Originally posted by: ppp333
Hello friends, Don't know I am not able to control myself whenever I see Branka's collages. Trying to make brave face but...
In my home everybody are teasing me seeing my eyes filled with tears. How stupid I am just getting carried away with a mare fiction show. This time I am happy at least but last time I could not recover for atleast 2 months, when Prat's was out of BV.
In future I should be more strong. To be honest in real I am not at all emotional because I got hurt N'number of time, which made me strong. I never cry when I leave my parents house.
But these daily soaps Two shows BV and HHN are making me emotionally weak. Which I should over come. Please help me friends. I don't want to become weak.
My dear Padmaja, β€οΈ my dear friend π€
I am so sory that my collages make you cry...Just read it this evening, and before that I filled SY FC with it as well. Sorry dear. I know how you feel, I felt the same when Prats was out of BV and believe me it took me 6 months to be able to watch videos of their scenes, without crying...I was never like this, no other actress has such an influence on me...and I really do not think that you become weak if you are emotional. It is nothing wrong if you are emotional and vulnerable...Vulnerability is as much a part of being human, as it is strength. Our vulnaribility prevents our strength from becoming hard, brittle, self-serving.Our soft edges invite others' openness and their expressions of love. You will not become weak just because in this moment of time you are so emotional, your strength is still there, it will be there when you will need it...
Nothing is wrong in the way that you are feeling now, all of us feel the same...we are all sad that this part of our journey will end soon...but we will still be together and will support each other, we have this place where we can be as emotional as we like, where we can cry while remembering Seetha, as much as we like...nobody here will judge anyone...but will understand and support...we can be here who we are and do whatever we feel we want to do... we just need a little time to accept that we will not see Prats and Kanwar and all the others every day as we used to...but I really believe that we will not wait as long as we used to wait, for Prats new show to happen, and than we'll watch her again, and will give ourself promiss that we will not become addicted to it, because we still remember how it hurts once when is over...but, I know...and you know...we'lll do it again...because Prats has that ability to touch our hearts, and once that happen...we'll do just that, what we do with SY, and that what we repeat with SagUn...we'll fall in love with her new role, and her new show and her new jodi...and that is OK...nothing is wrong in that...
If it helps, I will stop doing collages, until it stop hurting you...we will have our places where we will be together, and that will help to overcome this period of de-adiction...if you are in a company of people who are feeling the same and are going through everything that you goes through...everything will be much easier...Love you dear, everything will be fine...π€
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