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Smitar's OS 2: FindingKhushi#5Part19(4)Pg132(19/4) (Page 149)

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Posted: 20 April 2013 at 8:17am | IP Logged
Originally posted by rulama


Here is the interpretation to Section 4 of Part 19.

On their way home, when Arnav looked up at Khushi her face had a serious thoughtful look. It made him ask her what happened. She answered that she was just tired with a smile on her lips. Stopping the car in front of her house, releasing the door lock, he asked her whether she was sure that she was alright.  She answered in a whisper yes and that she needed to go in. She wanted to unlock the door and slip in as quickly as possible as she knew the dykes holding tears had gone extremely weak at points and anytime soon stream of tears would be cascading down her cheeks. Arnav caught hold of her arm.

He enquired whether she really enjoyed the party. He asked her particularly their dance. She was a nervous wreck and said haltingly, yesand it was just that she was not used to staying up so late, her voiced trailed away unable to even think of an excuse. Arnav leaning towards her, smiled with a naughty twinkle in his eyes, and whispered in her ear, get used to it Khushi. Don't expect to have much sleep after they were married. Khushi paled further. The chasm between them, between knowledge and ignorance, widened. Lisaji's fiendish visage seemed to pop up laughing at her. Khushi pushing the door open leapt out of it. Hiding her face from Arnav, she hurried up the steps to Buaji's door. Retreiving the key from its hiding spot, opened the door with shaking fingers and moist eyes. Arnav who was watching her from his car, was amused by her vanishing act and beamed with joy. He felt good teasing her, but suddenly he felt uneasy. Why was she so silent? Why was she so very sad? Why were her shoulders stooping?

It was a posture that signified defeat and debasing oneself.


When even at ten in the morning Khushi hadn't come out, Buaji with her rotund figure, waddled into Khushi's bedroom. Khushi was still sleeping all curled up under her blanket with just the top of her head peeping out. Buaji invoking her favorite diety exclaimed that Khushi was still asleep! Calling Khushi by her nickname Titaliya she asked what was the use of welcoming a new year in at night when one is not even awake in the morning? But Khushi was silent and did not even move a bit under her blanket. Khushi's cell phone started to ring and Buaji calling her Sanka Devi teased her saying that the phone was crying early in the morning and she better feed it. But Khushi lay unresponsive. Muttering under her breath addressing her favorite diety, that she was Khumbhakarna's sister and not Payaliyaa's, Buaji picked up the phone. Seeing the name Arnavji displayed, Buaji commenting that this owl had woken up early! answered the call. She told him that, his Roopmati was snoring away to glory under her blanket and she would wake her up. While saying so she pulled the blanket off. Khushi was all shivering and had curled herself tight like a woolly worm. Buaji frowned and as she touched Khushi's cheek to rouse her, she jumped back in shock. She found her burning hot and exclaimed that she had fever and hollered out to Garima to get a basin with water and a towel as her Titaliyaa was down with fever.

Arnav's faint Buaji, made her realize that she was on phone and told him that Khussi had fever. Cutting her short he told her that he would fetch a doctor and cut the call.

Khushi felt that she was poked by a needle but was too tired even to react. With just a wince she fell into sleep. She did not see the man with anxious eyes hovering over her, adjusting the blanket around her, wiping with the cold towel her face and neck to reduce the heat. He sat by her throughout. She opened her eyes in the evening to see Arnavji sitting by her holding her hand. She deliberately looked away and it hurt to look at him. With a frown she wondered, what was he doing there? When she looked around she found that she was in her own bedroom and it to be evening. Her thought was he should have been in his office at this time. When she wanted to ask him she found that she couldn't, as her throat had gone dry and felt her the tongue thickened.

Seeing her awake Arnav whispered,  Khushi, in relief and asked her how was she feeling? With a heartfelt relief, cupping her cheeks he kissed her forehead, conveying to her I comfort you. Though the fever had abated, her limbs had weakened. Muscles had no strength in them. She felt they were like logs of wood unable to shift.

When she wanted to use the washroom, she whispered so and asked him to call her Amma. But Arnav offered her his services and said, he would help her. Khushi tried to push his hand away but to her chagrin she found she was not even able to do so with her whole being weak due to the onslaught of fever. Her head was hurting and a night of crying and the fever had left her rheumy eyed.

He helped her to sit up by supporting her shoulders and leaning against him. He held her for a moment feeling the strong beat of her heart against his, taking comfort from it he stood up. Scooping her in his arms he carried her to the bathroom. Buaji and Amma, who were cooking a light meal for Arnav and Khushi were wide-eyed at the sight. Setting her down near the bathroom door, he helped her inside. She whispered that she would manage and hoped fervently that he would leave her alone and go home. Reluctantly, Arnav let go of her and Khushi taking rickety steps, holding on to the handle and walls, went inside while Arnav waited outside patiently.

