PART - 2: CHRISTMAS NIGHT...
A
He raised his left wrist to check the time in
his watch... Almost 6.45 pm...
The concert will begin at 7 pm; the stadium
was already full and the mass audience was already screaming... But she was
nowhere to be seen...
He had arrived in Darjeeling after five years
only to meet her... This concert was only an excuse to meet his long lost
silent love and leave the olden days all over again...
He had expected her to be present in the
stadium during the concert... He had reached the stadium one hour earlier only
to meet her and surprise her... He had searched for her all over again and
again... But she was not there...
Ranvijay went up to the VIP balcony and
watched over the stadium entrance... "Where
are you Gunjan??"
Right at 6.50 pm a huge cry rolled from the
stadium entrance... A royal blue Suzuki GSXR 1300 roared at high speed into the
stadium...
Securities had become alert already at the
arrival of the star of the night; Samrat Shergill... The place already
overflowed with young men and women who were there to get a touch of their Rockstar...
Samrat was immediately guarded from four sides
to protect him from any kind of disorder... On his way inside the stadium he
didn't forget to spread out his hands to all his crazy followers stretching out
their hands just to get a single touch of Samrat Shergill...
The stadium was over crowded like ever but
still somewhere in his heart Samrat felt a tug of emptiness... The same aching
pain that he had been feeling since the time she had stopped attending
his shows...
"Is she here Benji??" Samrat asked his
only friend cum manager Benji who knows him inside out...
"Who are you talking about Samrat??" asked a little confused Benji...
"You know very well Benji who I am talking about... Is Gunjan
here??" Samrat replied quietly...
"And why do you think Gunjan would be here?? You are the one who
had compelled her to stay away from you and your shows... She is doing exactly
what Samrat Shergill wants her to do" Benji replied sarcastically...
"I know what I want Benji, just making sure she is not here" Samrat replied and left for greenroom leaving behind Benji...
But how much did Samrat try to hide his
emotions under the layer of his stardom, his charm and killer attitude and his
cold behaviour towards Gunjan; deep down in his heart he was lonely and Benji
knows that very well...
He has been craving for his long lost
friendship with Gunjan which he had once trampled harshly accusing Gunjan being
the reason for Dia's death... He has been dying a little everyday to get back
his best friend since the day Gunjan has stepped out of his life...
Yes, Samrat Shergill was indeed alone without
his sweet, shy and simple childhood friend Gunjan but he has come across too
far and too stubborn to accept that...
Samrat was getting ready in the greenroom
mechanically... This had become a routine in his life... All these live shows
are just a part of his profession... Samrat Shergill no longer feels the same
excitement which he used to feel before his every stage shows earlier...
He has assumed tonight's event to be
special... He would be performing in his Home Town after five years on
Christmas night; that too on Candy's birthday...
But now nothing was going right as he has
wanted... Christmas Night was Gunjan's birthday too, but he hasn't wished her
since the last nine years...
Forget about wishing; Samrat was now in the
same place and under the same roof where Gunjan has been staying all these
years... But she hasn't even come before Samrat since he was back in
Darjeeling...
Gunjan without fail has been following each
and every words of Samrat Shergill since past five years what he had once asked
her to do... Staying away from Samrat as much as she could...
Flashback-
"Candy was never your
sister Gunjan... Just because both of you were born in the same night doesn't
make Candy your sister... You have never thought of her as your sister or else
you couldn't have been the reason of her death"... Samrat's voice reached on the top and visibly shaken her...
Gunjan felt too numb
to respond anything to this accusation... Only silent droplets rolled down from
her eyes like cascade that stared at Samrat unblinking... The shock was too
much for her to accept...
"Samrat!!" she could only utter
his name in completely disbelief after hearing Samrat's accusation... Her eyes
depict only raw pain and laden emptiness...
The pain in those
always loving and caring eyes were so unbearable that even Samrat could not
afford to stare at them and turned back closing his eyes in agony...
"Please don't say like
that Samrat, they were my family too... Dia was my sister and Shekhar uncle has
always been like a father to me" Gunjan pleaded him...
