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A Journey of Passion...
[From unconscious to conscious]
By
ArshiHamesha
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MAIN POINTS...[ Color ..White...symbolizes purity and Blue as water ...symbolizes Honesty...Loyalty and passion with intense Love... Don't forget Arnav and Khushi's colors...mixing green light [Khushi], red light Arnav] and blue light...you get a white shining light but when you mix colors as a paint...these three make black ...which symbolizes unconscious ...dark ...no color...and White light with these three symbolizes pure and clear conscious Which he is embracing tonight seeing things clearly with beliefs]...
A pure Passion ,which was flowing with wings on the screen.The love and the passion is taking new shape here.The passion which started the day when this angel fell in his arms and a heated desire surged through them which they both fought with intensity within their hearts and minds for months . But ,after dancing at the tunes of their fate, these two souls have finally found each other .The Love and passion which has been bubbling within their core, all this time has seeped in their visage in such a way that their unconscious minds and souls have connected with each other from miles away.
He was in a closed room , a bit dark and he stands in the light and in white...meaning his unconscious is lifting him from all of the worries and he himself wants to leave it behind to mingle with love and happiness with pure heart.Unlike all the time, with his button up shirts and vests, he has his buttons open and lose shirt...meaning he wants freedom from his barriers and inhibitions...Just like a birth of a pure soul within him .
Khushi , an angel , a firefly, [Buaji's Titiliya , Parmeshawatri...] is approaching in white and blue...a pure and honest soul to release him from all of these worries with her touch and he couldn't believe it after realizing that she is his, and only his since she has confessed submitted herself in his arms , in his life..."It matters because of you..." .
He comes from dark to the light and then faces her while she doesn't lose her eye contact without moving...an acceptance of Love from his side with purity within from both sides .She will never move from her protective and lovable side for her man just like him as he encircles around her before grabbing her from her waist to pull her closer and digs his face into the curve of her neck to dominate his love and trust and she surrenders to him with closed eyes by putting aside all of her worries, her burdens, and her fears and clasps his hands with hers to show her trust and complete faith in him. They both are willing to submit their souls putting all inhibitions ,misunderstandings , fears, confusions and barriers aside.
She turns around and shows her complete trust by looking into his intense eyes , so close to his heart by caressing his face with her hand and then the moment he touches her face, she lowers her eyes and hand and turns to walk away and then pauses, sees his pain and yearning for her in his eyes .She knows he wants her but he won't say that ...this is where Diwali comes...When she submitted her heart to him unconsciously yet he rejected her ...but she came back to him right in his arms just like the Sheesh Mahal night ...He wanted her back as he went after her to the temple but his ego didn't let him say that...today in his unconscious , he is still living in his rooted fears, as all of his loved ones go away from him...and Khushi also did go away from him as he felt that when he found out her engagement and he couldn't see her going away from him in his possessiveness...This is his fear which always lingers in his subconscious and losing her is the biggest one."Khushi muj se wada karo ...mujhe Khabi Chod keh nahin jaogi..."[promise me , you will never leave me again...]
They both follow their hearts and the pull brings them to move towards each other...as She always surrenders to is protective and possessive side...She feels safe and home in his embrace ...under his touch ...Payesh wedding when both consciously come closer and he submits his heart to her and gets shattered at the terrace night...as he holds her face with both hands, with open heart as she surrenders to his love and passion but the next moment she lowers her eyes...can't meet him with purity...and has hidden Shyam's truth...and disappears from his hands..like someone snatched her away from him...
"Kyuon Khuda tun ne mujhe aisa Khawab dikhaya jab haqiat main ussey todna tha..."
"Ek dooje se huwe juda jab ek dooje keh liye bane"
He gets lost in his search but she runs back to him... and hugs him, clings to him without leaving any air in between...This is after marriage when she is trying to keep her faith, which she has since the day he made her his... while holding that manglasutre...to win him back and she tried everything with her pure heart and love ...either by teasing him or tearing him apart...[ from Holi...till Swami...from preeto till suicide...from bridge till airport] ...But a picture says million words...She is clasping him tightly and he doesn't remove her either and leans towarfs her , listens every beat her heart makes for him... and holds her hand with his ...She is screaming for his touch ,his love all this time and he gives in...to his own longing for her...She is his strength to come out and accept always ...from first sorry till now...She is pulling him and he couldn't resist either besides all the odds..."Khushi ! I love You!!!...No words ever needed for expressing the ocean of love in his heart for this girl who he adores more than his own life.
