Chapter_28
Virat came home late at night.He was almost freezing,It was snowfalling outside ...He got amazed when he saw everything same as he had left it before going..The lobby was still warm..Noticing the set dining table he undrstood tht she must had not ordered anything.He turned the lights off nd went upstair to his room..He was amazed to saw the things same as he left behind but unaware tht nothing had been the same any more..He was about to enter his room..He merely noticed manvi's room..lights were off..he gt amazed as he knew tht she scared of darkness..He just thn listen the craving sobs...He got scared wdout thinking for a moment he entered in her room nd turned the lights on..He found hr sitting on the corner,on the floor hugging herself..resting her head on her knees..Virat got horribly shocked..What hv happend?He hastily aproached her taking heavy steps..
Virat sat beside her on his knees.."Manvi..u ok?whats wrong?" His voice was terribly shocked..He forcefuly framed hr face in his hands..Manvis face was completly wet..sobs were not allowing hr to even speak a single word..Her vision was blured due to mystey tears in her eyes..Her hickups were racing his heartbeat wdout any gear..He wiped her face nd tried to console her.."Kya hua tumhein..tum..theek to ho."
He could only listen in her shattered voice"Mujhe..akela..chhod do.." Her words were broken..
She was faint in her pain..She jerked his hands..Virat again held her almost crushed her in his arms.."whats wrong manvi..?plz tell me tum mujhe nhi btaugi..he brushed her hairs wd his fingers ..wiped her face again..apne virat ko nhi btaogi.."
Manvi stood up..leaving him behind..still burst into tears..
Virat held hr both hands by his hands..tell me whats wrong..
Manvi sobbing:"Chhoro mujhe virat..chhor do..kiun kr rhe ho mere sath aisa..kiun kia tumne aisa ..tum aisa kaise kr skte ho ."
Virat this time in anger"kia hua hai?"
Manvi freed hr hands nd wd heavy steps she moved to the window..she covered her mouth wd her hands to stop her tears tht were flowing continuesly. . .she was in pain unable to do any thing "Mein..mein apni behan k lie kuch nhi kr skti ..She is going far from me..nd i..she couldnt speak anymore..virat was still confused..he tried to console her may be he was unable to bare her tears any more..he tried hug her bt she pushed him away..virat was shocked..he tried to held hr hand ..but unbeleivable..she held his collar..kiun..kiun kia aisa..meri behan ke sath..kiun..how..virat how u could do this"He freed his collar wd gvng a jerk to hr hand..wt rubbish?hosh mein aao manvi..tumhein pta bhi hai tum kya keh rhi ho..he was scared, smelling the truth in her statement. Manvi in anger cried haan ye sach hai..jevika meri behan hai..meri behan jiski zindagi barbaad hogai.wo zindagi or maut se lar rhi hai Or mein..mein kuch nhi kar skti.."She felt so weak..she was numb..she fell on hr knees on the floor again..leaving virat dumbfounded...
The night was so dark...so long nd heavy on them.. That night she was not in a state to understand her feelings..It was a mixture of numerous feelings..Anger,frustration,sadness,disturbed,confused,pathetic,punishment or happiness,sympathy..The person with whom she was in love..is in relation ship wd her sister...it was not less thn a crap for her..
May be it was result of all her sins she did..She hurt her parents..nd today her heart was so hurt that "HURT" was not an enough word for her..
Her mind was froze..She didnt know wt to do? Her state was so pathetic..
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She pulled the wrap closer to herself as they both waited for someone to open the door,Wd the very first ray of sun..Or may be wd the ray of hope to what should be jevika's house.Manvi was excited to see her. Finally, she was going to see someone from her family. As far as jevika having cancer was concerned, Manvi had enough money to take her to the best hospital and the best doctors, anywhere in the world. She could be saved if they tried, manvi thought more determined than she had been before in her life, about anything.
"What are you thinking?" he asked placing a hand in his pocket..
