Tainted Love - IshRa OS - Page 2

Aani, first of all im so so sorry for the delay! I've been travelling and been madly busy! I read this the day you wrote but couldn't find time to reply then!!😭

It surprises me more than anything that so many of you can up with so many interpretations of the same story! And each one of them so splendid at that! Im sure you're seeing me repeat these lines in Ruby's and a couple of other posts but really! Good writing is like a magical potion! Lifts ur mood so easily..👏😳

This is such a LOVELY OS!!! And I so wish most of it is followed in the show verbatim!!! In so many years of watching TV shows never have I found myself indulging in any forum discussions! But you guys SIMPLY ROCK!! 🤗 👏🤗

I have a few favourite portions here.. so im taking the liberty to highlight them!! Please bear with me  😊

"It is you who disgust me Ishita, you...you and that Mani of yours. What do you take me for huh? A fool, yes we married for Ruhi, yes  I know we had decided from day one that is all we shall be for each other, her parents but I had considered you an honorary woman Ishita a woman who I could trust my Ruhi with...only I was fooled once again. I was fooled and did not even know of it until now. Do you think I am so blind as to not see what is going on around here? Do you think I do not know about your clandestine meetings with your boyfriend or that you have changed his name to Manisha in your mobile? How long do you think you could have gotten away with this huh tell me? How long were you planning to keep me in the dark? A week, a month, a year - tell me exactly how much foolish had you considered me to be? Or did you think I would never know huh, tell me."

Much as I love what you've written Im so so glad that Raman didn't fall this low!!  While we all agree no misunderstanding can be fault from one side, the perceptions we form based on those misinformed happenings are entirely our individual responsibility!

Yes, Ishita may have lied and yes she was wrong to have lied however noble her intentions - but does that mean you suspect her? If suspecting wasn't bad enough to actually confront her LIKE THIS to me will be the most irredeemable act of Raman if he ever did it!!!

"Shagun did after all, even if a little bit late, but she did and if you are keen to follow in her footsteps I say do this one thing better than her, speak up earlier than she did."

Shagun left behind her own child in pursuit of bigger dreams! And Ishita mothered that abandoned child like her very own! THAT one act should NEVER leave your mind, Raman! And that one act should ALWAYS stop you from comparing her to Shagun!!!

"Why should I speak up at all? You already have formed your opinion regarding everything. As per you, you know everything than why do you need me to speak up?"

"I have nothing to say to you Raman, nothing at all."

"Why do you want me to say it?"

"Because you have to say those words to me, I want to hear them."

"Why?"

"I need to hear those words from you."

"And I refuse that."

"You can't, you can't do that."

"I can and I will."

"You can and you will, you owe this to me."

"I owe you nothing Raman, nothing...at least nothing that could qualify you to ask of me what you are asking."

SIMPLY OUTSTANDING!!! I don't know what's going to happen and I have not gone beyond the bookmarked threads in a week.. But whenever they do have the confrontation!! I want Ishita to react this same way! After all that she's done, she owes him NO explanation for his failure to overcome his insecurities of the past!!! I want him to sit back and reflect on his words and actions and realise and draw his own conclusions without ANY taunt/advice from anyone!! He has to afterall someday face the mirror.. Only if he finds his own answers he can move ahead..  

Everything from the last quote till end and specially this --  He does not know if it is the happiest or the saddest moment of his life there, he has finally found what his heart always seeked - someone who would love him but what if has he lost his chance at love by doubting her.

Sigh so so beautiful Aani.. 👏👏Thank you for writing this!! I suck at imagination! But reading such posts makes me want to start imagining! Raman and Ishita and our common love for them and the show has led to me such beautiful writers.. I can only request you to keep writing and keep inspiring amateurs like me to start imagining more!!😳😳

Thank you so much

Bhuvana 

PS: I think im already losing out on imagination! Hence the repititive phrases in three posts 😲

omg just amazing

keep writing dear

ur stories r fabulous

u write beautifully 

take care!!!!!!!!!