Harsh realization washed over.she has grown up...flashes of the past reeled by ...their meeting at PL the first time...the innumerable meetings at the terrace...and many others...he looked around not getting enough of the arrangements, this has to be the best wedding in Indore after all it was Chavanni's wedding...he stood there alone looking at the stage, the unlit havan, almost seeing her taking the vows, her pheras around the havan...
Fresh tears rolled down his cheeks...Why did it have to be so ? Why could time not stop for a while?...After 12 long years of wait why did it have to be so soon ?
He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned back...looked away to wipe off the tears before smiling at Megha. One look at her, the tears came back...and he stood unashamed letting go of all unexpressed emotions...head bowed, eyes lowered he let his tears fall...Megha knew not what to do, she wished there was something that she could say or do that would make him feel better...hands tightly gripping his she let the tears wash away the pain ...and finally when he looked up he found a reflection of his pain in her eyes..cheeks stained with tears ...and her kohl all messed up.
'Barah saal kho diye maine Megha'.' He said in a muffled tone'.'barah saal''.
Flashes of their wedding ...the 'Mummy weds Spiderman' banner...the sindoor ..the mangalsutra and the pheres...came rushing in'..
He turned and looked at her, eyes full of love and tenderness and promises of things to come... taking her hand in his, led her to the stage, once on stage he gripped her hand firm and started walking round the unlit havan..repeating each and every vow he so well remembered even to this day ..
Mangalyam tantunanena...mama jeevana hetuna'...
kanthe badhnami subhage twam jeeva sarada satam...
A tug from behind and he looked back..Megha smiled, stepped ahead of him and completed the remaining pheras'..
In the still darkness of the night, under shimmering gleam from the streams of bulbs twinkling... admist all the arrangements of Navika's wedding, shehnai and mantras that played for them alone...Mohan and Megha renewed their vows...this time reminding themselves it was only death that would do them apart.
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A Happy Weekend everyone...
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