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at least reply my first scrap on this page na

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The worst feeling is pretending you don't care about something, when it's all you seem to think about
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I'm tired of everyone yelling at me. I want someone to actually ask me what's wrong, as if they really cared.
People are always asking me what I want, and I'll always just want to yell, "To be happy."
I'm feeling empty. Incomplete. Worthless.
I'm lacking motivation, but all I want to be is successful.
Sometimes I become too overwhelmed with my life, I just want everything to pause for a moment. Everything is just no the way I want it to be. I want to escape. Run away. To be somewhere without feeling like a piece of me is missing.
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People think I'm quiet because I have nothing to say or because of my shyness. Truth is I just keep my thoughts, opinions to myself in case no one will care about what I have to say.
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I always seem to be left behind, wondering why he can't be kind. Thinking when I'll be done playing catch up, and just hoping for his sweet touch. Hating myself because I can't think, just wishing that I won't sink, into something so dark and deep.
Everyone is so ahead, I am imagining, "Can't I just be dead?" I'm tired of struggling, I'm tired of waiting. Can't this be over? Can't this be done with? Does someone have the answer that I been looking for? If you do, can you tell me? Solve this ridden for me?
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Listen to me please; I wake up every day hoping that someday things would change but knowing that I would be the one to change my life. I go through the motions like it was nothing but hoping someone would see me the real me. Not someone that they think they see. I don't know who I can confine in. I don't know what is keeping me from being kind. I don't know when I can trust someone. I don't know where I can find myself.
I don't know why I feel the need to hide. I don't know how I can truly save myself. I don't know how I can let the real me come out. Is it because I am afraid or is it because I am just weak? I shut out all of my emotions. So that I can function "properly" and live a normal life but, what is normal there is no such thing as normal is there?
Doing so is not enough anymore I want to break out, I want to make someone listen, I want to try to make someone understand what I am feeling. But I am afraid, why am I so afraid? Why can't I trust people anymore? Is it because once I trust someone, they always end up letting me down. Why can't I make someone listen?
Are you hearing me? Why don't you listen to me? Why can't I make you understand? The pain I am feeling every day, the suffering that I am in. I just don't want to always be sad. I want someone to save me from this misery I call my life.
Are you there? Are you listening? Do you understand now? How I feel? How I can I possibly save myself? I tell myself it would get better but, lately it just gotten worse. I wondering will I see the light again? Will you help me? I am asking you to help me, please help me please. Before it's all too late.
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Posted: 24 January 2015 at 10:50am | IP Logged

Do you think I like being alone? 'cause I don't. But I don't want to be with someone who will just stab me in the back and make me cry like everyone else. So instead I sit alone, in the corner, by myself.

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