Joined: 22 April 2012
Because…. ILove You!
"In sabse tumhe itna farak kyun padta hai Khushi?"
"Baat Aapki hai isliye farak padta hai, kisi aur ki hoti to nahi padti, aur aap hi aise bina sune chale jaayenge to hum saans hi nahi…"
Her voice trailed off as his eyes remained glued to hers. Understanding every word, she didn't utter. They stood there in silence as people walked past them, nudging and pushing them sideways. Arnav stood infront of her like a shield to protect her. His body almost brushing hers, touching, yet not touching. She breathed in.
"5 more minutes"
He said looking down at her.
Khushi's tears were flowing uncontrollably as he disappeared inside the lobby mingling with the crowd. She felt her heart twist as she remembered his last words.
"I wanted to believe you,"
"No one was going to come, right?"
She closed her eyes as she heard the sound of flight taking off!
She turned around finding hard to control herself as her tears betrayed.
Arnav walked inside but his thoughts were disturbed, his ear drums were bursting with Khushi's pleas and her tear stricken face, which he couldn't bear to see.
"Khushi se door jaane mein mujhe itni takleef kyun ho rahi hai?"
He stopped in his tracks and turned around.
She stood at the parking lot immersed in thoughts as she wiped her face again n again. her legs felt weak, too weak to move away from there. The pain was unbearable, as she struggled to steady her heartbeat.
She felt a hand on her shoulder and closed her eyes.
She turned around and her face fell instantly, as she took in the form of man standing infront of her. the very reason of her heartbreak, the very reason Arnav ji hated her.
Khushi shrugged his hands of her shoulder and moved backwards, her expression cold like.
"Saale Sahab chale gaye kya? I am sorry, ye Delhi ki traffic bhi na"
Khushi remained silent, Arnav ji had left, he left before she could prove her innocence, he still thinks that she is a home wrecker, who fell in Love with a married man and threatened him to leave his wife for her selfishness, a characterless girl, a gold digger. She crossed her arms over her chest, her nails digging into her skin.
"I was all set to reveal the truth to Saale Sahab, that whatever assumptions he had about you is mere a misunderstanding, and I don't even want those signed papers now, there is nothing matters when it comes to you Khushi ji, you should have stopped him for few more minutes, I had told you that I love you and I can do anything for you"
Shyam said sadly looking at her lost eyes, which was deep in some thoughts.
Arnav's words had always affected her from their first meeting itself. But she had never thought not even in her widest dream that she will ever fall in love with the same person, who only treated her like a piece of decoration he owned in his house.
Yes she had fallen in Love with the man, who never cared for anyone except himself and his sister. He will turn the world upside down to see a small smile on his sister's face.
Her heart bled as she remembered his taunting and hurting words at the terrace. She was completely broken, and was lost in a faade of misunderstandings weaved by the same man who stood in front of her, talking to her.
"Khushi ji, aap sun rahi hai, main kya keh raha hoon"
He sighed and Khushi looked away, as tears threatened to fall from her eyes.
"You should go home, other than standing here, chaliye hum aapko ghar chod dete hain"
Khushi shook her head, biting her lips. She cant stand the man, and travelling with him was impossible.
"I can go by myself"
She sniffed and sat on the bench besides the parking, as her legs gave away.
"As you wish"
He said and left from there, an evil smirk spreading across his face. Lets see what Khushi ji can do now. She had only one option left now, coming back to me.
And she will do the same, and she will be all mine, very soon!!
Khushi walked inside the bedroom, it was almost dark, with dark grey shades of curtain hovering over from the windows, making it scarier than ever.
The very air smelled like him, as she inhaled deeply. There was no her, it was always him and she found that there will be no "She" after today.
Her whole resolve was lost as his words echoed in her ears again and again, her heart had stopped the usual pacing, it was so cold, like his face when he left her at the airport lobby.
She looked at the bed, where he made her slept last night, while he slept on the lounge chair. He was the most stubborn man she ever met in her entire life.
Even if he hated her to the core, he cant see her in pain, she had realized it from his gestures and care. Words were not his good friend; he always depended on action to burst out his feelings.
A sad smile crept on her face, moving the curtains aside, she looked at the plants, lucky plants for whom he cared, and spend his most of the free times in tenting them.
Her heart skipped a beat as she remembered the papers that she had hid in one of those flowerpots.
She almost ran to the poolside, searching for that certain pot. She emptied almost all plants from the pots, but the papers were nowhere to be found.
"Hey Devi Maiyya, I had hid the papers here,"
She searched for the same again and her mind was screaming something else. Who would have took it from here? Other than Shyam ji?
She walked straight to Anjali's room and found Shyam sitting on the bed, immersed in a file.
"Shyam ji, where is the papers?"
She asked fuming, her hands fisting at her sides.
"What papers, Khushi ji? And please don't shout, Rani Sahiba is inside the washroom"
He said ignoring her completely.
"I want to talk to you"
She said and left from there. Before Anjali could find out everything about her husband and have a heartbreak.