He doesn't let his grip on her lose or she even let him do so as she pulls his hand to embrace her .She was embracing him, encircling him with all of his strength and love with both hands... , he is embracing her , hugging her , soothing her in his embrace with both hands while his one hand is on her head.Yes this is what he gave her , his assurance, his Love, his support during all this time...from the day of his confession to the hut...since then he is encircling around to make her his...to be one soul...Both are yearning for each other with longing and raging emotions with raw passion...as both are hugging each other in their tight embrace.
Once again she lifts her head up, looks at his smiling and soft face and her eyes are longing for his lips as always just like him...the passion which burned her on Diwali night in her unconscious is his unconscious now...She doesn't want to move away but she walks away ...and this time he is not restless searching for her here and there...just keeps looking at her with his longing for her knowing the reason...as he knows she is going for certain purpose...that will come when she will go away for Anjali ..as we can see reluctance in her walk and in her eyes...she doesn't want to but she has to...This time when she turns and pauses...she doesn't see sadness in his eyes...just sees longing and yearning for her with a small smile , with a determination to be one
...as he crosses every boundary to be with his Khushi...till they remarry...Remember this is his unconscious dream as he walks back to his darkness and sits in his self created barriers but calls her name...Khushi...the moment he realizes it...that she is no more near him and that is where my heart goes for them as in this scene She hears him the moment he calls her... ...yes "His Light Is Within Him" now...he doesn't have to look for her any more...Her angel resides in him now...as when he calls her name , her reflection was in the pool water before she turns around over his call ...
That pool which is a witness of the reflection of their journey at every step of their life...from Fadak nahin Padta hai to Fadak Padta hai...[ from doesn't matter to it matters ...every time..]...
PS. All Edits by ArshiHamesha...gifs credit to Tumblr
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teri meri meri teri.
it was a difficult love story. not easy to express in words.
but what if you said it all through dance...
through rhythm, through the pulse and flow of limbs,
through the throbbing of heart,
through gaze, through touch,
words... were they necessary at all?
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what the.
absolute desecration of poolside. how could anyone allow this to happen?
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he's still not home, kidnap continues... an edit by Javeria3991
A Matter of Belief ...as always
by
ArshiHamesha
The reflection of their passion within is brightening his dark delusional mind with the essence of trust and belief tnight.These rooted elements which were lost in his innocent life long back in his childhood, are rising again with a new sun, with a new hope...are creating new stars around that North star which is illuminating his path since he crossed her path the day she fell in his arms.
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A new day is about to emerge with the Trust and light of belief within him which she has planted in him one night ...with love and innocence when he asked her assurance in his disbelief ...asked her to show him the way in between stars by trusting and believing her like a child who seeks a mother in his pain... "Kya wo sach main Tare ban jate hain.." ...[ Do they rally become stars?]
Arnav's birth from the ashes of ASR has portrayed in a heart wrenching way [though I am a bit not OK with that ...as last time he emerged after crying as a roaring King of determination and he did this time too but later ]...as he emerges as a free soul determined for his Khushi encircled within her thoughts and yearnings to be with his love who showed him light in every darkness regardless of his own actions which threw her in dark path but she didn't lose her hope in him ... She is the one who loved him , spread happiness and colors around him with all the purity of her heart all this time...His Khushi...Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada!!! Who, he will announce with pride soon...
and the other side Khushi sitting by the Poolside in between the door , imprisoned by the love of her man, encircled by newly awaken emotions, being captivated to the memories within her closed eyes.Her yearnings to be with the man who gave her tears at every step of her life since the day she met him but he is the one who gave her happiness at every step holding her close to his heart..., longing for her Rajkumar who humiliated her at every turn by upholding her honor at every turn of her life... Yes She is seeking for Her Shaitan, a devil ,... her Rajkumar ... Arnav Singh Raizada !!!
