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Why Kunal? Why? Look at what you have reduced me to. I'm logging into IF every few hours to check if another interview, another video has been posted. I spent 3 solid hours following the award ceremony online, just for you, when I've never managed to sit through more than 15 minutes of an award show before. I'm rummaging through articles on you, watching videos of Pratigya, Remix and LRL.
Why? Why this sudden need to know everything about him? Why this need to connect? 😕
Is it because NBT is set in Indore, a place where I spent some of the best years of my life? It could be. But no, that's not the reason why.
Is it because I've got a crush on him? NOOO!!! Okay, maybe a teeny-tiny small one.☺️ WHAT?? Only Kunal has the right to be honest?? But no, that's not the reason either.
Is it because he cries so well as Mohan Bhatnagar that I myself get all teary each time? Damn!!! What is it with men and tears? The first time a guy cried on my shoulders, I fell in love with him and married him.🤔 But no, that's not it either.
Maybe it's because he's so emotional, so vulnerable, so sensitive?😳 How do I know that? Well, I refuse to believe that a man who emotes so well can be anything but a softie. But again, no. That's not the reason why I'm intrigued by him.
Is it because he's so humble? Humility is that rare trait that I believe is found in those who have gone through much in life. They know that they are not perfect, that success and good things in life are transitory and that's what keeps them grounded. No, but that's not the reason either.
Ahh, I'm sure it is because when he does something - he gives it his 100 - nay, 200%. Boy, how I admire that quality. To have that vision, that focus - like Arjun; to nail every scene, every nuance, every single shot. The fact that he has blown my own concentration and focus to bits, like Vishwamitra's Maneka, is a different matter. 😆 But no, it's not even that.
Actually, it's all of the above and much more.😳 He's the type of person I aspire to be. Maybe one day, in my next life.
Is it because NBT is set in Indore, a place where I spent some of the best years of my life? It could be. But no, that's not the reason why.
Is it because I've got a crush on him? NOOO!!! Okay, maybe a teeny-tiny small one.☺️ WHAT?? Only Kunal has the right to be honest?? But no, that's not the reason either.
Is it because he cries so well as Mohan Bhatnagar that I myself get all teary each time? Damn!!! What is it with men and tears? The first time a guy cried on my shoulders, I fell in love with him and married him.🤔 But no, that's not it either.
Maybe it's because he's so emotional, so vulnerable, so sensitive?😳 How do I know that? Well, I refuse to believe that a man who emotes so well can be anything but a softie. But again, no. That's not the reason why I'm intrigued by him.
Is it because he's so humble? Humility is that rare trait that I believe is found in those who have gone through much in life. They know that they are not perfect, that success and good things in life are transitory and that's what keeps them grounded. No, but that's not the reason either.
Ahh, I'm sure it is because when he does something - he gives it his 100 - nay, 200%. Boy, how I admire that quality. To have that vision, that focus - like Arjun; to nail every scene, every nuance, every single shot. The fact that he has blown my own concentration and focus to bits, like Vishwamitra's Maneka, is a different matter. 😆 But no, it's not even that.
Actually, it's all of the above and much more.😳 He's the type of person I aspire to be. Maybe one day, in my next life.
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