Chapter - 4
Moti begins to read the letter. Prnam Shehansha, hum thak chuke hai apne jivan se. Jiye bhi toh kis ke liye jiye ab na Hussain aur nahi Hussan aur nahi aap. Maine mere bacho ka khoon nahi kiya hai shehanshah. Maine un dono ko apni kok mai noo mahine pala hai. Ek maa kabhi bhi apne bachon ka bura nahi sochti hai. Main unse bhaut adhik prem karti hon aur karti rahongi . Aap he bataye shehanshah ki kya aap apne he ansh ka khoon kar sakte hain? Nahi na. Vaise he hum bhi nahi kar sakte hain. Aur voh sandesh Mahamanga ji ne galat padha tha. Humne yeh bat apko iss liye nahi batye kyonki hum apki mansha ko thes nahi ponchana chate the. Aur humne kabhi bhi apki bhavnaon ka mazak nahi udaya. Kash hum us din mar jate jis din Khyber ne hume dosri bar agva kiya tha. Hum us din Khyber ko bachane ke liye nahi gaye the shehanshah . Hum us din apne jivan ka akhri bhla karye karne gaye the. Hum tab tut kar bikhar chuke hai shehanshah. Kam se kam agar hum tab marjate toh humare bachon ki mirtyu ka dosh hum par na lagya jata aur nahi hume apka prem khona padta. Vaise bhi shehansha Jodha toh usi din mar gai thi jis din apne Jodha se prem karna chod diya. Bhaut kuch bol na chate the hum apko par apne kuch bolne ke layak he nahi choda apne. Aapne hume ek jivit lash bana diya hai apne. Mai voh jivit lash hon jo apni kabar dund rahi hai. Hum ap pe boj hai na? Apne kaha tha ki apko iss rishte se ajadi chaiye . Mai meri mirtyu ke sath apko iss rishte se sadve ke liye ajad karti hoon. Humari mirtyu ke liye khud ko jimmewar mat samjhna. Hume shanty chaiye thi iss liye hum apne kanha aur apne bachon ke pas ja rahe hain. Hum apko sadve samran rakhenge. Jodha. Jalal was tooo numb, her words kept ringing in his ears. Her words revealed a lot, her pain, her love for him and his kids. He felt that thousands of daggers were put straight into his heart. His heart was heavy with pain and guilt. His soul was mourning for his beloved. He just wanted to embrace her tightly. He knelt down crying. He spoke- Ya Allah yeh humne kya kar diya. Humari mohabbat ka katal kar diya humne. Jodha Begum ne kabhi bhi humare jasbato ka mazak nahi udaya. Humne ek maa ke bejati ki hai. Humne apni mohabbat ko humesha ke liye kho diya. Humne har bar unko galat samjaha. Aab hum kya kare Allah. Hamida bano was trying to find Jalal as she had overheard Rukaiya speaking to Hoshiyar that Jalal is going to divorce Jodha. She wanted to tell that he was doing injustice with her. Finally she found him in Jodha's room to her shock and in such a bad condition. She rushed toward him and asked- Jalal kya hua aur Jodha kahan hai ? Jalal hugged his mother suprising her. He said in a very broken voice- Hum ne jodha ko humesha ke liye kho diya. Ammijan voh khudkushi karnee gaye hai. Ab bahut der hogye hai. Hum unke bina ji nahi paienge Ammijan. Hume bhi unke pas jana hai . He began sobbing like a little child. Hamida was shocked to hear this she knew that what her son did was completly wrong, but she could not see him this condition. She says - Jalal tum jodha ke pas nahi ja sakte Kyunki tum sirf jodha ke pati nahi mughal saltanat ke shehanshah bhi ho. Jalal jo tumne kiya voh galat hai par abhi bhi der nahi hoi hai. Kya tumhare mohabbat itni kamjor hai kya ki jodha ko bina dundhe hi tumne har manli. Itne kamjor mohabbat hai kya tumhare jalal? Nahi jalal tumhare mohabbat majbot hai toh abhi der nahi hoi hai. Mohabbat ne aj tak voh kar dikhaya hai jo nafrat na kar paye. Mohabbat is duniya ki sabse badi taktwar jasbato hai jalal. Apni mohabbat ki takat par aitbar karo. . Jao jalal use dund kar lao. His mother's words made him determined to find and win back his love forever. Jalal- Ammijan hum jodha begum ko dhund kar rahenge. Hum unhe khone nahi chate hai aur nahi khoenge. Humari allah tala se dua hai ki hum apko jaldi hi dund le aur ap hume maifos mile. His mother smiled and said- Humari beti ko lekar ana jalal . He says -ji. He began running his razor sharp mind that she might have gone through the main door as she would have been caught through the secret door and surely she would have been dressed up as commoner for not getting caught. He orders the soldiers to find her in all directions and he also goes to find her. He makes his horse faster than he could ever do.
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Originally posted by: marshiAwesome anaebella
Loved itU describe their feelingSo beautifullyUPDATE fast and a longish chapter
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