"You have no family
Gunjan... You were abandoned by your family after your birth... Even they
didn't want you... Just because Dhara aunty had raised you up along with her
daughter Dia doesn't make them your family" Samrat said those
words with an unusual calmness...
"And what have you
done Gunjan to get a loving family... Dhara aunty had passed away a long
before... Candy died only because of you and now my dad too had left me forever
because you were so excited to attend my show that you left my dad alone even
after knowing that he was sick and mom was out of station"...
"How could you do that
Gunjan?? How could you be so selfish??"...
"And dad had always
believed you to be some 'angel' sent for me!! Everyone calls you 'Pari'...
Everyone think of you as a 'God gifted child'... But you are none of these
Gunjan... 'Angels' only spread love, they don't snatch away happiness from
others... You have only snatched away everything from me Gunjan"...
"And I don't want to
lose anyone else because of you... So, just spare me Gunjan and please do stay
away from me as much as you could"...
-End
"Samrat" an unfamiliar voice brought
him back from the past memories...
A young man of his own age was standing at the
door... He seems like some stranger but possess a very familiar smile... It
took a few seconds for Samrat to recognize his old childhood buddy...
"Ranvijay!!" he called out in surprise
and soon both the friends reached out for each other in a warm hug...
"Dude, I am seeing you after so many years" Samrat said in an overjoyed mood...
"But I have seen you every other day in all your shows and
interviews all these years" Ranvijay replied in an
equally delighted tone...
"So, that means you haven't missed me at all" Samrat started leg-pulling with Ranvijay...
"See, you never gave me a chance to miss you" Ranvijay replied playfully patting him...
"But I really missed Gunjan" he said
remembering her... "Where is she?? I
haven't seen her in the back stage or anywhere" Ranvijay asked...
The lighten atmosphere in the greenroom changed
immediately just as Ranvijay mentioned that one name 'Gunjan'... Samrat became
silent once again and tried to ignore the discussion... This sudden change in
him didn't go unnoticed by Ranvijay...
"So, it is true then??" Ranvijay asked Samrat
who was then busy with the guitars...
"What is true RV??" Samrat asked turning
back, wondering what he was talking about...
"That Gunjan doesn't attend your shows anymore" Ranvijay replied...
"Her wish" Samrat replied back getting
busy once again with the guitars...
"Or your command??" Ranvijay answered
back...
"I don't want to lose
anyone else because of you... So, just spare me Gunjan and please do stay away
from me as much as you could"...
Once again his own words rang in Samrat's ear
hearing Ranvijay... But he preferred to subdue his own uncontrollable
emotions...
Five years has passed since that awful day
when he had accused Gunjan being sole responsible for Dia's death; for his
father's death... But things were not the same then... He has been a victim of
the circumstances during both the losses, as well as Gunjan...
But Gunjan was strong enough to handle
situation, life has taught her to be strong... Whereas Samrat was vulnerable
after losing his father, his first love Candy...
Accusing is always easier than accepting and
healing... Samrat did it unlike Gunjan... And in the process he had hurt his
best friend severely ruining a beautiful relation; the most precious relation
he had once...
"Samrat, are we ready?? It's time" Benji came rushing asking for Samrat...
"Yeh dude, I'm ready" Samrat responded
back trying to be cheerful... Time for rocking the stage... Time for hiding all
the pain and fake smile and entertainment...
"Cool then" Benji said and left in a
hurry...
"I know you don't need it, but still all the best for tonight" Ranvijay patted
his shoulder while they shook hands... "See
you tomorrow"...
"You are leaving!! Aren't you staying back for the show??" Samrat asked astonished...
"I thought you don't miss any of my live shows"...
"I won't miss this one either Samrat... I will sure catch it up
sometimes" Ranvijay replied... "But all these years I have missed Gunjan's birthday and I don't want
to miss this year"...
"It's her birthday too tonight, I hope you remember... Merry
Christmas Samrat and see you later" Ranvijay reminded
him of 'her' once again and left from
the place leaving behind a remorseful Samrat...
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Part B continues...
Edited by -Hey-Shona- - 10 years ago
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