Posted: 07 April 2013 at 11:16pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by MishkaForever
I have been reading up a lot of opinions where people are saying that he knows what Zoya feels for him but for his own demons he stops himself from confessing. I totally,without a ounce of doubt, beg to differ. THAT CANNOT BE. He would not hang onto her every word then, like its her last. He knows he feels something,he even knows that Zoya is attracted to him physically( her short pangs of breath whenever he touches her is sign even he cant deny),he knows she sympathizes with him. But does she feel enough to stay with him forever? He DOES NOT KNOW THAT.
He does not think of himself as someone Zoya can like. As a friend,yes. Definitely. But as a Lover? "Azaad khaayalon ki laadki" liking an orthodox man like him. Impossible. On top of that,what has he not done to end up in her bad books? Constantly accusing her without any fault of hers,judging her because of her clothes,questioning her methods,her upbringing. Even going to the blasphemous extent of slapping her. And then ofcourse,the famous line 'YOU'RE A MISFIT'. Yes,she was jealous of Tanveer. But only because she wanted his attention. The Dance At the terrace. Only To make him remember that night of pure monsoon bliss. She likes him. Just 'likes'. He can even question what 'liking' is in her book,as she the quintessential modern chick. Maybe her 'like' does not translate into love. Maybe she is not really attracted to him. Because its pretty normal for a girl to react to a guy's touch. Its only logical,isnt it?
I simply dont agree to this...cz when u r attracted to someone physically.. u try to look for ways the person could touch u... n she never did...
if u remember he did said "How childish!"
he doesnot fear of facing rejections... he fears the essence of love... coz he just can't accept that someone who is so opposite nd out of his dictionary could affect him to this extent...
the turmoil is... "with wat bloody assurance can he ask her to stop?" "Is he capable enough to regain her back?" "Or is he really really elligible to stop her after creating such mishas to her that to not mistakenly but intentionally!??" "Is he elligible enough?" "Is he capable enough to not to hurt her again?" or will it move to him like his mom n dad's relationship..! or basically say "Why am I willing to stop her when she is not like my conceptions.." "why does it affects me?"
n then his inner voice says-
"She is alone man... she don't have anybody in this world full of evil...she is tooo soft to bear this world alone.. what if she breaks? what if she falls? what if somebody used her!"
nd this makes him restles..
"he feels like she is his duty is willing to take.."
<<If u remember he said- "Apko kabhi bhi meri zarurat pade... kisi bhi cheez ki zarurat ho to m there for u!">>
He wanted to be her mayor!...he don't knw wat he feels for her... but he wants to protect her..
his restlessness is...when she is not in front of his eyes... he has the same restlessness.. coz his heart fears over her vunerability...
nd about zoya being attracted to him physically...
U never put ur life in danger for some one u r merely physically attracted... U never get jealous if u r only attracted... u don't behave like a stupid chaser for someone u just merely like... U just don't die over saving some1 from a "REALISATION n turmoil of being wrong enough to judge ur father"
U dn't fly like an airhostess for making him smile...U don't jump like a **weee* **wee**
to tell him u do "FIT" IN HIS WORLD.. u don't change urself nd keep all ur inner voices on stake... ur pride on stake n hear his anger n let them go so easily... u never care about him being alone over ni8... u don't care if he has eaten something or not... u don't crawl over a person who have hurted u the most... u r not so dying to help him to an extent to which zoya did... for someone she just merely **LIKES**
Nd I KNW ASAD is definitly stupid but not THAT stupid to think she only LIKES him n not love him...if he remembers to keeps petrol with him.
Like Dilshad said one f9 day "Zoya is supid coz she can go to any extent for those whome she loves n care for
She is returning him his childhood... she definitly is... nd he loves living his childhood through her..n he strongly feels that if she could return something he lost coz of his father..., that if he can relive his childhood the way he wanted through her innocence.. then its his duty <or betta say he dying for this job
> to fill her voids of not having someone "she could rely on" or "Parent her"
which she desrved...if u rememba she told him "Jab ammi thi to meri choti se choti chot unhe itna pareshaan krti thi..ab chahein jitni bhi badi chot ho, chahein jitni badi problems ho...akele sambhalna padta"
N he want to do that EXCTLY for her... to tame his sorrows... the way she does to him without even taking his consent... she marks her ri8 over him...without even asking him...
n till now no body ruled him this badly
not even his own mom
Edited by Katy_AZ - 07 April 2013 at 11:22pm