Originally posted by devilsadvocate
Unbeknowest to her, He is awake. he feels her tender ministrations, but he stays still...frozen in place...startled, surprised...Takes what he can get, puzzled by this kindness yet yearning for it nonetheless...his own helplessness and pain brings an answering tear to his eye too...and the only thing he can do is Sigh...
Yeah! Those were one of the most beautiful scenes of this season till now. I toh simply loved it.
Seriously! I was myself laughing out loud! I mean, seriously, he wants a boy to accompany her for her safety but can't the boy turn out to be nefarious?? As far as Beera is concerned, I doubt him highly and he is surely up to something. Don't be so credulous, Monu. You still don't know him!! After all he's Daddasauras' pota!
We start with RJ's emotional blackmail of Megha...Just like she does to Mohan...but with Megha, everything is different...her love and her approval is very important to RJ for some reason...Just like her Dad, she is willing to do things she never would have tried before just for Megha...RJ agrees to Megha's commands any request, which Stuns daddy dearest because she has been making him dance to her tunes since she was a little girl and today this little girl has transformed so much that she is willing to listen to another person...go against her own wishes to please her...He must be thinking, what is it that Megha has, that demands such devotion...From his little monster and from him? Why is she someone who brings out the best in everyone surrounding her, including him? What is it about her that demands that people present their absolute best to her...
@bold: She said to Megha that if she really loves her, she would not force RJ to eat the daliya. This threat kinda thingy was so so similar to the one that Addu gave to Mohan (in reference to that color box incident). But the beautiful way in which Megha handles her was commendable.
So Megha starts the Kahani...She narrates her whole life story to RJ...Gently, slowly, soothingly this fairytale starts...we meet the Mommy Nightingale, the Baby Nightingale and the Little Nightingale...she talks about their small little world, confined to each other...maybe not complete but content...their love, their support each other is all roses in hindsight...those days were remembered with such beauty and grace...no mention of how hard it was to fight there circumstances...I guess its everything is Rosy in Hindsight *sigh*
She continues with the story, where a new character comes...a Parrot this time...Both and Mohan and RJ are captured by the story...Megha meets Mohan's eyes and sees the surprise and a pleasant shock there...so she finally admits that not only him, she loved him with everything in her being and Mohan cannot believe it...cant believe his good luck...He is holding himself still...Bracing for the incoming impact...and it happens...she pours out her dread and hurt over the abandonment...the Abandonment of her family, her feelings...Her small little world that he left incomplete...she and her family is incomplete because of him...without him and his promise...
The Barbs hit their mark...and Mohan is all eyes and ears now...the accusations come and they bleed him and he cant hold himself still any longer...so despite himself he starts his side of the story...the new resolution of not providing a character certificate goes out the window and both of them launch into their fight...maybe this is the only way they both can air out their issues without hurting each other beyond repair...in the presence of a third party,where RJ can be used as a sheild...so they both say there parts...let the wounds bleed hurt them again...worry the scabs, and torture themselves with wounded eyes and double edged swords of words...they are left bleeding but they are not done yet...
The blood is now drowning reason, it has finally come to a head...Finally they cant hold themselves back...if once the gate of despair are open...the let the blood flow and run them dry...Mohan cant it anymore...No More Silence, no more round about conversations...He says it plain and simple...ITS NOT OVER!!! Never from Him!!! It will never be over him! No matter what she thinks...this is not over, because its incomplete...He is incomplete...she is incomplete...and unless they both fill in each other to give each other the completeness...it will never be over.
So She finally, finally says what has been festering within...YOU LEFT ME!!! You left us!! YOU LEFT! 12 years ago...12 years...but this time he is ready with the answer...It was she who pushed him away...she was the one who couldnt stand being near him...it was her who felt like she was betraying her son by being happy with him...accepting his comfort...She could have asked him to stay...she could have stopped him...but she didnt...she wanted to punish herself...she chose this sentence for both of them...and all these years he has been bearing it silently...alone...all by himself...
Dont bring my son into this, she says...my son has nothing to do with your betrayal...you are the one who left me...Alone, she says? You were Alone? you found someone else...you betrayed me...you found someone else to heal your comfort...it is only me, who is left bleeding...from where I am looking...you are not bleeding the same wounds as I am...you have a different wound now...Your other wife's missing from your heart...where I should have been...You gave my place to someone else...How Dare you??
How dare he?? How dare She? How dare ever think he would think of anyone but her...when he worships the ground that she walks on...How dare she thinks that he would ever even think of another when her thoughts never give him peace...How dare she think there would be someone else in his heart when its overflowing with her?? How dare she doubt him and his love for her...Cant she herself when she looks in his eyes...Cant she see his soul, broken beaten but still yearning for her...what would it take for her to believe?
And Megha is again thrown into the depths of this whirlpool of confusion.
You have indeed said it all. Now, I have nothing else to say here except that you have explained even the tiniest of emotions so beautifully that I am admiring you and your writing right now. Simply loved this part of the episode, and your post as well. Keep writing.