Manvi"Nothing much. You have about two weeks left here, and meeting with four fashion houses over the next few days. Then you're free until you want to leave here." She leaned over and rang the bell again. "Tell me when you want to fly back, so I can book the tickets." Almost depressed about the thought, she rubbed a hand over an arm. "If you want to stay, I would like to leave.
Before he could reply, the door opened finally, they both saw Jevika, carrying Sunny. She turned wdout looking at them..she could only saw virat from the key hole..
Manvi had tears in her eyes, while some of them were of happiness, some of them were only of sadness. She was watching her back ..as she was patting sunny to let him quite.."Dekho na virat ye kb se ro rha hai.."saying this as she turned she noticed manvi..not beleiving on her eyes..Virat took sunny from her embrace..manvi wiped her tears and embraced jevika once virat left her, taking Sunny away from her.
"Manvi" She said laughing with tears in her eyes. "I can't believe it's you."
"Nor can I." She stepped back and kissed both her cheeks. "Why didn't you tell me?tum..tum virat ko kese..?"
"Come inside." She said with a smile and took them both inside, holding manvi's hand.
Manvi:"Jevika dii.."
They both burst into tears nd hugged eachother tightly..
Jevika"i cant tell u..how much m surprised..tum..how do u knw abt me..tum virat ke"
Manvi"Mein virat ki PA hun..nd i knw evrything.."
Jevika helding hr hand tightly...bt just listening tht she is aware of everything..she was unable to do eyecontact wd hr sister."tum betho na..mein chaye.."
Manvi tighten hr grip not let hr go.."Di..Tumhein kuch nahi hoga. . ."
Jevika could hardly controlled her tears..nd hugged hr sister again..
At night as little stars twinkled on the sky..They both sisters were sharing there feelings wd eachother sitting in blanket beside bone fire..
Manvi kissed hr little nephew while he was sleeping peacefully..
Jevika:"Aaj ehsaas hua hai parents kia hote hein..unki feelings kia hoti hein..unke bache unke apne wajood se barh kr hote hein unke lie..unki zindagi..she said while creasing hr hand on sunny's head wd full affection..Maa kia hoti hai..papa kia hote hein..unke humare lie faisley kbhi ghalat nhi hote..kuch nhi deti zindagi bs ye rishte hi insaan ki sb se bari daulat hote hein.."
Manvi could feel pain in her voice..
She continued "Mein kbhi soch bhi nhi skti thi k wo mujhse yun bewafai krega..jb usne kaha ke agr meine kisi or se shadi ki to wo mar jayega..jb isne mujhe apni mohabbat ke wastey die k wo sirf islie khamosh hai ke media pe uska scandal or uske baap ki politics uski khushion k agey aa rhi hai to meine uspe yakeen kr lia..mein uske lie sb kuch chhor k aa gayi..or usne..within sobs she completed..mujhe tissue paper ki tarha use kr ke phenk diaa..Yeh sb isilie hua manvi k humne dad ko hurt kia..han manvi meine dad ka bilkul khayal nhi kiya..Islie kismat ne mere sath aisa mazaak kia..Meine jise tut kar chaha usne mujhe bikherne mein ek pal bhi nahi lagaya..
Manvi placed hr hand on her shoulder tried to console her sister..han manvi..tumhare aane ke baad dad ka behaviour or bhi dry hogaya..unhe to jaise 'Beti' shabd se hi nafrat hogae..mein janti thi wo kbhi mujhe nhi smjgenge..wo to Maa se bhi sahi tarha baat nhi krte the..unhone meri khushi ka khayal bhi nahi tha. wo zbrdsti meri shadi apne dost ke bete Dr.manan se kr rhe they..us waqt mujhe kuch smjh nhi aaya..wohi sahi laga jo tumne kia..or mein bhi ghar chhor kr bhaag aai..or usne mujhe dhoka dia..meri zindagi brbaad krdi..Zindagi se mujhe ghamo ke siwa kuch nahi mila..manvi mein kbhi usey dubaara approach na krti...mein uski shakal bhi dekhna nhi chahti thi..Par meine usey letter likha sunny ki khatir..jb apni aulad se mohabbat hui to ehsaas hua parents kia hote hein..Lekin ab tum mere bete ka khayal rkhogi na..Manvi held hr both shoulders..tumhein kuch nhi hoga dii. Hum tumhara cure achhe se achhe hospital mein krayenge..tum fikar mat kro..ur in first stage..tum theek ho jaogi..hum mil kr sunny ka khayal rakhenge..Jevika embrace manvi wd hope in hr eyes..resting her head on her bossom..Manvi kissed her di's head.
