Mahi...Ur indepth of characters is simply ...brilliant ...very complex and detailed .. Revealing the darker parts ..,of inner sighs of reality of oneself...Astha ...,and outer harsh realities ...leading the sighs of frustration inwards...,Shlok ...seeing ourselves as someone else ...we are familiar with ...but still can't seem to touch ...or feel ..or Accept truly ...our actual inner reality ...trapped in the ..mirrors of harsh reality of life with true death of innocence...in ourselves ...without Love or Happiness. ...but only basic needs of exsisting ...reflections ..trailing us like shadows ...waiting for a chance ...to devour our souls completely. ..through the...Looking Glasses ..leaving us ...with nothing inside ..but empty shells ...of our own selves...outside ...the Mirror .
The true looking glasses or mirrors of souls are ...The Eyes Itself. ...which can Reflect inwards to reality of Love and Understanding of Soul ...bringing happiness finally even after struggles ...or can see only the.,., Outside Blinding Reflections ...shadowing us in Blinding Love or Hate. ..both blinding us to our real self and ...bringing only ...Miseries All Around .
Innocent Astha should never have been in the place she is now...forcefully kept ...as mistress. ...and made love ..,.without love ...,,even though not rape ...still is ravaged deeply by her own harsh realities of ..herself ...woken up by Shlok ..,,.in the ...mirror of her Eyes...lost to herself by death of innocence ...for ever ..,,...only Love and Understanding A Solution now ...if not ..only misery and contempt of ourselves more than the one who caused it ...never gone away ..cause it is our own our eyes...,,which keeps on reflecting ...ourselves. ...in love .. happiness ...or hate and ...contempt...BUT CHOICE IS OURS TURLY.
Mahi ... loved ur updates ...and the description of lovemaking..with passion and hate ..superb dear ..,,..but very dark more dark than expected...you must be ..exausted after writing these intense updates ...,,,after reading ur updates ... can't stop myself ..,from giving my views...truly...srry for that...just skim and don't think. Tks for pm...srry late...need lots of time ..to read deeply ...and answer all updates.
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