As the sun rays peak through the and fell on zain's face.he stirs in his sleep only to feel someone wrap curtains ped around him...he looks down and his eyes fell on an agelic face,the love of his life,his wife burring her face in his chest and one hand around his neck .unknowingly smile spred on his face and his heart swell with happiness he can spend all his life like that wrapping in his angels arms...he kept staring at her but didn't move not to disturb his sleeping beauty...but suddenely he remembered her words...
"Zain ham bht qareeb nhn ain gy..."
He got worried and he felt pang of guilt...
Zain's monologue:pata nhn mjhy kal rat kia ho gya..main n khud ko bht control kia but finally it broke...lekin aliya...aliya ny bhi mjhy nhn roka...pata nhn ye kaisy react kary gi.?...
His thoughts comes to halt when when he heard aliya's sweet voice.
He looked at her surprised.she smile in return.
Zain (worried):g..good morning princess.
Aliya:kia hua zain tm itny...pareshan q ho???
Zain:wo..wo aliya kal rat jo bhi hua...
Aliya:(kept a finger on her lips)jo bhi hua wo aik na aik din to hona tha zain.. (she blushes and keep her head on his bare chest)
Zain :lekin tm ny kaha tha k..m sorry aliya.
Aliya:stop it zain...aesi koi bat nhn.han main n kaha tha par main apny shohar ko rok ni pai... (she lift her head and look into his eyes..) bcuz i love u zain.
Zain : i love u more princess..
Aliya confused :princess???
Zain:han tm hi to ho meri princess meri jaan meri malika e zain.
Aliya :wah kia bat h zain abdullah subah subah itna pyar.
Zain:subah subah nhn har waqt bas tm moqa hi nhn detin...par ab sy... (zain flip over her so she is beneath her.aliya gasp and zain smile) tm puri tarah meri ho aliya zain abdullah...main tmhn zain abdullah sy pyar main umer qaid ki saza sunata hun.
Aliya:mjhy manzoor h my lord... (smile)
Zain smirk :really???(start bending down)
Aliya:no no mera wo matlab...
(But it's too late for her to complete her sentence before he shut her mouth in his most favourite way... and both of them dissappear under the sheets)
aliya's beautiful thoughts break as the car stopped at their residence... rehaan looked at her she hd tears in her eyes...
Rehan:aliya...what is it???
Aliya:n...nothing just..kisi ki yaad a gai thi.
Rehan became sad too hearing this but he console her.
Rehan:sab theek ho jay ga...allah apny bandon ka imtehan lety hn k kon allah sy maang kr chalta h or kon nafarmani py uter aata h...be strong.
Aliya nod wiping her tears.
Rehan:come rida hmara wait kr rahi hogi.
Both went inside rida came to recieve them on gate with much difficulty...rehan move forward and support her holding her from sholders..
Rida:hi aliya...ao na. Wahan q khari ho??
Rehan too looked at her now.
Rehan: aliya k lye konsa room set kia h??? (Ask rida)
Rehan:ok u wait here main aliya ko usky room m chor kr ata hun.
He lift aliya's bag and lead her to her room...he stopped at big beautifully furnished room.aliya kept looking at that.
Rehan:ye aapka room h aap yahan aram sy reh sakti hain...ap ko yahan koi problem ni hogi.
(He smile and left the room)
Aliya sat on the edge of the bed tear started rolling down from her cheeks...
Aliya's monologue:kitny khush thy rehan or rida..rida ki khatir rida k sath rehny k lye rehan ny itni bari qurbani dy di...aesy sachy pyar ko daikh kr pyar pr yaqeen krny ko dil krta h...par jab qismat hi sath chor dy to...kitny khoobsurat thy wo din..main or zai... (she started crying vergously) kab tak intizaar karungi main uska...(she lay down on bed and closes her eyes...she took a deep breath)shayad...aakhri saans tak.
Suddenly she heard a knock on the door.she immediately wipe her tears..
Rida:it's me aaluu.
Rida came and understand by the look of her face that she was crying.
Rida:coffee... (she handed her mug)
Aliya smile:thanks.but tm theek ni ho rida tmhn rest krna chahye...
Rida:it's ok dear...or wesy bhi mery hath ki coffe tmhn kesy milti???
Rida kept quite for moment collecting her courage to talk..
Rida:aliya i know k is shadi ki haqeeqat kia h or ye q hui??? Lekin ye tmhara ham par ehsan hy warna main or rehan aj sath na hoty..
Aliya:aesa kabhi mat sochna...ye mera ehsan ni mera farz h...or wesy bhi main janti hun k apny pyar ko khona kia hota h is lye main kisi k pyar ko agr usy dila sakti hun to main uski puri koshish karun gi...
Rida:aesa nhn bolty...tmhara pyar tmhn zaroor mily ga..bas har cheez ka ik waqt muqarrar h..ok tm araam karo..bht thak gai hogi.main chalti hun.ye tmhara ghar h..or yahan tmhara pura haq h..samjhi
Rehan call rida and she left.
It's aliya's daily routine to see sun rise from her window.hoping that her sun will too rise one day...her hope too shine like rays...and the sun of happiness vanished her misseries like darkness..
She sat on her window seat he5 fav place and started writing her diaries...
Main apny har din ka aghaz pehly allha k nam sy phir tm sy krti hun...beshak tm mery pas nhn mery sath nhn lekin tmhara ehsas ab bhi mery sath h jo mujh sy koi alag nhn kar sakta...main bhi nhn.
Main tmhara aaj bhi intizar kar rahi hun or karti rahun gi k kab tm ao or mjhy apni bahon main thaam lo...mera ye na khtam hony wala intezar ko khatam kar do zain...
I love u...and i can't live without u but i have to... tear dropped on his name and made it blurry...
...she looked at that name which tear made wet she can see his name but can't point out the letters...she let out a bitter laugh...
Aliya:tmhara meri zindagi m wojood iss naam ki tarah hi hai zain...k tm ho bhi or nhn bhi...tm meri zindagi m wo space ho jisy tmhary siwa koi nhn bhar sakta..
Tadaaa... too much torture na..i know...hehe...
Precap:dhamakaaa... not asli wala... story will unfold a little...
Thanks for bearing my torture.
Lots of love hania.