The whole night they both sister spent together..
Next morning the door bell rang ..jevika opened the door while manvi was playing wd sunny.. virat entered inside..jevika welcomed him wd forceful smile in hr face.."UNNEEDED" was clearly visible on hr face..
Jevika went yo bring coffee for them for which manvi had requested minutes ago..
Virat sat beside manvi ..hesitated..
Virat:"Manvi tumne baat ki jevika se..?"
Manvi shook her head "No,virat wo already bohat dukhi hai.."
Virat:"manvi yeh meri family hai..mein ab or chup nhi reh skta..mein chahta hun sb theek hojaye..sb normal jojaye..pata nhi is se sb theek hoga b ya nhi"
Manvi:"Han,mein b yhi chahti hun,sb theek hojayega u dont worry mein baat krungi,manvi spoke after a shorg pause virat tum baat kiun nhi krtey.."
Virat:"Nahin manvi,meri himmat nahi hoti..jevika kbhi nahi manegi"
Manvi:"phir theek hai..usey khud hi pta chal janey do.."
Virat looked at hr confused thn undrstnd..
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Jevika looked at him frustrated..its enough virat..peechhlay 2ghante se drive kr rhe ho tum mujhe kahan le ja rhe ho..?
Manvi who was sitting behind on passengers seat..carrying sunny replied "Sabr kro dii..bs hum pohchney wale hein..
Virat looked at manvi through mirror.."his fear,depression nd nervousment was cleared in his eyes..manvi asured him through her eyes "evrything will be alright.."
Virat opened the door of the bunglow..nd move aside..asked jevika to enter first..Jevika confused first looked at him nd thn manvi..Manvi nodded to ask ger to do the same virat is saying..She sniffed nd enter inside..looking around..her eyes glued on him...
Viren Vadhera was sitting infront of her.
It was not a big deal for her...BUT sitting on a "wheel chair" was not less then a shock for her..
Flashback;
That night manvi cried nd blamed virat for ruined hr sister's life..virat told her evrything..
"Manvi,yeh wo baat hai jo mein kabhi akele mein bhi dohra(repeat) nahin sakta.Lekin sirf ek tum ho jise mein ye bata raha hun.."
Manvi was sure he would must be talk about jevika..how he did so...
He continued "Manvi,Viren zinda hai?"
Manvi was shocked,her eyes bacame narrowed on his statement..
He added "Viren..wo zinda hai?Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha..meine aisa kiun kia?us wakat meine wahi kia jo mujhe sahi laga..Viren bhaia ki maut ke theek ek month baad jb mein shimla aa raha tha to mujhe phone aaya..jab mein hospital pohcha to viren bhaia zinda they..unke accident mein unki car river mein gir gae thi or dead body nahi mili thi..
Jab meine unhein dekha to mein bohat khush tha..un ko kho dene ke baad paana aise tha jaise koi maricle hua ho..
Mein unhein phir se khona nahi chahta tha.jisne unhein pehle maarne ki koshish ki thi wo unhein dubara bhi nuksaan pohcha sakta tha islie meine us wakt unki security ke lie yeh baat kisi ko bhi nahi batayi..mom dad ko bhi nahi..Mein jaanta tha wo unke bina reh nahin payenge or unse zarur milenge..or mein yeh nahi chahta tha..wo dad ke pass kabhi secure nahin hote..islie mujhe aisa krna para.Meine socha tha ke jb bhaia ka cure complete hojayega to mein unhein bta dunga. . .magar...
Manvi curious"Magar bataya kiun nahi.."