After freshening up, Khushi came out to see Arnavji leaning against the wall. He quickly took her off her feet into his arms and settled her comfortably on her bed and covered her with the blanket tucking it around her. He asked her how she was feeling. She replied better with a hope that it would make him go away from her.

Arnav sat down by her and she asked what was he doing there? He countered her with a frown asking, where else would he be when she was sick? Her reply at the office was spoken with great difficulty as her eyes had started to droop with sleep. Arnav muttered that the office could go to hell and he didn't care for it right now. He dropped a kiss on her cheek, conveying to her that he would always be there for her. Her don't let Amanji hear you say so and he would get a severe jolt of lightning if heard earned her a smile and a kiss on her hand from him, by his action he conveyed to her that he adored her.

The three days, it took Khushi to leave her bed and stand up by herself, saw Arnav come early in the morning to Gupta House and stay till late at night by her side, monitoring his work with the aid of his laptop. While he was working, his eyes would linger on her peaky face that had taken the hue of white from her illness.

On the fourth day, she was up and was at the dining table when he arrived in the morning. Buaji was trying to make her drink a glass of milk laced with turmeric. He could see Buaji, in a battle stance,  threatening Khushi saying that she better drink milk or else she was heading towards being whipped. Khushi refused it whining that she does not want to drink it. Arnav sliding to the seat next to hers said that he would give it to her making Amma, Buaji and Babuji smile with relief. Khushi sighed and thought Arnav would not budge if she didn't drink milk. If she drank it quickly chances of her getting out of the house was more and it would be better for her own peace of mind. She needed to think, think about Arnavji, about herself and about their future. But that was impossible with Arnavji hanging around. When Arnav lifted the glass to her lips, Khushi glared at him and refusal was hovering around her lips. Her mind suddenly registered that he was dressed to go to office and gave her silent thanks to her Devi Maiyya for answering her prayers. Finally she would be relieved of his constant presence. She realized that quicker she drank the faster she could make him leave.

With that thought in mind, to everyone's shock and Arnav's amusement she grabbed the glass from his hand, and gulped it down in a breath, making Buaji exclaim in the name of her diety, what was wrong with this girl? Garima was extremely happy and smiling at Buaji she said that Jiji, Khushi cares a lot for Arnav Babua going all sentimental. Khushi flashing her eyes with spears of anger at her mother and a beaming Arnav, bit her tongue from giving an acerbic retort. When Buaji asked him whether he was on his way to office Arnav replied that he was. She said that it was good. It was a miracle that he had not caught the bug sitting beside Sanka Devi for the past three days. With a frown she said that new year hadn't been good for her Titaliya. She had never been sick but how had she caught the bug at the party?  Bitwaa, did she eat or drink something that made her sick she asked.

Arnav assured them that they were all together all the time. Looking at a silent Khushi he added that towards the end of the party, when she had been silent, he had asked her what was wrong but and he tapered off. Both Buaji and Amma nodded and all looked at Khushi for an explanation. She muttered that she needed to sleep and got up to leave the table. At Arnav calling her Khushi she urged him to leave her alone saying that she was fine and needed to sleep, making Arnav agree to her request with a nod.

This update is about BLINKERS.

I had explained long back what blinkers are but for those who haven't read it let me explain what it is.

Blinkers, also known as blinders or winkers, are a piece of horse tack that prevent the horse seeing to the rear and, in some cases, to the side. They usually are made of leather or plastic cups that are placed on either side of the eyes, either attached to a bridle or to an independent hood. They are usually used on race horses and driving team.

The term, in both "blinker" and "blinder" form is also used metaphorically to refer to people with an overly narrow focus or inability to see the larger picture.

Right now both Arnav Singh Raizada and Khushi Kumari Gupta are wearing blinkers.

When Arnav asked her what happened, she said she was tired.  Even his repeated querries got him the same answer and it was, with Khushi not meeting his eyes. Khushi who was matching his step with her own had suddenly gone quiet and that should have given him an inkling. He should have known with Lisa, Pam and Sim in the party things were bound to be stirred up. He knew that Lisa's furcoat was spoiled beyond repair by Sim and Pam. But had he taken any action against them? No. He had let them scot free and the troublesome duo were not even in the know that ASR knows their wrong doing. This has led them to be bold enough to stir the hornet's nest. They used Lisa as their trump card.

Lisa on her part did what they expected and more. She had been bold enough to insuate that ASR and she had hots for each other. This should have been a warning to him. When a person would do so in front of him wouldn't she create a twister in the mind of Khushi who was not so worldly-wise. He should have realized that Lisa would not take things lying down.

