Mother's love-the cravat ion
"It takes someone really brave to be a mother, someone strong to raise a child and someone special to love someone more than herself."
-Anonymous
part 1:
Prologue:
Though I abstained her, though I absolutely loathed her very presence, though she lashed my soul, my being with profound amount of pain, though she had a cold shoulder for my complications, though she made me feel resentful when I needed her the most, yet my being muttered that I needed and extremely craved the love of my
Mother ' .
Randhir's p.o.v:
It was noon already, and a usual day, I held my temple to brush away the sweat,
I hated summers,
Vardhan sir composed his face darkly as ever, he was popular with his -stay-away- posture which he held to mandate his pupils with, his classes were always intriguing,
but today I felt bored,
I already knew what he was explaining,
I leaned forward to lay on the bench and concealed my frame behind jignesh, popularly known as jiggy',
I would usually doze away but today my interest drew
in some other direction, there she was, I looked at her petite and delicate
structure, my smile turned beatific as I gazed her, she wore a simple sky-blue
kurti with a white patiala , though she never cared about the vogue, she looked
like a statue of Venus come alive, her straight hairs floating with the wind,
her almond eyes absorbed in concentration, her little kissable pair of lips
flawlessly moving,
Anything
I say about your beauty will sound so clich, so I will honor you with my
silence.
She twirled in my direction just then, as if she heard
everything I spoke, she gawked at me and finally gave up and hitched away,
how dare she ? look away from me? , my being blackened,
Is this called love, I couldn't bear her appealing gaze away from me?
"so this is it guys, I hope tum log ye task Sunday tak prepare kare !" vardhan spoke with a bleak with an edge of enthusiasm,
And he hastened away following the pace of his anguish,
"sanyu! Chalo lets eat something, cafeteria chalein?" kaustaki pleaded, her one hand embraced with jiggy,
"tum log jav, muje kuch kaam hai," sanyukta spoke her eyes fuming in anger looking at me, she emphasized the words kaam',
I shot her back a -oh-thank-you-so-much- look,
I even fell for her sardonic smile, though I knew the reason behind it, I followed her the other day to her grooming classes, and ended up bluffing that I was some kind of industrialist and was looking for some real Indian grooming trainers, thankfully she fancied my confidence and hence I achieved a chance to torture my angelic enemy, the other day I had summoned everyone that whoever knit a perfect Indian style traditional kurta for me, would be called triumphant, and for that they had to meet me in person, though for others I just passed a note containing my measurements, but for my beautiful foe I never gave a chance to meet,
I grinned at my own efforts to coy her,
After everyone had gone, she got up frantically to face me and thumped her way towards me,
"randhir, aj to dena padega measurements-" she spat still thumping her steps,
"umm, sochne do, if am available at the moment" I cut her right away faking to be busy,
"not today randhir, I really need to complete the work, and its high time" she grasped breath as she blackened at me,
"acha, umm, ha sochne do na fir" I spoke dramatically,
I loved a fight with her,
"you know what?" she spat eying her brow at me, "ill lend those measurements from prerna, she would help me anyway" she grinned like a child just solved a puzzle,
"oh acha? But that's cheating my dear" I retorted, my face in shock,
She was cleaver enough, because there was no way I could prove her wrong this time,
"and wo prove karoge kaise,?" she grinned In triumphant, and turned to walk away,
"acha fine le lena measurements and anway I gave them all wrong ones" I spoke faking honesty, I couldn't let her go away now,
"umm, fine" she mouthed a pout , "par ab nahi"
"meet me in the ground 8.00 sharp" I spoke, my eyes held a fervor fading away though, and I turned to walk away, before she could retort.
"uughhh" her voice played through the class as I walked away.
Sanyukta's p.o.v:
I finally reached my dorm and reluctantly hit the bed,
"kaustu-" I called up as I saw kaustaki before me, she looked dismissive, "wo didi surely help karegi na" I asked with a suspicious look,
"ha sure" she winked, her grim look fading away, "she'll collect the material today in the night and will deliver the needed tomorrow morning"
"Im sorry for the trouble" I poured honestly, as I gorged noodles mouthfully,
"its ok!" she smiled, composing a appealing smile,
She was a boon companion after all,
What randhir did not know was that main kisi aur se kaam karwari hon, bas measurements lene ka kaam mera ta, kaam bi hojayega kal tak and jeetungi bi meh hi.
I set the alarm for later, and dozed away,
--TRINGGG- -TRRRINGGG--
I flinched my eyes wide open, and glazed at the source of the noise, horror crept through me,
It was 8.05
I quickly got up, hurriedly freshened up and ran out, I prayed my stars that randhir did not leave yet,
As I ran down the ground, there he stood, with no angered expression, he held a nostalgic expression as I neared him.
"sorry" I drawled.