"I had hid the papers in one of these pots, and now its missing"
Khushi said looking straight at him and he did not even blink. He was so cool about the matter as if those papers were not that important to him.
"Khushi ji, you cant be serious, you hid the papers in a flower pot? you are very tensed and I think you might have forgotten the place, where you had hid the papers, I know it happens.."
Khushi looked at him incredulously. She could not get the cool attitude he was showing after finding about the papers.
One time he was going all frustrated about the papers when she had not get the same signed, and now the same papers were missing and he was behaving all normal.
"Why are you behaving so normal? Don't you want your important papers now?"
She asked irritated by his behavior.
"Its okay I don't want to trouble you, I will get it signed once Saale Sahab is back from London.."
He said and walked away from there, before she could question him more.
Khushi sat on the marble floor of poolside, deep in thoughts. She was missing him already and her heart yearned for him and his trust. She cant live like this, when the one n only man she had ever loved is suspicious about her and her character. She had to win his trust back no matter how hard it would be, but she will just do that.
She looked around the mess she had just made, while searching for the papers. This is Arnav ji's favorite place. She thought while cleaning everything which was scattered around.
Next day he will be back, but she can hardly wait to see him and make him realize that she was innocent and can never do such things with a loving woman like Anjali ji.
Her heart started it weird rhythm whenever he was close to her, she turned around and looked at her reflection in the mirror. Her eyes were bloodshot due to the crying and her face had lost its natural color.
What have you done to me Arnav ji? Why you affect me so much?
She asked herself while turning on her heels to enter inside the room. she slid the French doors open but it got shut from a strange force from her behind and she turned around only to be banged with a huge body.
She was in his arms, he had saved her again from falling and hurting herself.
Arnav looked deep into her eyes, and the damp skin of her cheeks with a trail of tears.
"Khushi, wo main"
He stopped abruptly steadying her onto the ground, leaving her form reluctantly, much to his amusement.
He don't know why he was back, his heart seemed to be locked somewhere in the depths of those eyes, which were now staring at him.
She blinked back her tears, not able to contain the happiness she felt after seeing him.
"Arnav ji aap sach mein wapas aagaye, ya phir hum…"
Her voice trailed off as she felt his huge palms on her mouth, stopping her from talking further.
She felt herself pressed to his form from top to bottom, her heartbeat picked up the weird "Dhak Dhak" pace whenever he was around.
He was staring at her, as if he was seeing her for the first time, she looked at him hesitantly as his eyes burned into hers.
He removed his hands from her mouth and caressed her cheeks, she closed her eyes feeling his hot fingers on her damp skin.
She fluttered opened her eyes at the lose of his touch. He was looking down, struggling with his thoughts.
"What is it Arnav ji?"
He took a deep breath, his eyes down casted and fists clenching at his sides, turning his knuckles pale.
Khushi watched him moving away from her and her heart twisted. He still is mad with me. He does not trust me.
She wiped the tears that fall from her eyes, without her consent.
"I can understand Arnav ji, I have no proof to prove myself innocent, this is my bad fate, I always end up hurting those people whom I loo.."
Arnav cut her off, inching closer to her.
"I was there"
He said engulfing her into a hug, surprising her. she did not even understand what to do, as he crushed her body into his. She fisted her hands at her sides, fighting the urge to hug him back or not. She could not take another heartbreak if he pulls away from her.
"It was him all the time, you were as innocent as my di"
Khushi stiffened in his hold as she heard him and tried to pull back from the hug, but it only made him crush her more into him.
"I heard everything, Khushi.. I saw you with Shyam outside the airport and I thought it must be one of your another planning, but when I heard your conversation,"
He buried his face in the crook of her neck, and she pushed him away, surprising him. he stumbled back, his face held an incredulous look when he composed himself.
"I am sorry, Khushi, sorry for every other thing I did to you, sorry for trusting that bas***d over you, sorry for tying you into my life without your will"
She moved inside the room, her face stone like devoid of any expressions and he followed her desperately.
"Khushi why are moving away from me?"
Khushi turned around looking straight into his eyes and he flinched a bit, as the look in her eyes burned. She was in pain and it reflected in her features as she neared him.
"Its okay Arnav ji"
She said and sat on the bed with a lost expression. She did not know what to do, and what to say to him, when he apologized like a gentleman. She will forgive him, but what about the situation they were in. their marriage, which was only build up on hatred and misunderstandings. Now that he have learned the whole truth, will he divorce her, would she be able to move away from him?
Her heart twisted at the mere thought of leaving him and she looked up at the face of her man, who looked at her like a lost child.
But she had to leave him, right? Their contract will end in few months and they will move onto their respective lives after the divorce. As Arnav ji had promised to do.
Arnav sat next to her holding her hands in his, she looked up at him this time, her eyes blurring, and she snatched away her hands reluctantly.
"What is bothering you, Khushi? I'll make everything alright, Shyam will pay for his deeds, I trust you Khushi, you don't have to do anything to earn my trust Khushi.. you have my word on that"
"You don't have to be nice to me Arnav ji, we are in your bedroom, no one is watching us"
Khushi said and walked towards the glass door, and Arnav lost his resolve at her last words.