Arnav suddenly senses Khushi s raging distress and emotions , his whole demeanor changes as he realizes the love and thoughts of Khushi swirling around him... He looks up at the stars , finally Khushi's strengthening words encircles him which he never believed and never knew that those would one day shake the structure of his own beliefs , his very being...
The Usage of Light was done effectively especially when those were twinkling as stars around him and when the lights take Arnav to the spot where Khushi is sitting , a powerful ray of cosmic shining full on her, on her heart ... Then these Stars guide Arnav from the darkness to brightness .. where Khushi awaits him !!...as always from the first Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula..the broken star...to shinning one for Hamesha...
with the altruistic eyes of the stars upon him..Arnav assuredly with his full beliefs calls out to Khushi... Khushi tum sun sakti ho mujhe, (he is still looking for confirmation... the logic) and Khushi's answer is what is my grabber..." Hamesha" ...( the love)
Yes Always , she is the only one who can hear his whispers , under the flocking pigeons...when her soul first time sensed his lost one and anguished one.That day he released his wishes and his mother DeviMaiya under that big star granted that whisper of him , that wish of him with his mother's withering soul who is yearning to seek a solace for her son ... in the form of Khushi..an unconditional Love... She is the one who knows the voice of his heart filled of ocean of Love ...she always had heard his true voice layered right under his egoistic , hatred and cynical shell..."itte din jo huwe aapki daant ko sune...yes she knows her true man...her Rajkumar..She always heard him and responded back to even after guest house incident...when she was feeling him caressing his hair...yes she heard him then and she can hear him now and forever...responding back at him...'Khushi tum Kuch bolti kyuon nahin ho...is coming into the picture soon...
Then we see the transformation of Arnav from ASR ...A moment where we get a glimpse of this bruised soul who had spanned a long journey of his rocky life by engaging in fights with Love and Trust...Today that tired , wounded soul has found a balm and a healer in Khushi...in her belief which are soothing his wounds all along...
Arnav, "tumhe pata hai mujse ye baat kisi ne Ek Saal pehle kahi hoti to main uspe vishwas nahi karta...
Again Khushi's answer is my grabber...
Khushi ,"Baat sach ya jhoot ki nahin...baat viswas ki hai...ek atoot vishwas...tab bhi aura b bhi." [It's not a matter of wrong or right...I'ts a matter of belief ... as always...]
Yes her belief in Love ...in him...in her marriage..."dhaga which she tied on Teej...which he put around her neck...which she held to her heart..."Jab baandh liya hai tou..."...
"It is a matter of Faith , Then & Now "
Arnav , "tumne muje is vishwas pe vishwas dilwaya...Kya kar Khushi diya tumne mere saath... [You made me believe at his belief...What have you done to me Khushi???]
"How the mighty have fallen" ...the beauty of words here for Arnav... Gracefully , by nodding , he accepts the castigation of hers, with A small smile without mocking or showing any superiority but with mild surprise yet completely embracing the changes which are wrapping him in peace ... by a girl whom he wanted to hate but ended up falling helplessly in love and surrendered himself to her unconditionally !!
Arnav:" I don't need anything else Khushi, I do'nt need anything."
A beautiful poingant confession on Holi and an equally beautiful acceptance...
Both hearts harmonized to one another ..Arnav confessed, he tried his best to hate her , but could never do so as his heart contained only love for her and Khushi retorted that she also tried not to love him but her heart had a 'mind' of its own and refused to listen to her !...Being two sides of the same river , where the direction of the flow of love was always in the same way... They decided today to row this boat of love in this ocean of love together... as their destination is same... both finally understand that they need one another to complete each other , to be whole as one by realizing that their love has surpassed all the boundaries of any frame of reference and has deepened it's roots to an extent that no one an root it out , not even the God . The Destiny and all the mighty powers are only there to join these two souls since forever...Hamesha...as she said in his naswe , she can hear him as always..he answers to her the surprise ...when she puts her hand on her heart..."Yes... Hamesha..."...Love this as she started with Hamesha and he ended with Hamesha..
Two Lovers who were aware of one another's love, felt the presence of love, acknowledge the purity of their feelings , their love ,their emotions for each other ...for eternity ...for Hamesha
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