HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS
I WONT BE THERE COZ OF MY COMPETITIVE EXAM..WILL BE BACK IN FEBRUARY..
HOPE YOU PEOPLE WONT FORGET ME...
POSTING IT NOW CUZ OF EXAM ON 2 JAN..
TU HAR LAMHA
Waaqif
toh huey tere dil ki baat se
Chhupaya jise tune qaaynaat se
Kahin na kahin teri aankhein,
teri baatein padh rahe hain hum
Tu Har Lamha.. tha mujhse juda..
Chaahe door tha main.. yaa paas rahaa
Sometimes the things didn't turn out to be how it
has to be.. Something is not meant to be for us... but we cant understand the
ultimate reason why we doesn't belong to him...
He was still alive even if physically not there.. She
was the reason for his existence and she will be the reason that he will be
always there even if the days changes, the months will not be same everything
will be blurred yet he will be there for her ..ALWAYS..
Love is not only meant to be expressed but it is to
live for the years to come..for him and for her.. she was the sole reason he
was there and still after so many years she was yet again here just for him..
the love that ceased to have died at that time was still there ..the blowing
chilling wind is the messenger of him being there..just like he loved to do all
that she cares and she just get lost in that loving paradise... everything was
same.. the place still has the fragrance of their love and he was still there
calling her to his embrace...
Pulling the warm comforter to herself she walked in
the woods that was surrounding the beautiful villa.. the beauty never ceases to
decrease , designed by him and she was there to enhance it.. she walked in the
deep and dark forest that was covered with the white snow.. it must have a
heavy snowfall last night she thought..smiling she touched each and every tree reminding
the talks that they had.. everything that contained him in the depth just like
she was holding him within herself..his memories was the only thing that she
could have now...
She reached the very old tree , it was still covered
with the snow that was now hiding the place where they were having the deepest
secret..she sat down and dig the place taking out the only memory ..it was
sharp and pointed and she slit her hands letting the blood drop .. soon the
place was red and she scratched the
place where there was the sign of the ultimate confession... the confession of
their love...
She cried and let the tears fall..it was her
punishment ... she was away from him..the sharp weapon that she used to hurt
herself was the same that used to hurt him and how can her love be shallow that
she will forget and neither will forgive..
Their love was cursed yet it was pure like the
blessing of the almighty.. it was after five long years she was back and she
didn't let herself forget him... it was somewhat early in the morning when she
came back..the servants were doing their work and she just chose to go that abandoned
room where no one was allowed.. she couldn't deny she felt his presence near
herself.. standing near the window she felt his hands groping her waist and she
just leaned into him..he started kissing her his lips were kissing on her nape ..
she felt herself going weak on her knees when she felt alone.. she immediately
looked around and found him going away..tears started pouring yet she very
angrily and with the determined face
wiped them and said something that she knew will not make her weak...
Every time she tried to do something the silence
kills her..she was getting the medicine of her own..the servants knew her as
the owner of the sole empire..she was his wife and the relation was now a
mockery...
Sometimes she questions herself that does she love
him.. she was alone standing in the room where she looked at the walls painted
red..she could sense him coming from the deepest corner and was having a smile
that she was scared..he touched her face leaning across her ..making her fall
and this time she was about to shout when his face came across...there was a
wound on his forehead..she tried to touch it..but she was again waken up by a
memory...and heard him say...
These wounds are not to be healed they are just for
you.. she was about to touch him when she felt blood in her hands..the red
blood on her face..the drops that she was scared of... and she frantically tried to clean
herself..when the face of her dead husband came in front of her accusing her
like..you are the reason of your condition...
She tried to go..but she couldn't she felt the last
moments coming infront of her...
"maan ...maaan
leave me.. no no... she giggled ..his life and his all that she was ..the
reason of his existence his life.. they were in a ultimate bliss until he came...
he came in her life.. geet was a sweet
song in his life.. the silence that made him love her..she was an angel but the
angel didn't protect herself and her
love..."
Geet smiled amidst of having tears the tears of pain
and agony that she wrote in her destiny...
"Sweetheart
you are all that I want.. you think that this money and empire is big..but let
me tell you that even if you are MAAN SINGH KHURANA's possession he wouldn't
mind talking you for himself anytime and anywhere..
he was such a possessive and obsessive ..he was a tyrant that she always
thought.. he will make her a doll.. least she knew that she was already his
doll..."
Tears spilled more and geet cried this time it was
the loudest cries.. the sobs that she was holding for a year.. she was the
reason he is not with her... heart wrenching sobs.. even the servants were not
allowed to be near her ...
"no...no...no...
you cant do this maan... he had slapped her hard... she was
with him and maan had spotted her..you cant rule my life..she said loud and
this was the last thing she listened ... she sobbed as they were absorbed in the deepest
love that was no less than any hell for him..she was absorbed in his love and
forgiveness and he In her infidelity ..."
Maan..maan
come back...I am sorry..i cant live without you...please don't punish me..no..no
maaan...
She shouted and cried that what she can do..
"I
am sorry sweetheart I am late..said maan..his wife has
called him she looked at him with a complaining face..he wanted to say
something ..he actually wanted to tell her that how much angry and rude he can
be but the truth was that he cant live with her.. he was about to hug her when
the sharp pain hit him... she was in his arms..and he again felt the gush of
pain.. soon he was collapsed and the blood that he was having his hands was on
her face.. the wall was having the red stains.. he attack was so fierce that he
was not able to get..."
Geet looked at the fading image of maan.. she knew
she loved him..the realization was much lat e and when it came she smashed her
own world.. the love that she thought for her lover was actually infidelity...
geet was collapsed with the same pain
that she felt this time she could smile in the contentment..she gave herself to
her love... she collapsed and found maan with her..tears that she felt were too shallow
as she felt him as him...
And there was a ultimate silence...
khamoshi
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I DON'T KNOW WHATS IN KHAMOSHIYAAN..
BUT CANT DENY THAT WHATEVER IT IS HAVING IT WILL BE MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN MY ROUGH IMAGINATION
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