O Teri!...
Sorry... didn't want to start out swearing, but today's epi!!!
Sahir, Sahir, Sahir... tch tch tch... you are being a very naughty boy... Arzoo mataji is gonna take your trip when the truth comes out. I just know it.
Note to writers: Please don't make Arzoo forgive him too easily.
Another note to writers: Start revealing the past that has scarred Sahir so much. Otherwise Sahir will become way too dark without any justification.
What I really want to know is, what exactly did Zeenat do to turn this artistic, crazy-promise-making shayar into this everything-goes guy who despite his inner turmoil, guilt and conscience kicking his ass, is still without any hesitation, willing to put the life of the woman he loves in danger! I mean seriously! That is dark!
This is the territory of the dark lord - no, not Voldemort! The original big screen dark lord - Darth Vader.
We thought that we saw his scheming, Machiavellian side yesterday when he had the whole sham of a presentation at work. But today Sahir surpassed himself!
I know there is love for Arzoo there... but God! This man is cold! Scary shit this!
I am, needless to say, finding the story and character madly attractive, because it is so warped and dark. But wow! These guys are pushing the envelope on the whole dark side of Sahir. Not sure about this cause of my limited soap knowledge... but I don't think there is any other TV hero portrayed like this... right?
I was taken aback by Sahir today - he did plumb the depths of manipulation today. My only consolation and reason for still loving the character is that, I believe redemption is around the corner... maybe not the next corner... but one of the corners around the next corner. Another reason being that through it all... when she was thanking him for standing up for her in the meeting, when she was thanking him for saving his life and when she pleaded with him to never put his life in danger ever again... one could see that his guilt was barely under control. Now Sahir is going to find that his greatest burden is not his promise to Zeenat but the guilt of conning an innocent.
And then that smile... Was it a smile or a smirk or a grimace filled to the brim with self loathing that he gave to Zaki. Oh Sahir, what are you doing to yourself!? Why, oh why? For a woman you hate?
How do you recompense for all the pain you are causing to the ones you love? How do you make up to Arzoo for this betrayal? You are hurting Zaki too but in his case the hurt was inevitable as Arzoo would have told him sooner or later that she doesn't love him, when she realises that Zaki is misunderstanding her friendship. But this poor kid really doesn't deserve to have her trust in love jolted this bad.
And today after a long time I felt for Zaki. Away from his posturing and preening, when he is faced with reality, his heartbreak is... heartbreaking. It is interesting to note that he is not blaming her here. But he is blaming himself for not seeing that Arzoo loves his brother. The form of address is still aap'. And he is still not thinking of her as a gold digger... maybe it will come later... hope not. Here is a chance for Zaki to not be a typical rejected lover... but to reveal greater depths of character.
In today's epi, Zaki was definitely the hero and Sahir very firmly entrenched himself in the anti-hero section...
I am so curious to know how this story will proceed - this character has managed to shock me. And I love it.
And somebody give Harshad Chopra a best actor award just for that smile/smirk full of self-loathing. That was superb. Hands down impressive! I now completely get the hype surrounding the actor.
Shivya is also really good... Just her luck that she is acting opposite someone who overshadows everyone else's work with his ability to switch from one expression to another with such consummate ease.
And Arzoo baby... be strong... tough days around the corner for you.
PS: Didn't think I would post today cause I am in the middle of packing... but this Humsafars and this Sahir... dammit...
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