~A connection of Heart to Soul~
By
ArshiHamesha
..."agar aap aise chale jayengey tou hum saans hi nahin..."[I
won't be able to breath in your absence]...Arnav who was trapped in
this all along is stunned seeing his Khushi in the same vortex but he
couldn't handle it again as always and left her but their connection has
reached to the next level.
Connection
of hearts happened the day she landed in his arms yet confession
occurred with awareness on Holi but Khushi was totally in inebriated
form to accept that as compared to Arnav. Diwali night she surrendered
to her love first time and then got crushed in between those gripping
feelings . She had let her emotions get under the blanket of hibernation
even after the realization of her true feelings for him especially
after the terrace night. She got shattered in this delusional ocean of
Love as Arnav's attitude and actions had changed her perception for him
as her trust over him did shake it's walls. But Khushi was totally
unaware of Arnav's feelings and the motives behind these acts . We are
seeing again courageous Khushi at the airport where she is not afraid
or hesitant standing on her grounds to prove her innocence for the man
who she loves the most..."agar aap aise chale jayegey tou hum saans hi nahin..."[I
won't be able to breath in your absence]... The realization is seeping
in that the man who she thought of a Rakshus without feelings is the
man who really loved her and now hated her for that reason. She was
responsible for this Hate and misunderstanding in between them and knows
how much he is in pain because of her..." aur humari wajha se aapka Dukh aur badh raha hai...[your pain is increasing because of me]...and that is ripping her inside out as a guilt... "ek baar humari baat sun lete to...jaana zaruri tha kya..."
[what could go wrong if he heard me once , it was necessary to go right
now]...She indeed is floating in the ocean of deep guilt and Love.
Her
subconscious is reeling the moments of their connection in such a way
that her guilt is taking over her conscious . She never knew of Arnav's
collection of their connective objects and the reason of their captivity
.That is coming to her now but her remorse is pulling her towards this
maze strongly that she is losing her balance of mind but again their
connection of hearts is shifting to soul connection .They are reaching
to next level where their frame of reference doesn't need their presence
any more and they can feel each other's distress and trouble from
miles...She some how is feeling his distress and he is feeling hers and
that's why he is calling her over and over and not letting her disappear
in this DARK maze of guilt and vortex of despair. He is awakening her
Love.
She had given him the mannat chaabi and left him but her blood meaning her heart brought him back to her , the Payal she left for him unintentionally yet his heart found the connection but he put on her to accept this connection , and the pearls which
are scattered on the floor under her feet meaning she was
misunderstanding the purity of his Heart and Love just like he was doing
by throwing em away once.These Pearls are emotions of all colors which they share with each other inside the ocean of their hearts.These are their deep wishes which they have for each other more than the depth of an ocean.These are the pains which they share by destiny and bring uproar of this ocean in their lives when they feel it.These are the eyes through which they acknowledge each other and dignify each other .These Pearls are the stars which
are the reasons of their existence in this world and far from the
distance smiling at them at their pure but delusional hearts.These are
the desires which are longing ,yearning ,and embarking in their hearts and making them agitated to be with each other.These Pearls are the purity of
love for each other which is so precious and flawless among them
regardless of the presence of evil and darkness around em. These pearls
today are screaming at her to accept all this just like once these were
screaming at Arnav to accept her purity . These were floating around and
being thrown but now Khushi is collecting em and Arnav will put em in
one Dori...one chain...one thread.The beauty is Khushi never knew
these were in his possession but today these are putting her in the
ocean of guilt deeper than ever but at the same time bringing her his
true feelings for her at the surface
Today in her dream she visualized how their "heart connected together"... First pearls as this arrogant broke her abyss and entered her soul but she was bruised , Second, Mannat ki chaabi which unlocked their hearts by the forces of divinity and the Payal which
Arnav put on her to make her HIS and above all " made promised to
protect her" (as silver Payal has always symbolized keeping away the
negative forces)as I explained in Maha 57 .
So
collectively, Khushi in her dream is getting lost in this maze with
fear of losing him along with the the guilt of hurting him which is
pulling her in the riddles but this also meant to connect Arnav's soul
to her ..Arnav will help her to come out of this riddle and she will
find her love , her Arnavji...and He will protect her and their relation
from every evil . That loop is closed today which started from Epi 1st
but the next loop of putting scattered pearls in one thread still needs
time but Khushi will see a second sequence which shows her deepest
desire for all of these pearls in one thread and Arnav will fulfill her
dream.