When he dropped Khushi home after midnight, she told him that she was tired and was in dire need of sleep. His naughty retort Get used to it, Khushi. Don't think I will let you sleep after we are married

made him think that her behavior was natural to run up to her home due to her shyness, when in reality it was not so. Had he observed her well, he would have realized she had never run away from him but always moved a step or two away. Even when she knew that he would be kissing her she had stood her ground. Arnav in his euphoria had forgotten that she was not behaving true to her character. He has been seeing only what he wanted to see. It was as though he was wearing blinkers.

"What we see depends mainly on what we look for"

                                      ~ John Lubbock

He should have realized that she was showing signs of reluctance to his ministrations, though he did it with pure intention. She has turned away from answering his questions hiding under the mantle of being sick or need to sleep. He should have realized that something was amiss. But he had no such inkling.

That's why I said he was wearing blinkers.

"There's none so blind as those who will not listen"

                                        ~ Neil Gaiman,                                                                American Gods

Well, Khushi sporting a pensive face told that she was tired when repeatedly asked by Arnav. She made it a point not to look at his face lest she gave away that she was hurting. Though she was hurt, she should have realized that, was not she the one who would take bull by its horns and now she is just resigning herself to self pity, wallowing in self inflicted misery giving in too insecurity by not confronting him?. That is a pity. Wasn't she the one who told Arnav that there might have been a different side to his parent's tragic story? When it came to his parents, she was open minded and for herself she has blinkers on.

Looks like she was giving credence to Lisa's story without hearing what Arnav had to say. By doing so isn't she giving power to Pam, Sim and Lisa in her life. That's why I say blinders  is on.

"There are poisons that blind you, and poisons that     open your eyes"

                                      ~ August Strindberg

On the three days she was sick it was Arnav who left his work and was by her side to see that she soon became fit. If as Lisa said he was after her for fun why would he spend all his waking hours by her side, when he had pressing matters to attend to at his office? Why would he be the one to nurse her back to health voluntarily, unless he was in love with her for keeps! Why would he carry her to and fro for her ablutions and wait on her? Why would he come to see her on his way to office, even on the day she got well?

She has cocooned herself in the misery that she let Lisa's barbs gave. This was the girl who was known for her spunk and had never let anything bog her down. She had always risen above these things. But right now she is wallowing in misery and pity that is clouding her thinking. That is why I said she has blinkers on.

"The universe doesn't give you what you ask for         with your thoughts - it gives you what you demand   with your actions"

                                    ~ Steve Maraboli,                                                 Life, the Truth, and Being Free

Unless she takes a right perspective of things she'll be unable to come to any decision. For that she need to remove her blinkers and confront Arnav with Lisa's truth, thereby remove Arnav's blinkers too as of right now he is clueless.

The other way is, if she is not forthcoming, Arnav should realize that things are amiss, get to the root as it happened midway at the party and help Khushi to remove her blinkers too.

For the time being blinkers are on.

That's why I titled this update BLINKERS.

"Your pain is temporary, and hope is never so lost       that it can't be found"

That's it from me. Hope you enjoy it.


nice interpretation di...

all i hav to say is khushi is not being aware of these rich, high class, bi*ch gals and their dirty plans and games...she was aware of the thing between LA and ASR being in relation...the thought was itself hurting her but she was friend with LA...but when Lisa came to her saying all the king of thing which indicates tht she and ASR were very close she really coudn't accept the fact plus the things lisa tild her abt ASR liking abt classy and experience girls not a low class, gold digger like her...tht hurt her the most...
khushi being khushi never thought abt some one being bad by nature so she is doing a mental fight...
thnks for the PM di...

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manikka IF-Rockerz

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Posted: 20 April 2013 at 8:18am | IP Logged
woah...already the new thread...

thnks for the link di...

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sujata5 Senior Member

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Posted: 20 April 2013 at 8:31am | IP Logged
Super Rashmi.. Again the nail on the head...

One can not escape by being ignorant and wear blinkers to go ahead in life... You have to face your reality to achieve the award... Love...

Thanks for the PM now waiting for the story to unfold...

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Posted: 20 April 2013 at 9:08am | IP Logged
ooh..poor khushi...:(((

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Posted: 20 April 2013 at 10:01am | IP Logged
Originally posted by rulama

Originally posted by Maddy1270

Originally posted by rulama

Originally posted by Maddy1270

I would like to clarify to you  certain things.

Khushi has seen all aspects of Arnav I agree.

Khushi is in a dilemma I agree.

