Yeh Sazish Hain
Boondon Ki
(The
conspiracy of raindrops)
Chapter 1
God those heavy jewelries and
lehenga!! I couldn't even move properly as I moved towards the room with ajji
and falguni. God I was so tensed. My whole body was literally shaking like a
epidemic patient and my BP was surely doubled along with my heartbeat. If our
physiology teacher rashmi mam measured my heartbeat and BP at that moment surely
she would faint at the spot.
"Madam?!! Hath kyun thand par gaye?!!"
falguni teased from my side holding my
bangle clad hand. Her eyes were gleaming with mischief. I almost gulped as my
breath chock. "woo kuch naii, woo bas it's
too cold outside naa." I answered her like a fool. "hmmm!! Thand lag
rahi hain. To tere chahere pe pasina kyun?!" she said looking towards my forehead.
"Pasina?!! Nahin too..." I said in stumbled voice and falguni giggled. "Madam
chehere kaa rang utar gaya hain!! Akhein bari bari hain... nabs itne tez chal
rahien hain... madam sab samajh aa raha hain..." falguni teased again. I just looked
towards down with my utterly tensed and embarrassed eyes. My chicks were feeling
warm.
"Bhai nahin chornewaala aaj tujhe!!.."
falguni whispers in my ears and I elbow her. can't she see my condition?! She made
me much more tensed. "Kya re falguni.. kyun dara rahi hain bachi koo... aaj kee
din aise koi darata hain kya?!!" ajji scolded falguni. She was also
accompanying us. "Ajji, aaj kee din larkion kaa tension automatically bar jata
hain. Aap ne hii too kahan tha." falguni giggled. "Haan.. jab tera waqt ayega
naa tab dekh loongi.." ajji said rolling her eyes. "Meri waqt ane mein abhi
bahut time hain ajji. But seriously... antu yaar why are u so afraid. Hum log
medical student hain yaar... hum logon koo too pata hain kii actually hota kya
hain!" falguni winked and I clutched the hem of my lehenga tightly. Gosh!! She was
such a... "hey antu.. are you afraid about the upcoming pain?!" my eyes widened
like hell as I looked towards her naughty frown. "Falguni!!!" I said greeting
my teeth. "acha acha baba... gussa mat kar... mazak tha yaar.." she said. "chup
raaho..." I just said helplessly. I couldn't even shout at her like before. As if
like my voice was lost.
"Falguni... pata nahin tuu angrezi
mein kya zabar zabar kar rahi hain iske sath... par antara tuu isski baton pe
bilkul dhyan mat dena.. aaj tere zindagi kaa sab se bara din hain... sab se
khoobsurat din.. jis din kaa har larki koo intezaar raheta hain.. dar kyun rahi
hain?!... kuch nahin hoga." Ajji said caressing my face lovingly. I felt
relieved and smiled towards her. "Wohin too main kahe rahi hoon antara see
ajji. Itna dar ne ki kya zarurat hain... Arey THIS IS YOUR FIRST NIGHT AFTER
NARRIAGE!! Aur tujhe dekh ke lag raha hain ki
tu koi bali kii bakhri hain jissey main aur ajji chara nee kee liye lee
jaa rahi hain." falguni's loud laugh skipped my heartbeat again.
YES, IT WAS MY VERY FIRST BRIDAL
NIGHT WITH HIM!! RAGHU!!
Seemed too unbelievable right?! Yes,
but it's true. We were actually married to each other and he was my husband!!
Still everything felt like a
dream. It was hardly two months passed...
I visited to Kashmir after the
final result out of my medicals. Momma and ishan were so happy due to my good
result. As usual I topped among the batch. Soon after some months I was going
to join a famous hospital for my internship. Life was smooth and without any
worry for us at last. But as usual I was worried.