Randhir's p.o.v:
always late, ek bar bi time pe nahi asakti, kya karri hai ye ladki,
Foot-steps interfered my thoughts along with constant panting, I did not have to look up to see who it was,
"sorry" she drawled like a child, a sulky child. "wo mein-"
"sogayi ti na" I cut her through, "aur kya expect krsakte hai tum ladkiyo se" I faked a bleak face,
She stammered a little to retort, but gave away, she collected her necessary things and walked towards me,
Sweet aura surrounded us, it was from her, I could stay through eternity watching her beautiful eyes, she had no idea what she did to me,
She simply walked forward and raised her hand to measure my shoulder, she was inches away,
I wanted to squish her into a warm hug, so I stared away in order to control my being,
She then proceeded down to my chest and paused there, she measured gawking,
I fought back a smile, as my stomach roared into butterflies,
She looked up at me suddenly as if she saw what she did to me, her expression blank, as if she was resisting something,
Was she resisting me? Did she feel the same way too? Does she-?
Just then, her almond eyes shot directly into mine, following a never ending gaze, I wanted to pull her further, but I shouldn't,
She limped away, her face still in pain,
It pained my heart, I couldn't bare her face like that,
"bola na, pehle ki , meh itna hot hu, you'll get carried away" I faked a smirk,
"uh?? Tum auro k liye honge hot" she pouted, her face back to her normal expression,
My heart relaxed,
"then what's with this face" I asked almost curiously,
Her face shot above in shock,
"wo am worried ki kal kaise milu maa ko" she spoke, her shock fading away,
"oh, little farzi, missing her mother" I teased, "itni choti hai bechari farzi"
"shut up-," she spat in reflex, "kal mothers day hai"
Mothers day?
My heart jerked into void, ground brushed away beneath my feet, mothers day? No wonder I don't remember things like this, she was never a mother, she was a woman who only cared her responsibilities,
I wanted to run away, I wanted to smash everything ahead, pain filled my heart, my soul bleeding internally,
"okay kal tak kaam khatam kardena" I managed to speak breaking, my face untouched by the feelings beneath, and I quickly walked away swiftly.
I couldn't let this woman do this to me again, I cannot yet again fall into this trauma, my being quivered as I entered my room,
Punch bag
This will help
I jumped near to it without looking away, trying to punch my pain away, punching my worry away.
Sanyukta's p.o.v:
I stepped ahead to measure his firm and muscular chest,
Such a muscular frame he held, like a greek god or something, his handsome frame just inches away from me,
I tried concentrating on my work as I held the tape against his shoulders and wrote the readings,
Suddenly I felt him wag about, I looked above, what I saw petrified me,
Randhir was gazing towards me, his eyes filled with passion, with love, with intensity in his peers,
Did he feel the same way as me,
Why in the world am I doing this anyway? My being cursed.
His topaz eyes did not flinch away, he did not drop the stare, he was watching me as If held a charm on him.
I limped away, trying to hold my senses, I couldn't control anymore. I composed my features plainly.
"bola na, pehle ki , meh itna hot hu, you'll get carried away" randhir smirked.
Yeah? What the hell was I expecting from me? He and loving me? He just tricked me.
"uh?? Tum auro k liye honge hot" I pouted, my earlier expression fading away
"then what's with this face" he asked almost curiously,
Agar pasand nahi hu then what's with this worry?
"wo am worried ki kal kaise milu maa ko" I lied, that was the first thing that stroke me,
"oh, little farzi, missing her mother" he teased, "itni choti hai bechari farzi"
"shut up-," i spat in reflex, "kal mothers day hai"
His features turned grave, it was as if the pain throughout the world had once shot him, my heart punched hard,
I did not mean to hurt him , nor make him remember the part he did not want to remember, how could I forget he always had some problem he never wanted to talk about,
I'll apologize, my being plaeaded,
Just when I was about to react, he spoke breaking the silence,
"okay kal tak kaam khatam kardena" his face held a simple smile as if all was ok, and he quickly disappeared,
I wanted to call him back, I wanted to comfort him, I wanted to embrace him until he would be back to normal, how could I do this to him, the person I loved the most?
Am sorry randhir, but I know you need to be alone now, I never intended to hurt you, please forgive me, my being cried.
I love you randhir, it cried again, please forgive me,
I was intensified with the words my inner-self just spoke, only to make me realize why all this feelings took its place in my heart, the answer was
I love him,
I love randhir, irrevocably.
Will I be able to calm his soul and give him the love he craved for? Will I be able to make him laugh effortlessly ever again? Will I be able to mend his heart?
My heart pounded, as I slammed against the bed.
Author's note:
Hello guys, this story is just a simple tribute for a lovely mothers day, though i am posting it late, I will update the next part soon, I have a thing for the cravation randhir held for a mothers love, please be sure to review.
-Priyanka(simi)
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