But what is clouding her judgement right now is she is seeing only what Lisa told her. Not even what Lavanya told her.
Do you think  Arnav doesn't have the right to change? 
Do you think Arnav doesn't change at all?
Do you think when Arnav changes he can't  be trusted when the change is for good?
Do you think Arnav would have done all the things he did just to make her his?
Do you think he would  bare his heart if he had not really fallen in love with her?
Do you think he would have told her about his past if he had not felt her to be his soul mate?
During the Diwali time he himself was unaware of his feelings. Is he the same man? No, at that time he was ASR and now he is Arnavji to her.
What irks me is she is going tizzy over something Lisa says without even thinking properly. She knows very well, that Lisa is a clawless cat in front of Arnav whereas behind him she uses her talons on Khushi. 
Thats what I have told in that interpretation.
Actually for all the things Arnav did to Khushi no human being will take it so willingly as her.
That is because she always loved him though she was unaware of it.
Now she knows that she loves him and he loves her. But to believe in Lisa's truth is absurd.
Believe me when I say when he was with Lavanya or anybody else family was against it. But with her the entire family is backing and they have felt and seen the change that she had brought in his life.
If he was not serious would he have given her the sandals and all the other paraphernalia his mother had stored  for his wife?
Trust is something that has to come from oneself. One should have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time. He has shown his trust in her and where is hers? This is just a small one in life. With clamming up isn't she running away from the issue without confronting it? Where is the spunk that she was known for I wonder.
That is all. There is nothing to be confused.


Rashmi, your reply was quite thought-provoking, once again. Yes, Arnav has shown a sea change in his attitude and all for the better. Everyone deserves a second chance! So he has to be trusted, but that trust will come with time' thus, the six-month waiting period to get to know each other better seems like a good idea! Somehow, here it doesn't seem to be case of Khushi not trusting Arnav, rather her not trusting herself! Despite her immense love for him, she is under the misconception that she doesn't belong to his world' when one puts on a brave front for the world, to hide one's insecurities and fears, such doubts are inevitable! I think, at the back of her mind, Khushi has the thought that Arnav might realise they won't suit, leading to a repeat of the heartbreak she had experienced on Diwali' he has constantly shown what she means to him but her fears won't allow her to think rationally. Now she knows that she loves him and he loves her. But to believe in Lisa's truth is absurd. I don't think it's that absurd, especially when one feels that one doesn't measure up' Arnav's caustic words have gradually, and most probably subconsciously, chipped away at her self-confidence' so it will take some time for Arnav's love to help her rebuild it! Lisa's words have only added fuel to the fire of her insecurities! Trust is something that has to come from oneself' agree with you there! He has shown his trust in her and where is hers? The thing here is that I don't believe she had ever done anything to break his trust, had she? On the other hand, he had almost kissed her on Diwali night, introducing her to the passion blazing between them, then flayed her alive with his words of rejection. He redeemed himself through word and deed later on, but it will take Khushi some time to fully heal! With clamming up isn't she running away from the issue without confronting it? Where is the spunk that she was known for I wonder. I agree with you a 100% here. I, for one, have always disliked the protagonists in any show on TV sacrificing themselves in the name of love or something equally silly, when things could have been easily sorted out by talking things through! Rather than shutting him out, Khushi should voice her fears and insecurities to Arnav so that he knows what's on her mind. Being open and honest about everything would lay a strong foundation for their love and trust! 


As you can make out I hate it when be it Arnav or Khushi  is subjected to misery unnecessarily.
I hated that contract wedding track when Khushi was made to weep in misery for weeks together.
Instead of addressing the insecurity this is building up on what is already existing! 
Thats not right! By doing so isn't she giving power to Pam, Sim and Lisa in her life. 
While she fought bravely for Lavanya's rights where is the spunk now?
Thats what I have been trying to convey.


Yep, Rashmi, not a fan of self-flagellation. And needless self-inflicted misery, when things can be cleared up easily, is just plain silly! Hopefully, Khushi will regain her confidence and spunk pretty soon and overcome her insecurities, without handing over power to Pam, Sim or Lisa. A heart-to-heart talk between Khushi and Arnav seems to be in order, at the earliest!
And knowing Smita, while we are busy dissecting each and every thought and move of Khushi, and even of Arnav, she'll come up with a simple solution that will put an end to this whole fiasco, without any melodrama and breast-beating LOL!

You said it Buddy!
We churn our thoughts inside out she comes out with a straight forward solution which we never even think off!Wink


Both of you know me so well!!!LOL

I am blessed to call you my friends!Big smile

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nice update , lets see whats asr's reaction when he coms to know of the truth

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its time for new thread i guess
will wait for rashmi and smita to bring it on

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