I had to tell momma about raghu
and me about our relationship. I had to. Since two years we were committed
towards each other. He waited for the whole time to finish my study as he
promised. I couldn't even express that how lucky I was to have a person like
him. yes, he might be different from all. But he never showed off or pretended
to be someone else. He was rude sometimes and his language.. uff... god saves the
poor souls of English scholars in heaven but though he was the best I could
ever get!! He was like the magician who could bring smile even in my saddest mode;
whenever I was worried and I was in problem he just turned everything alright
for me with just a snap of his finger. He protected me like a shield from all
sadness, when I was in his arms. His infinite concern always made me dumb. "Kitna
karte hoo mere liye... mat karo itna." I used to say him sometimes. He just
rolled his eyes looking to me and used to say, "Kyun?!" he just asked simply
like always. Resting my head on his shoulder I uttered to him as usual, "Main
too tumhare liye kuch nahin kar pati hoon..." He silenced me every time pressing
his fingers in my lips and said, "Apun logon ke beach kya aisa koi contract
huya tah kii apun tere liye kuch karega to badle mein tujhe bhi kuch karna
parega? Hmm?!" he used to ask me in his deep magnetic voice which always made
my soul shudder. "Par..." I couldn't finish my words ever as just after that his
strong hands embraced around me taking me closer to his strong chest. His
roaming lips on my hair made me shut and I couldn't do anything but to gasp
slowly with his light but intense caresses. Kissing deep on my crook of neck he
always whispered in my ear, "tu sach mein kuch karna chahti hain mere liye?!" I
just nodded hiding my reddened face in his chest. His naughty chuckle raised my
heartbeat next. His hands slid down my chicks and pressed his thumbs on my lips
rubbing smoothly and it trembled like hell with his touch. I felt like shock
waves generating through my nervous system. "mere koo yee chahiye misscall."
His naughty demands always made me reddened more and more. I immediately tried
to get away from him running but he caught mu hands tightly and wouldn't left
me till I accepted my defeat. Cupping his rough stubble covered jaw line with my
hands, I used to look deep inside his coal black orbs whose depth was always
unpredictable for me, the intensity of his gaze when he looked towards mine
with his ethereal love just blew me away always and I felt like drowning in
them. slowly, I placed my lips on his forehead. both of us gasped altogether as
our breath mixed with each other. The heat of his breath and closeness almost
burned me and I tried to move back but he didn't let me. His hands grasped
around my feature in a tight hold. I opened my eyes to meet hos piercing
intense gaze to lose myself in them like always, feeling the huge pool between
us. He lowered his eyes keeping not a single distance between us that I could
even see my impression in his black orbs. I gasped and closed my eyes not to
bear the intensity. His breath played on my face and neared my trembling lips. Gently,
he picked my lips with him and as usual I submitted myself completely to his
every deepening stroke, his gentle nibbles which turned into passionate hard
stroke which arose my adrenalin through systems and I started to lose the power
from my knees. While he entered my mouth to explore me with his sweet torture I
just clung always to his neck breathlessly, helplessly losing my entire being
to him.
He captured me all the way, my
heart, my soul, my everything! I didn't know when I started to earn for him for
eternity. Sometimes we laughed when we remember about our fights of initial
days specialy in that forest. Gosh!! We were fighting like children. It was
always hard to belief that how the utter bitterness turned into such depth of
feeling and commitment to each other!
While I was leaving for Kashmir
he as usual came to bid me adieu. I hugged him worriedly and he as usual sensed
that. "kya huya hain?!" he asked cupping my face. "Raghu... woo.." I hesitated.
"haan bol naa?! Chehera kyun utra huya hain tera?! Koi problem hain?!" he asked
again with concern. "raghu.. main apni momma se baat karne jaa rahi hoon humare
barein mein.." I breathed taking a pause. "haan too?!" he said in a bit
confusion. I touched his hands and said, "Pata nahin momma maanengey yaa nahin.
