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Krishna rushed into the waiting room and immediately spotted Pintu sitting and saw the blood dripping from his hand she was between happiness, relief and shock and went straight to him and took his hand and asked him what he did to himself. Pintu opened his eyes and was shocked to see Krishna next to him removing the pieces of glass that was in his hand she ripped a piece of her dupatta and tied it around his hand. She got up and grabbed his other hand and dragged him out of the waiting room and said they needed to go to the hospital and than she would take him home; his family must be waiting for him. As soon as she said family he stopped moving and Krishna no matter how hard she tagged at his hand he refused to move. Krishna had always faced every situation fearlessly but she couldn't this time she couldn't face him and said in a small voice as tears fell from her eyes that he needed to go home every1 needed him, they missed him, and every1 loved him. Pintuwent closer to her and turned her around and than lifted her chin and they looked at each another with his hand Pintu gently wiped the tears from her eyes. He said I can never see tears in your eyes Krishna said if u feel like that than let's go home Pintu closed his eyes and shock his head and said no and Krishna asked why? Before he could say anything said just give it a little more time everything will work don't give up so soon, Pintu said I am not giving up Krishna but she angrily said if u not than why are u leaving, so u got turned down a few times big deal that doesn't mean that u leave. Your family is here your ma, papa, Babloo sir, Sonu, your friends and, and. Before she could finish he said that what u saying is correct every1 is here and it might seem like I am giving up but Krishna I am not, its not anymore just about me doing well but it's the way I see myself andthe way others see me. I tried to prove myself but no one sees me they just see Pintu Singh , TT Singh's son and nothing more and they either don't want to take a chance on me coz they are scared of my dad or they want to help coz they want to insult my dad.
At the moment my whole world has been turned upset down and I have so many questions about myself that I need to find the answers to it and I will never find it here being near to every1. I have always done what I have thought is right but whether I did it coz I had money behind me or not I don't know anymore, am I just TT Singh son or am I more than that. I need to find that out for myself and to find myself I need to disassociate myself from every1 and everything that I was in the past, start fresh where it's just me and my endeavors that will either make or break me and I will not be able to do that here. He looked at her and asked if she could understand what he was saying and she nodded her head they stood in silence for a while but finally she went and sat on a chair and he went and sat next to her their hands where centimeters away from each another but they never touched. His head was down and he said it's kind of your fault that I am leaving and she immediately looked at him and she saw the whimsical smile on his face as he said being near u made me want to be the best I can be. And in any case maybe if I didn't have such a bad reputation and had been doing something useful with myself your mom won't Krishna finally touched his hand and he looked at her. She told him not to put himself down that her mom was extremely old fashioned she didn't get that a boy and girl could just be friend and not to take her words to heart.
Before they could say anything more they heard that his bus had arrived Krishna immediately tighten her grip on his hand and for just a second as they looked into each another the love that they had for each another was clearly visible. Their hearts revolted at their separation and words that neither could voice where clearly visible in their eyes but Krishna was the first to look away she knew that if she continued looking at him she would reveal her feelings for him. His every word was imprinted in her head and her heart she felt his pain of not feeling good enough and she couldn't take away his chance to be the person he wanted to be so asked if he would keep in touch with her instand. Pintu looked at her and remembered that soon she would be married and so simply shock his head Krishna was hurt but didn't say anything. He turned to go than but than said that she probably would be getting married soon so happy married life as Krishna looked at him she knew that if not him she could never marry any1 else. And said that she dnt intend to marry any time soon but said that since he was going he would probably meet some1 so he might fall in love so congrates ahead of time. Pintu smiled sadly and said that he didn't see himself getting married ever he had some1 in his heart and no 1 could replace her. She smiled at that so when Pintu put his hand out to her to say goodbye instant of shaking it she hugged him instant. Pintu was extremely surprised at this knowing how she was but put his 1 hand around her body and the other on her head and hugged tightly they heard the call for the departure of his bus and Krishna held a little tighter for a few seconds but than let go and of him. Her head was down and Pintu asked if she wasn't going to come to the bus with him and she said no he looked at her for a few seconds and told her to look after herself.He started walking but couldn't help but turn back and as he saw her downcast head he wanted to not go but he knew he had to and moved to the bus and got on. Krishna felt like her heart was breaking she couldn't see himgo, she didn't have the strength to do so but the moment she heard the bus start she knew she had to see him of and ran outside. Pintu stood at the back of the bus praying that he would get a last look at her and he wasn't disappointed as the bus started moving slowly she came out. They both with tears in their eyes but smiles on their faces stared at each another and waved to each anotheruntil they could no longer see each another.
Krishna stood for a long time staring in the direction the bus went and when her tears had finally dried she left and went home she was extremely glad that she saw no1 as she entered and went straight to her room. She felt as if she turned into a stone but than she caught a glimpse of her reflection and saw that on her forehead near the middle parting it was red and looked like she had put sindoor in it. She went closer to the mirror and touched it and realized that it must have come from pintu when he had touche her head the blood from his hand must have gotten on her head. She couldn't help but smile at this and she closed her eyes and her fingers went automatically and spread the blood the blood more and when she opened eyes again she no longer saw herself as Krishna Raj anymore.
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Beautiful chapter Sandia, you brought tears to my eyes for my Prishna who I miss so much,,it was so real yet magical,,this is a scene I also wished for,,so thanks for making it seem real,,loved the fact again that Krishna went looking for Pintu to stop him but didn't because of her love and respect for his feelings plus their unspoken love with just speaking through their eyes,,so magical like Prishna,,loved that she hugged him instead,,love it love it love it,,
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