"You really think I was acting?"
"I am no one to think or feel about you, I am just a namesake wife and I will be free from this burden very soon.
Arnav watched her horrified as she finished talking, her lips thinned, her face showing nothing but agony.
He asked more to himself as all those memories of past washed over him. he was a beast to her during all these months, then how can he expect her to be normal to him, when he apologized wholeheartedly.
"I can understand how difficult was it for you to say Sorry to me, I forgive you Arnav ji, and I will never let you down, I will stay with you as your wife until di gave birth to her child,"
"Looks like you are all set to leave me, huh?"
He asked his eyebrows knitted and mouth dipped into sides.
"I have to as per our contract"
He reached her sides in no time pushing her to the wall, caging her with his hands on either sides, his gaze penetrating and soothing at the same time.
"Contract gayi bhaad mein"
Khushi looked up at him, her eyes betraying, while she wanted to stay unaffected by his words and actions, her whole body screamed for his one soothing touch.
She could not understand his words as he stared into her eyes with a mischievous glint in his eyes.
"I am not going to leave you that easily, Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada"
Her tears now flow down her cheeks fast and uncontrollable, she could not get him, does he still want to take revenge on her? was not the declarations of Shyam enough for him? if he wants to punish her, she will just go through it happily, she can do anything for him and his trust.
She looked at him, her eyes filled with fresh tears and her face flushed, her lips trembled and she bit onto it brutally stopping herself from making any noise, desperately.
"Khushi why are you crying? I am sorry if my words hurt you, I did not mean to hurt you sweetheart, I always knew from the beginning that you are innocent but this stupid brain of mine was adamant at its assumptions and ignored my heart's instincts, I would never want you to leave me, because I… I…"
She looked up at him instantly as he hesitated.
She asked anxiously anticipating something she could not recognize or certain of.
"Why it is so difficult, Khushi?"
He asked cupping her cheeks, almost lost in her eyes.
Khushi looked at him, too lost in his touch.
"Kyaa Arnav ji?"
"Why it is so difficult to go away from you? Why it so difficult to let go off you, when I hold you like this? Why you affect me so much? What is with this racing of my heart when I am closer to you? Why does it kill me when I see you in tears? Why am I back, when I was supposed to be in London right now?"
"Why Arnav ji? Would you be able to face the truth? Will you accept it?"
He nodded vigorously pushing his body more into her, his breath fanning on her face.
She stopped not able to look into his eyes and the response he would be giving. She would rather live in his memories other than his denial.
"Because I Love You?"
He asked surprising her and she looked at him with disbelief.
"THAT'S BECAUSE I LOVE YOU DAMN IT"
Her breath hitched in her throat as his eyes burned into her.
"I LOVE YOU"
He said smiling down at her while their forehead touched in a cute way. She smiled through her tears and threw herself in his arms.
Arnav wounded his arms around her, almost picking her up from the ground with force as they hugged like never before. His hand possessively moved on her body and she stiffened at the contact.
He pulled back from the hug and looked at her angelic face, her sparkling eyes and those petal lips which he wanted to devour from the very first day he had laid eyes on her.
The day when she fell into his arms, like an angel from heavenwards, wrapped in a green lehenga.
He wasted no time and caught her lips into a desperate kiss. She had gasped in surprise as his lips moved on hers possessively, begging for entry.
She froze for a moment, too much caught up in the whirlwind of emotions ran through her as his tongue plunged inside her mouth.
She had clung to him as he almost picked her up in anticipation. Their tongues met and she gave in to the sensations that he evoked in her.
They broke apart as they felt breathless. He looked at her swollen lips and her closed eyes, and the blush crept on her cheeks making her the most beautiful sight he'd have ever witnessed.
"Why did not you just ask me once,? I would have shared everything with you without any hesitance.."
"I am sorry Khushi, I was blinded by the trust I had over him, he was family after all"
She touched his cheeks this time, as she found his eyes misting while he said that. He beamed onto her touch desperately and she kissed his cheek, her lips lingering there for a second or two.
He looked at her, his eyes darkening and she did not stop as she trailed kisses all over his face and stopped before his lips.
He smirked and swooped down to catch her lips and she kissed him back this time, with all her heart, with all those feeling she had buried inside her. his hands caressed her waist and she found the opening of his shirt, yearning to feel his skin.
"Arnav ji.. I.."
"You don't have to say anything Khushi, by that he kissed her again, pushing her form to the wall, demanding and yielding as they both clung to each other desperately. Making up for all those cold days when they were together under the same roof, unaware of each other's feelings, when the only thing they yearned for was LOVE.
"I Love You, Khushi"
He said broking away the kiss and she pecked his lips smiling widely.
He felt content, finally he made her happy, she was smiling because of him. He never felt this happy to see someone smile, like he felt when he saw Khushi smiling, and the best thing about that smile was, the reason was none other than him.
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