Aur tumhare parents se bhi too baat karna parega.. pata nahin kya hoga?!" I
looked worriedly to him. he seemed relaxed and chuckled a bit. "Tujhe bina
tension liye ek pal bhi raha nahin jata kya?! Kyun faltu mein yee sab soch rahi
hain?! Dekh tu tension koo goli maar.. apun hain naa.. sab thik kar dega.." as
usual he assured me with his relaxed voice and made me smile. "Tum yahan kya
karoge raghu.. momma se baat too mujhe hii karni paregi... I hope kii woo maan
jayein.." I just shied saying that. however I bid him goodbye with a smile.
Some days passed in shrinagar
while I was preparing my mind to tell moma about raghu and one morning I went
to kitchen to talk to her. Momma was preparing for breakfast and weeping the
cookeries. I felt a bit surprised as I momma didn't used those coasty china
clay sets still there is some special occasion or guests in the house. However
I took a deep breath and called her. "Momma I need to talk to you and it's
important!" I called momma with a bit stumbling voice. "Hmm!! I see.." she said
continuing her handy and said, "Who is the boy?!!" she asked all of sudden
rooting me to the spot. I just stared at her with wide eyes. "Momma!!" I just
uttered. "I said who is he?!! Just answer me.." she asked straightly. "Momma
well.. I met him in Mumbai... he is my friend falguni's elder brother." I answered with stumbled
voice. my feet was feeling so week. "Next..." momma asked me. I told her everything
about raghu and me. She heard everything patiently. As soon as I finished my words,
our calling bell rang. Momma's face brightened. "Lagta hain woo log aa gaye.."
momma said and went outside. I stood at the kitchen with worried face. I didn't
know what impact momma got listening to me and raghu's story. I heard momma
greeting some people to come inside. Suddenly I froze at the spot while I heard
some familiar voice. "Aunty, where is that antu madam!! Char din hoo gaye
Kashmir ayi hain aur mujhe ek phone bhi nahin kiya.. us ski too main.." the
voice roamed at my ear and I snapped back to the door. "Arey falguni tujhe kya
humesha uske sath larne kaa sujhta hain...
apne maa ke sath waqt bhi nahin bitane degi kya?!" even that elderly
ladies voice was also not known. I just got back my sense and rushed to leaving
room. my eyes widened as I went through the middle of crowd. I saw ajji,
falguni, Raghu and falguni's parents and lastly no other than but raghu!! I
never felt such a shock in my whole life. as soon as falguni saw me, she rushed
to me and hugged me. "you all.. here?!!.." I asked her all stunned.
"surprise!!" she whispered in my ear hugging me. I saw raghu leaning to the
door and looking towards me with that quite frown irresistible smirk. I just
ke[pt staring to him for a while in shock.
Later I came to know everything. The
all conspiracy was done by great ajji and my very own friend falguni! Raghu's
parents mr and mrs naik didn't stay much in their house due to their business
trips so I met them occasionally but still they were just so warm and nice. Who
could say that they were one of the famous business persons of india. They were
so down to earth. While some moth's ago when our final exams were progressing
they were in trip and ajji talked to them about raghu and me. They immediately
agreed. Falguni knew my momma's number as I called momma from her mobile once.
so just before some few days when mr and mrs naik came back to india, they
talked to my mom about us and they all planned to visit Kashmir and meet us.
Our elders were doing such plans and we didn't know anything about that. not
even raghu!! he told me afterwards that he just came to know before the day
they set journey to meet us.
Was that really called destiny's
plan?!
They stayed at shrinagar for two
days and everything was fixed. I was also shocked seeing that how smoothly
everything was settled down.
The old memory flooded as I moved
towards our beautifully decorated room. when ajji and falguni placed me on the
flower covered bed my senses came back. Ajji looked affectionately and carsed
my face. "Khus rahena... aur uss yeda kaa bhi khayal rakhna... bahut pyar karta
hain tujhse!!" she said as I smiled towards her. "Okk madam here we go.."
falguni covered my face with the chunri and said, "bhai kee ane se pahele mat
utarna.." she said giggling. "falguni! It's so heavy!! How can I seat like
that?! I am already feeling like grounded by those heavy jewels." I said. "arey
this is rasam babes, so you have to maintain that.." falguni winked.
