sab aashiqon ki todi hai sab maine rasme - 2
Beche hai sab apne vaade, bechi hai sab apni kasme
Bechi hai sab apni kasme
Main bewafa, main bekadar, maine tera dil toda
Mera bhi dil toota magar, tujkho nahin iski khabar
Teri yaad mein dil thaamkar tadpoonga main saari umar
Yeh pyaar ishq aur mohabbat kya hai yeh ab maine jaana
Vaapas magar kaise aaye guzra hua voh zamaana
Guzra hua voh zamaana
Main bewafa, main bekadar, maine tera dil toda
Mera bhi dil toota magar, tujkho nahin iski khabar
Teri yaad mein dil thaamkar tadpoonga main saari umar
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEzwinIJZzA[/YOUTUBE]
And will dedicate this song for Aarzoo π
Dil jude bina hi tut gaye hath mile bina hi chhut gaye
Ki likhe ne lekh kismet ne
Baar baar rod akhiyan tainu jo na vekh sakiyan
Khole aaye aaj kudrat ne
Kataan main ki ve din teri soth tere bin
Main toh jiya na mara
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
Koi rahe na jab apna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
Jag suna suna
Hai to yeh kyun hota hai
Jab yeh dil rota hai
Roye sisak sisak ki hawayein
Jag suna lage
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
Koi rahe na jab apna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage reee
Suna Lage Reee
Roothi rothi sari raatein
Fikhe fikhe sare din
Virani si Virani hai
Tanhai si tanhai hai
Aur ek hum hai pyaar ke bin
Har Palchin
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
Koi rahe na jab apna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
Patharo ki is nagari mein
Pathar chehre Pathar dil
Phirta hai mara mara
Kyun rahon mein tu awara
Yahan na hoga Kuch hasil mere dil
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Chan Se jo tute koi sapna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
Koi rahe na jab apna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
Hai to yeh kyun hota hai
Jab yeh dil rota hai
Roye sisak sisak ki hawayein
Jag suna lage
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage
JAg suna suna lage
Jag suna suna lage reee
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIGHnSVYMsg[/YOUTUBE]
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Ok enough of my ganga and jamuna for SaAz now .. Lets get started π ...
Today My heart goes out to both Aarzoo and Sahir as I see them both go through this painful phase of first heartbreak in love π₯Ί .. Mayb for Sahir its his second heartbreak and that too he called it himself but for Aarzoo this is her first major heartbreak in love as she feels her pehla pyaar remained incomplete which is a miserable feeling for any girl ππ ...
So it seems Sahir had planned it all in this way only .. He wanted to take the whole game till marriage and the moment Aarzoo says yes for marriage , he will break her heart and will force her to leave Niyamat house so that Zaki marries Sam .. Thats what he told Alvira .. Right ? π€...
But is this the real reason or last minute decision for him after he realises that this is no more a game for him but he is actually falling in love with Aarzoo which he is not allowed to do and so he decides to tell her the truth and push her away from him π€...I bet his initial plan was to marry her and then reveal the truth about his marriage so that Zaki-Sam marriage happens but once he realises that he has actually fallen in love with Aarzoo and so it will b wrong to keep her in the dark and marry her , he changed his plan and made it look as if he just wanted to prove to Zaki that Aarzoo does not love him so that he marries Sam when the irony is Zaki already knows it and yet not ready to marry Sam and even Sahir knows this ππ ...
So Sahir brutally breaks Aarzoo's heart today by telling her the truth about his 10 yrs of marriage and also letting her know that he only played this love game with her to teach her a lesson ; After hearing all this , Aarzoo is left devastated as she falls on the ground almost lifeless π ; She mainly focusses on Sahir's major revelation about his marriage more than the game part since thats a big revelation for her especially when her father too did the same with her mother π ; Sahir too can feel her pain and wanted to hold her in his arms and console her too but Aarzoo asks him to stay away from her and rightly so ππΌ ; Sahir too could not stop his tears that moment as he sees Aarzoo having her first emotional breakdown because of him ... He could feel her pain but just could not help her in anyway ππ ... Mayb Sahir feels this heartbreak was necessary for Aarzoo to move out of his already messed up life since she deserves better .. He wanted to push her away so that she does not become a part of his complicated life which is filled with pain and negativity ... Eariler he was fine playing the game with her for his own benefits till he dint realise that he too has fallen in love with her but the moment he realised his love for her , he decides to set her free from his life's miseries even if it means breaking her heart which might look brutal right now but in the long run , he believes she will b happy π
Sahir's self talks in his room once again confirms the fact that he has madly fallen in love with Aarzoo especially when he tells about how once again he distanced himself from the new found happiness in the form of Aarzoo by breaking her heart π₯Ί ; Those memories of Aarzoo bringing coffee for him , putting flowers in his room , taking care of his room flashes in front of his eyes and he wants to catch hold of those memories and keep it in his heart forever but sighh somethings r never meant to b and in this case he feels Aarzoo too was never meant to b in his destiny and so he will hv to let her go now for her happiness and future ππ...Today he was neither thinking of the deal nor about the promise , he was only thinking about Aarzoo and her happiness , reason why he breaks her heart and sets her free from his life π... He will not gain anything by doing this and he knows well that its a gamble he took which can go either way since there is no guarantee Zaki will marry Sam , infact Zaki will b even more adamant not to marry Sam now π , yet Sahir takes this decision of telling her the truth and not just truth , he even makes sure that he brings this truth in front of her in the most ruthless manner so that it does not leave any scope for Aarzoo to feel any sympathy for him ...
As usual Sahir punishes himself by hurting his hand once again till blood comes out of it just because he was the reason why tears came in Aarzoo's eyes today ... He never fails to punish himself hard whenever he hurts Aarzoo ; As he remembers Aarzoo's breakdown because of him , he feels miserable and one could see the rage in his eyes as he puts his hand over that sharp edge and keeps pressing his hand till there is a deep cut on his hand palm and it starts bleeding badly ; He knows that he has left a deep scar in Aarzoo's heart now which might never heal , so he makes sure that he leaves a similar deep scar somewhere in his body too which can remind him of the pain that he has given to the love of his life π
When Alvira comes to him and asks him about his decision regarding Aarzoo , all Sahir tells her is how it was a full proof plan to remove Aarzoo from Zaki's life but when Alvira asks him what about Aarzoo , we can see Sahir later on repeating the same to his own self in frustration that what about Aarzoo ... At this point Sahir looks almost drained out and frustrated wondering how he never thought what about Aarzoo which his mother rightly pointed out and he almost hates himself at this point thinking about the kind of games he played with Aarzoo and yet now when he realises that he is in love with her , he still cannot accept her in his life due to his past
Whats really weird here is both Alvira and KA r so busy playing their own games that noone is bothered to console SaAz here who r left heartbroken in all this .. Alvira especially is too much involved in her plan to get SaAz married but forgot to wipe their tears when needed .. About KA no hopes only π
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