Naniji
also helped broken Khushi to understand Arnav and his painful world.
She told her everything which can make her understand better as
compared to Anjali... "Aur chup gaye ek bade se pateele ke bartan maan aur atak gaye, phir bartan ko kaatna pada" -[Brass
symbolizes judgment upon adulterer , but also reprsents self repentance
and self judgment ] as he will connect the dots to repent "mujhe aur khuch nahin chaiye Khushi..."[ I don't need anything else Khushi...] is his next destination.
Khushi's worries over Naniji's statement..."phir to Arnav ji ko bhi chot aayi hogi" [Arnav must be hurt too]...Yes in this whole repentance process he will suffer, he will take all "Chot" which he inflicted on Khushi...Naniji's "woh
Chotey hain,chotey...chot ki khaatir nahi,murga banne ki khaatir roye
"[ He is Chote, he cried for being chicken not for getting hurt] ...[Chicken
, according to African beliefs ...guides souls and according to
Chinese Zodiac a decision maker and Sharp while it also wards off evil
and Lust]...Yes if Khushi will reveal this serpent , Arnav will decide
to cut him off.
Naniji's next words are golden for Khushi to tie this whole thing up..."galti
unki rahi...hamre chotey hai na agar woh kisi se pyaar kare hain aur
unke liye kuch nahi kar sake to khudi kohi sazaa dene lagat hain...aise
hi hain hamaare chotey"[ chote punishes himself if he is at
fault and can't do anything for the person he loves the most]These words
are tying up with Anjali's words,"Chote sab kuch baant sakte hai par apna dukh nahin..."[He can share everything but his sorrows and pain]
Khushi's fear, worries and his decision of going London now is going to hurt him but as Naani says "aise hi hain Chote"...[that's how he is] - if he realizes,that it is his mistake and if he sees he can't help the person he loves the most (Di ke laadley...murga khud hi ban gaye)...
then he punishes himself , as for Anjali's sake he did punish himself
that dreadful night and has to live with serpent. Now his soul has a
burden as he has suspected and hurt Khushi so for this realization
,he'll punish himself...
The sequence of fbs reel in front of her trueand honest picture of Arnav's actions "aur aap jo humain bachane keh liye khud ko chot de rahe thay..."[u
were hurting yourself for saving me all along]...when , Guest House
night he realized his mistake ,Rain night by giving her coat he made
initiative to correct his actions of making her suffer, wounded wrist
scene ...realization of her pain which in return hurting him all along
,the bandage scene ,action towards correcting his mistakes by healing
her wound and the last one, leaving the hands at the airport shows the
guilt has shifted the anger and hate as he is leaving with the knowledge
of his wrong actions of hurting and crushing Khushi...
that's why..."Khushi mein ne tumhain hurt kya ...mein khud ko khabi maaf nahin kar paoonga" ..He
can't forgive himself what he inflicted upon her all this time and then
he will emerge as a true protector of her dreams...The protective
connection of heart to soul has completed and locked today and now it's
the time to just embrace it and that will complete it's coarse
during Telepathy.
☯️
An Anniversary Poem by aarwen
Our hearts had started beating fast
And instinct would know right from the start
It was not to be a simple love story
This would turn out as something legendary.
Innocent Aphrodite reincarnated in glittering gold, pink, green up on the stage
He was the wearisome raj kumar in black who opened his eyes in a haze
She fell into those waiting arms, love had its first victory
But we knew things would not be this easy, as soon as he ripped that pearl dori.
Suddenly in his orderly life she injected chaos everywhere
Welcome to hell in exquisite anger when he challenged her to dare
Vision in red trembling she stood, his lungs needed air to breathe
She raved and ranted that night in the guesthouse, "Khushi" her name on his lips would seethe.
A tentative right step into his house, orange jooce made it's first appearance
The cutest smile possible would soon light up his whole countenance
Reminder of what all he has lost, reckless rage directed at the girl
Compelled to say sorry, he notices her cheeks glazed with liquid pearl.