"falguni!!" I rolled my eyes in annoyance. "arey tub hi naa.. abhi dost nahin
hain teri yee... bahini ban gayi hain.. kuch too lihaz kar.." ajji said. "bahini
aur woo bhi antu... noo way..." falguni laughed. "haan haan samajh gayi main.. iss
larki kaa kya karoon.. antara tu fikar maat kar... abhi hum chalte hain... ee
chal..." ajji almost dragged falguni outside. "all the best!!" falguni said
giving me thumbs up. As they closed the door my hart thudded loudly.
For some 5 mins I was steal
breathing loudly to normalize my heartbeats. I didn't know why I was feeling
tensed. I got married to the person whom I loved, then why I was felling so
tensed?! It was not that I was sad. True to say I could never express my
happiness the cloud nine moments when his hand touched mine during the marriage
rituals, while our eyes met each other when that white cloth was between us and
he winked to me secretly making me blush. He was looking deadly handsome in
that red and golden sherwani that when I got his glimpse first time in the pandal
I kept staring at him with wide eyes. And when his eyes fell on mine taking
slow steps to me, the expression in his eyes, the intensity, just shook me from
top to bottom. My heart rushed like mad just by her single gaze.
I was so lost in those old
memories that didn't remember when the time flew. I didn't even know that
someone had entered in my room silently and seating just at my side, admiring
my thoughtful smiling face. As a hot scorching breath touched me I jerked up
from my fantasy and became aware of surrounding. Before I could think further,
I felt two palms on my arms. I identified his touch and a huge emotional wave
moved my top to bottom shaking me, my chest rose and fell as his hand moved
upward caressing my arms and stopped near my shoulder. Before I could turn back
and look towards him, I felt his scorching lips touched the revealed skin of my
back peeping under my deep cut blouse. That touch pushed several shock waves in
me and I shook again in his hold. My eyes got closed automatically.For a prolonged moment, he kept
his lips intact to my back without saying a single word. my heartbeat didn't
saturated for a while even I sat there silent hugging my knees feeling his
touch.
We were together at last,
forever!
His right hand slid down my
shoulder and caressed my skin on back. I felt goose bumps all over as his
fingers caressed up my spine line and caught my blouse's thread. He kept rolling
his finger on the thread but didn't open that. a deep gasp escaped my chest
while he moved his lips up and place his chin on my crook of neck. The pinching
sensation of his rough stubbles gave me butterflies in stomach. His hands slid
down my waist dragging me closer to him. My back collided with his chest. I
took a deep breath and at last opened my eyes. I twitched my neck and met
raghu's gaze which was all fixed to mine. The dim blue light of the room was
making his black eyes more mysterious and deep. He gauzed my expression
silently with his piercing gaze and me as usual kept looking inside those black
orbs with dry mouth, drowning in them, loosing every bit of mine. Raghu slid
his hand behind my head and slid the veil from my head. The veil fell down on
the bedsit and eye downed my coy gaze towards my lap gauzing towards my palms
full with glowing brown mehendi. I heared his slight chuckle while je brushed
his lips on my ear lobe causing me to breathe deeply again. "Antara.." like
after ages I heard his magnetic deep voice. "Hmmm..." I just buzzed still
lowering my gaze. "Waisey tu naa ekdum woo... jewelry ki dukan mein woo joo putla
hoti hain naa gahene see Dhaka huya... ekdum uske jaisa lag raha hain." his
naughty voice caused me to snap back to him with wide eyes. I find him throwing
mischievous glances to mine with that innocent childish grin. I smiled gently
and said, "Tum nahin sudhroge.." I just said. "Arey galat kya kahan apun nee... apun
too dekh kee soch raha tha kii tu chal kaise rahi hain?!!" he teased again. "Tum
kya jano mujhpe kya guzar rahi hain..." I pouted a bit looking at my bangles,
heavy neck piece, jhumka's, mang tika etc etc. He was right; I really looked
like a mannequin of jewelry shop. "Utar doon?!.." he asked leaning more to my
face. There was something fishy in his voice which I couldn't understand. "Nahin
thik hain... main hii utar leti hoon... Mujhe change bhi karna parega... main iss
heavy dress mein poori raat nahin rahe sakti.." I said while trying to let out
one of my necklace but it got stuck with my other neck pieces. Oh god!! "Arey
dhet, dekha atak gaya... kahan naa apun utar deta hain..." he proposed again. "nahin main..." but he
couldn't let me finish my words and took the hook of necklace in his hand. In that
process his fingers again touched my bare skin of neck and I was mumbed again. My
eyes widened and my hands automatically fell down on my lap powerlessly. "Arey
yee too teri dori se atak gayi hain... ruk.." I heard his voice and gulped
anticipating what was coming. At the next moment I felt his teeth touching my
dori and unstuck the necklace hook from it. His lips brushed gently on my skin.