He held his head "Cure complete hone par wo theek the..magar is haadse mein wo apni taangein (Legs)
kho chuke the..Viren bhaia ne mujhse kasam li ke mein ye baat kbhi mom dad ko nahin bataunga..kiunke wo yeh sadma kbhi bardasht nahi kr payenge ke unka beta jo football champion tha kbhi apne paaon pe khara nahi ho sakta..Cure ke lie unhein abroad le jaya ja sakta tha wo theek ho skte the lekin na jane kiun unki sab umeedein toot chuki thin..Viren bhaia ki mohabbat mein meine unse ye vaada to kr lia..magar baad mein ehsaas hua k yeh kitna ghalat hai..Mein mom dad se nazrein nahi mila sakta tha islie mein 4 saal se unse nahi mila tha.Viren bhaia pehle to yahin mere sath reh rahe the lekin ek din kisi ka phone aya or unhone zid ki k wo kahin or shift hona chahte hein..meine unhei roka nahi..kisi ko shak na ho or unki jaan ko khatra na ho islie bhi wo udhagai hill station shift hogaye..
Manvi was froze listening the truth..Virat started crying again..najane meine unki baat kiun maani..
"Mein bhi kahi na kahin kasoor war hun..mein ne jevika ke sath bohat ghalat kia..."
Manvi gt shocked listening name jevika..!
Virat continued looking at her.."Viren aksar ek ladki ki picture dekhta tha..bohat rota tha wo..meine kabhi us se nahi puchha..wo usey pyaar se jenny kehta tha..or wo bhai ko Vir.. Meine unse kiun nahi pucha ke kiska phone tha wo kiun or kis se bhaag rahe the...meine viren se puchha ke usne mujhe pehle kiun nahin bataya. . ."
"Jevika apna sab kuch apna ghar chhor kar viren ke pass aagae thi..wo ek hotel mein thehri thi..Manvi was not beleiving on his words..Viren us din usi se mil kar lot raha tha jab accident hua..us raat ko wo dono ek duje ke ho chuke the..wo ghar pohach kr mom dad se shadi ki baat krne wala tha..lekin kismat se uski khushi dekhi nahi gae... 4 Mahine baad jevika ne kahin se pata kr lia ke viren mere pass hai..usne yahan phone kia yeh batane ke lie k wo maa banne wali hai..wo samjhi ke viren bewafa hai..Viren us se bohat pyaar krta tha wo nahin chahta tha ke uski zindagi barbaad ho..wo janta tha ke wo bardasht nahi kr payegi ke wo apne paon kho chuka hai islie viren ne aisa pretend kia ke wo bewafa hai..wo chahta tha ke jevika apne ghar wapis chali jaye..islie usne usey abortion ke lie keh dia..jevika bohat hurt thi..lejin shayad viren ko lagta tha ke sach jane par wo is se ziada hurt hogi..aur aaj bhi wo apne bache ke lie tarap raha hai lekin nahi chahta ke mein jevika jo kuch bhi btaun..Mein to yeh bhi nahi jaanta itne saal wo bechari kis haal mein rahi hogi is dard ke sath ke jiske lie usne apna sab kuch chhor dia..bhawnaon mein beh kar usne usey chhor dia mein apne aapko kbhi maaf nahi karunga...meine usey dhunda kiun nhi..sb kuch jante hue mein anjaan kaise bn gaya..he again burst into tears..but this time manvi was also crying..She was not beleiving on her fate..is it such type of coinsidence or God is just testing her..She wanted to meet her sister right now..
Manvi tried to console him"Sambhalo apne aapko virat.."
At night virat was sitting in his room lost in his own thoughts..Manvi came to his room nd sat beside him..he was better now..He held her hand. . .Thanx manvi mujhe smjhne k lie..thanx for ur support..tumhare bagher mein bht akela hun..bht akela..
Manvi kept hr hand on his "Tum akele nahi ho mein hamesha tumhare sath hun.."
Virat after short pause "Tum mere sath chalogi.. jevika ko hmari zrurat hai ..Manvi noded happily bt still in pain...
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Edited by Ayushii_Angel - 10 years ago
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