Song of the Day
I wanted to find an apt poem today...to praise the build up, the writting, the confession and mostly the confrontation...But I find that I am kind of short of words...which is a new one for me...but still I will try...
we start with the new day, Megha awakens to a new day with her RJ. The child which she has fallen in love, for a moment there she is content. The world is right, but the moment is over and then she realizes where she is. She goes out to check on him, to see the morning perhaps...She has had an eventful, painful one at that...Maybe she wanted to see if he got any peace...she spies him sleeping haphazardly, as if he was fighting with his Demons in his sleep as well...She sees his unruly posture, his ruffled hair and she senses his agitation...she knows the reason for it, and she feels the pain within him and a lone tear comes unbidden to her eyes...She comes close to him, so she can try to observe him closely, perhaps feel him near her, this is the only time she can be close to him without the fear that he will know her deepest feelings...she gently touches him, takes his hand and sort of collects him into his being...Make him a little comfortable and then she leaves...coz this is the only thing she can give right now...her tired drained heart cannot muster she anymore...
Unbeknowest to her, He is awake. he feels her tender ministrations, but he stays still...frozen in place...startled, surprised...Takes what he can get, puzzled by this kindness yet yearning for it nonetheless...his own helplessness and pain brings an answering tear to his eye too...and the only thing he can do is Sigh...
The Phone Calls:
Guru= Heyaa Bhaiyaa darling!!!!
wanna hear a secret
Guru= Yea Ahh...I think Villian lady is Alseep...We can Do a Kaali Kaali Ankhein in the Backyard
Monu= No Re
She is awake...she will put a chashma on our efforts
Anyway...Got you a Thumchu
Monu= whats dat?
Guru= Its a Circuit Plug Dumba$$
Monu= Not sure what that means
But I have pretty hair!!
Gonna pout at you
Guru= Adorable Idiot!!!
Well looks like Monu and Guru have Phinally found the elusive beauty called enlightment...May Aslan keep them on this path!! Amen!
At Dino City:
The entry of Mr wormstache
Mu= Dadda dadda...Lookie Dont I look Pweety
Daddasaurus= Nom Nom Nom...BONESS!!!!!
Mu= Dadda Look at me!!!! I got my Butt Done!!! DOnt it look Hawt!!!
did you want me to get a Grungey look like her *shows Nanhi's Picture*
Coming up...Ignorezivoi of Aarti Renu
and riding Past in full speed
Laters Aarti Renu...Have Phun with wind chimes
We start with RJ's emotional blackmail of Megha...Just like she does to Mohan...but with Megha, everything is different...her love and her approval is very important to RJ for some reason...Just like her Dad, she is willing to do things she never would have tried before just for Megha...RJ agrees to Megha's commands any request, which Stuns daddy dearest because she has been making him dance to her tunes since she was a little girl and today this little girl has transformed so much that she is willing to listen to another person...go against her own wishes to please her...He must be thinking, what is it that Megha has, that demands such devotion...From his little monster and from him? Why is she someone who brings out the best in everyone surrounding her, including him? What is it about her that demands that people present their absolute best to her...
For ladies who are keeping count...Mohan has just falling further 3 feet down the rabbit hole
Side Note: SONAL I LOVE YOU!!!! *Very very Inappropriate kisses to you* I only give special people inappropriate kisses so its an honor ok...dont be offended
So Back Again...
So Megha starts the Kahani...She narrates her whole life story to RJ...Gently, slowly, soothingly this fairytale starts...we meet the Mommy Nightingale, the Baby Nightingale and the Little Nightingale...she talks about their small little world, confined to each other...maybe not complete but content...their love, their support each other is all roses in hindsight...those days were remembered with such beauty and grace...no mention of how hard it was to fight there circumstances...I guess its everything is Rosy in Hindsight *sigh*
She continues with the story, where a new character comes...a Parrot this time...Both and Mohan and RJ are captured by the story...Megha meets Mohan's eyes and sees the surprise and a pleasant shock there...so she finally admits that not only him, she loved him with everything in her being and Mohan cannot believe it...cant believe his good luck...He is holding himself still...Bracing for the incoming impact...and it happens...she pours out her dread and hurt over the abandonment...the Abandonment of her family, her feelings...Her small little world that he left incomplete...she and her family is incomplete because of him...without him and his promise...
The Barbs hit their mark...and Mohan is all eyes and ears now...the accusations come and they bleed him and he cant hold himself still any longer...so despite himself he starts his side of the story...the new resolution of not providing a character certificate goes out the window and both of them launch into their fight...maybe this is the only way they both can air out their issues without hurting each other beyond repair...in the presence of a third party,where RJ can be used as a sheild...so they both say there parts...let the wounds bleed hurt them again...worry the scabs, and torture themselves with wounded eyes and double edged swords of words...they are left bleeding but they are not done yet...
The blood is now drowning reason, it has finally come to a head...Finally they cant hold themselves back...if once the gate of despair are open...the let the blood flow and run them dry...Mohan cant it anymore...No More Silence, no more round about conversations...He says it plain and simple...ITS NOT OVER!!! Never from Him!!! It will never be over him! No matter what she thinks...this is not over, because its incomplete...He is incomplete...she is incomplete...and unless they both fill in each other to give each other the completeness...it will never be over.
So She finally, finally says what has been festering within...YOU LEFT ME!!! You left us!! YOU LEFT! 12 years ago...12 years...but this time he is ready with the answer...It was she who pushed him away...she was the one who couldnt stand being near him...it was her who felt like she was betraying her son by being happy with him...accepting his comfort...She could have asked him to stay...she could have stopped him...but she didnt...she wanted to punish herself...she chose this sentence for both of them...and all these years he has been bearing it silently...alone...all by himself...
Dont bring my son into this, she says...my son has nothing to do with your betrayal...you are the one who left me...Alone, she says? You were Alone? you found someone else...you betrayed me...you found someone else to heal your comfort...it is only me, who is left bleeding...from where I am looking...you are not bleeding the same wounds as I am...you have a different wound now...Your other wife's missing from your heart...where I should have been...You gave my place to someone else...How Dare you??
How dare he?? How dare She? How dare ever think he would think of anyone but her...when he worships the ground that she walks on...How dare she thinks that he would ever even think of another when her thoughts never give him peace...How dare she think there would be someone else in his heart when its overflowing with her?? How dare she doubt him and his love for her...Cant she herself when she looks in his eyes...Cant she see his soul, broken beaten but still yearning for her...what would it take for her to believe?
And Megha is again thrown into the depths of this whirlpool of confusion
PHINALLY GURU Fessed up YAYYAYAYAYAYYAYA!!!!
Thank you Holy Mother of Aslan's Pants...I am soo relieved *SIGH*
Precap: dont care
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you guys...I am sooo elated...I am still looking for a perfect Poem...But i am finally done soo happy...
Tomorrow is my day off
So Hopefully I will get a chance to do this earlier *sigh*
I WUV YOU
Be kind to me okay...
P.S. Incase you are wondering!!! DONEZO!!!
EDIT: Song number 2, coz I absolutely cannot resist
Edited by devilsadvocate - 10 April 2013 at 10:35pm