My throat dried again when the loose necklace fell on my lap sliding down my
feature. He didn't remove his lips from my back. I sensed that my blouse's
thread was already open and I could feel his breath on my skin. He moved up and
just like before opened the thread of my huge neckpiece using his teeth. Sensation
shot through jerking my nerves as I crossed my hands tightly around my chest to
control my pounding heart. He again placed a kiss on my back and my lip
trembled. I felt his kisses were turning wet. His hands slid down my waist and pulled
out the waistband. His fingers touched the skin of my belly sliding down my
chunri giving me butterflies. I was gasping hard and as usual my heartbeat
responded to his every intensified touch loudly throbbing on my cage. While his
lips moved up kissing along my throat I gasped louder and deeper. He reached my
ear lobe and nibbled there letting out the jhumka. I hissed in feeling. Snuggling
and kissing through my nape, he moved to my other earlobes and let out the
jhumka using his teeth. He didn't stopped and snuggled through the crook of my
neck smelling my perfume; sometimes placing wet kisses on me. I felt the heat
increasing between us. My lips trembled with every frantic heartbeat and upcoming
breath. Continuing his kissing bliss he caught around my wrist one at a time
and let out all the bangles. I didn't have any ornaments left in me rather than
the mangalsutra and the anklets on my feet. He turned me around and cupped my
face. My eyes were still closed. I felt him placing his forehead on mine. I opened
my eyes and met his face just inches apart from mine. His eyes were pleasant and
as well as deep. I smiled and touched his chicks caressing them. His eyes
scanned from my top to bottom and I was sure that without those heavy jewelry pieces,
some of my body parts were dangerously revealed to him and the fine net transparent
veil couldn't help much. As if like he touched my raveled throat and neck, my
fluttering chest and each and every body parts of mine with just his gaze, his
gaze penetrated through my mortal form and touched my soul. I lowered my eyes
again. He took my hands in his palm and shank his head on my joined palm
smelling the mehendi, kissing them. I kept staring on him gasping and smiling with
merriment and satisfaction. His every touch depicted his purest feeling for me.
His touch didn't felt like seduction, but the deep pure love.
He looked up to me and smiled. "udhar
dekh.. uss almari mein." He pointed tpwards the cupboard at the room's corner.
My eyes moved to it. "Uske pass jaa aur ussey khol... aur usmein joo bhi hain
ussey pahen kar ajja..." his gentle voice ordered me. "Kya hain usmein?!" I asked
curiously. "khud hii dekh lee." That smirk played in his lips. I smiled back
and moved towards the cupboard holding my heavy lehenga. I slowly opened the
closet and was aww stuck for a while. I looked back to raghu seating at the bed
titling his head towards my. His eyes were gleaming expectantly.
ps: don't know actually what crap just came out from my mind.. ... kya likhne jati hoon aur kya hoo jata hain.,.😭... ready for ur juta chapal as usual
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