Humsafars

India-Forums

   
Humsafars
Humsafars

OS on Arzoo - First Love

tweetie19 IF-Dazzler
tweetie19
tweetie19

Joined: 24 December 2011
Posts: 3528

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 1:54am | IP Logged


What is this bond between him and me? Ever since I've known him, its been like this. Only that I could never name this feeling before. Or maybe, I didn't have the courage to. I wasn't ready to believe that I could fall in love. That too with someone as weird as him.

I was a child who never had choices. I never acknowledged the man who was responsible for my birth. Why should I, when he himself disowned me for being a girl? There was nothing missing in my life. I have been an obedient daughter to my Daadi and Ammi. To my sisters, I was the provider and a caring sister.

But to myself? This is the difficult part.

I had only one goal in life. In a world where men are driven by greed and lust, I wanted to prove myself to others, to my so called father that I am no less than a son.

But fate has a strange way of leading us straight to the path unexpected. He was my boss and I was merely an intern working for him. Most people called him crazy - a gloomy fellow who looks annoyed all the time. Heck, I myself call him a psycho. He was like a diamond, flashing different colours at different turns. Yet, I could see a raw pain in those eyes. It looks like he is trying to escape his own fate, and in the process he's locked himself up in a dark chamber.

I was used to his hatred and anger. But one day, his proximity and closeness changed my life entirely. He had his arms around me in the jungle and i could feel his breath on me which made me shiver. I looked into his eyes and his gaze pierced my soul. It was only when he told me to stay away that i came back to my senses. Why did he evoke these strange, unknown feelings in me?

I cannot help but wonder if he has alter egos. There are moments when he is so affectionate. And there are times when he turns into a beast. He pushed me away, but I refused to leave his side. Somehow I believed his love was real, his denial wasn't. He even accused me of being a gold digger, but I could sense his pain behind those words and even his accusation seemed hollow to my ears.

I'm grateful to him for giving me some perfect, dreamy memories that will last with me for a lifetime. When he told he loves me, my heart jumped with joy. But my instincts told me to wait. Something was very wrong. How can I trust this man who changes every minute? I was confused.

But I have realized that loving him has become as essential as breathing. It is the most powerful, heart-wrenching emotion I've ever known. He has taught me that it takes great courage to love.

When I am in his arms, I lose all I have and become a woman. His woman. He has left his roots deep in my soul. I know now why it is said that first love can never be forgotten. Love can obliterate every negative emotion. I believe that I can make him see the world through my eyes and teach him to let go.

Arzoo Nausheen Khan who has learnt to love, has also learnt to live.





Soul-mate (OS on Sahir) - http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4265278



Edited by tweetie19 - 28 December 2014 at 2:14am

The following 12 member(s) liked the above post:

robinsameedocmonicamad_maddyhayakhnxxzabinxxblusky165Harshad4ever505Javeria3991MissIamTheBossTHEfanOFheartz-Chipper-Treat-MisHumptyDumpty

vinnithelover IF-Dazzler
vinnithelover
vinnithelover

Joined: 18 April 2014
Posts: 3357

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 2:18am | IP Logged
yeah!! one more on aarzoo!!oh tweetie am loving this..keep it up

The following 1 member(s) liked the above post:

tweetie19

-Chipper-Treat- IF-Sizzlerz
-Chipper-Treat-
-Chipper-Treat-

Joined: 11 December 2012
Posts: 24113

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 2:40am | IP Logged
Loved it so much...

The following 1 member(s) liked the above post:

tweetie19

MisHumptyDumpty IF-Stunnerz
MisHumptyDumpty
MisHumptyDumpty

Joined: 31 July 2012
Posts: 26781

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 3:30am | IP Logged
Arzoo Nausheen Khan who has learnt to love, has also learnt to live.

Day Dreaming

The following 1 member(s) liked the above post:

tweetie19

tweetie19 IF-Dazzler
tweetie19
tweetie19

Joined: 24 December 2011
Posts: 3528

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 10:33am | IP Logged
Originally posted by vinnithelover

yeah!! one more on aarzoo!!oh tweetie am loving this..keep it up
Thank u so much Vinni Smile
tweetie19 IF-Dazzler
tweetie19
tweetie19

Joined: 24 December 2011
Posts: 3528

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 10:37am | IP Logged
Originally posted by quirky_senorita

Loved it so much...
Thanks a lot dear...Big smile
tweetie19 IF-Dazzler
tweetie19
tweetie19

Joined: 24 December 2011
Posts: 3528

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 10:40am | IP Logged
Originally posted by MisHumptyDumpty

Arzoo Nausheen Khan who has learnt to love, has also learnt to live.

Day Dreaming
Thanks for letting me know which lines u liked Ankie Embarrassed
MissIamTheBoss IF-Rockerz
MissIamTheBoss
MissIamTheBoss

Joined: 04 December 2010
Posts: 6090

Posted: 28 December 2014 at 10:46am | IP Logged
wowww lovely os on aarzoo...loved it.

The following 1 member(s) liked the above post:

tweetie19

Go to top

Related Topics

  Topics Author Replies Views Last Post
after finding the truth arzoo will still love sahir

Author: RoxyC   Replies: 1   Views: 787

RoxyC 1 787 27 December 2014 at 10:14pm by Ecrivain.
omg ..new spoiler pic sahir arzoo ek sath...arzoo bday pic shayad

2

Author: -ambrosia-   Replies: 10   Views: 3159

-ambrosia- 10 3159 15 December 2014 at 10:45pm by ..Amri..
UMT HS seg.link added:arzoo makeover arzoo ko dekhte reh gaye sahir

2 3

Author: -ambrosia-   Replies: 22   Views: 4140

-ambrosia- 22 4140 27 November 2014 at 1:16am by halima_zaka
First Episode - First Impressions

2

Author: naadanmasakalli   Replies: 13   Views: 1505

naadanmasakalli 13 1505 23 September 2014 at 11:20am by -silhouette-
First day, First Impression-Alah Knows.

Author: -Dracarys.   Replies: 5   Views: 756

-Dracarys. 5 756 23 September 2014 at 12:41am by MahaAli2905

Forum Quick Jump

Forum Category / Channels
Forums

  • Please login to check your Last 10 Topics posted

Check these Celebrity also

Disclaimer: All Logos and Pictures of various Channels, Shows, Artistes, Media Houses, Companies, Brands etc. belong to their respective owners, and are used to merely visually identify the Channels, Shows, Companies, Brands, etc. to the viewer. Incase of any issue please contact the webmaster.

Popular Channels :
Star Plus | Zee TV | Sony TV | Colors TV | SAB TV | Life OK

Quick Links :
Top 100 TV Celebrities | Top 100 Bollywood Celebs | About Us | Contact Us | Advertise | Forum Index