Something has changed, ethereal rabba ve knows
Fights and breezy hey hey hey come together in a healthy dose.
Sultry temptress encircled by flickering diyas, he went aflame in desire
Disorientated he broke away, soon they would be playing with fire.
Wondrous star gazing together, forming a bond eternal
Time for jealousy, fark parta hai kyunki life without her would be dismal
Divine dance claiming right expressed in teri meri
Swirl of dhak dhaks no longer controlled by just a sweet sanka jilebi
Besotted lover with his flirtatious "hi" and striking looks
The sweetest kiss spreading crimson blush would keep her on tenterhooks
Beautiful in a twinkling bindi, baat karni hai on an unforgettable night
Fate had its say, heartache could not be pushed away try hard as Arnav might.
Into the darkness desolate he drove, outrage against life in his yell
6 month wedding to his unfaithful beloved, the solution as far as he could tell
Shattered dreams, broken promises she knew not why
All this agonizing hate, oh how we would cry!
Enchanting magic, hyperventilating hearts, would get added to holi history
How all this was left behind to move to the next phase still remains a mystery
From Harvard he studied MBA, we get to see an unfamiliar soft side
Leading to the revelation of the betrayal he so badly attempted to hide.
Overnight a girl grew into a woman as she heard her loved one's confession
Staying apart, the longing grew and now there would no longer be any hesitation
Most loving hug bringing two souls in the closest embrace
Fireflies turned up the heat, Reunited they sizzled under devi maiya's grace.
Infinite unwavering belief once he returns will be his redemption
But fighting to keep her for life still needs some attention
Engaging teasing, red nose, no wonder the bride is shy
"I love you dammit" he yelled out, now I can happily die!
☯️
When Harvard Boy Bumped Into Jhalli Girl
E C H O E S F R O M T H R E A D #24
harvard boy: what the... where's everyone?
jhalli
girl: who everyone? i am here, arnav ji. you me, just the two of us,
and this empty beautiful thread... koi nahin hai... aaj mausam hai
suhana, thread pe dancing karne ka hai bahana...
harvard boy: shaat aap, khushi. if we are alone you think we should dance!... bakwas.
jhalli girl: phir, arnav ji, haww, what do you want us to do then?
harvard
boy: khushi, enough! have you ever heard of a three letter word that
men and women love indulging in especially if they are desperately in
love and happen to be alone together in a lonely lovely place, like we
are right now?
jhalli girl: three letter word... oh i love
chutkule, i will crack it... men and women love indulging in? love...
hayeee. i know what you mean, arnav ji... i want it too, i want it...
harvard boy: aah, at last, right now khushi? yes? tum theek ho?
jhalli girl: yes yes right now, arnav ji... i also want to the three letter word... eat.
harvard boy: eat?? whaaat!
jhalli girl: eat... haan... e...a.. t. three letter word. indulging. you me here all by ourselves.
Harvard boy: khushi!!!!
jhalli girl: arnav ji??
harvard boy: issey toh chasing shyam with stupid plans was better. khushi, promise me, you'll never be a writer.
one dark and stormy night on a lonely thread by indi52.
😳
aarwen finds the two on the same silent thread.
Jhalli - Haw.. is thread ko ho kya gaya?
Harvard boy - Khushiii.. tum thik ho? Kya hua tumhe?
Jhalli - Hum thik hai Arnav ji .. Par ye thread aapki tarah kam bolne wala kyu hogaya?
Harvard boy - Shut up Khushi.. Ye drama band karo..
Jhalli - Hum kyu shut up? Agar hum bhi chup ho gaye toh yaha baat kaun karega.. Kuch nai smajhate ye laad governer kahin ke..
Harvard boy (Smirking) - Paagal..
Achcha Khushi main wada karta hun abse tumse dher sari baatein
karunga..Aur ye Nirupa Roy jaise thread ko Salman Khan jaisa action
packed bana dungi..
Jhalli (Jumping up and down) - Arnavji aap duniye ke sabse achche pati hai
Gifs : credit tumblr
a vm to go with the mood of this thread
Javeria recommends Bezubaan by coldyfriend 1
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frMNif9ZgT4[/YOUTUBE]
IPK banner credit Risha_ipkknd and Rules poster and "You don't have a character" GIF by ArshiHamesha.
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