Originally posted by: zorica
@ to all,
Girls, just to let you know that I will not make more posters.
I'm tired, and I have no motivation.
Thank you for the pleasant company, see you. π
@ Shri,
Once again, thank you for your hospitality!
Sincerely,
Zorica
After a day's thinking...π
Zorica,
Did you see the movie "Assasins". Julianne Moore says "No more Good Byes" to Antonio Bandreas. Classic dialogue and shootout starts.
So when you talk like that I will be the Julianne Moore and will say, No more Good Bye. You are gonna stay here with us, even if you do not make posters.
When the episode is unimpressive, how can it inspire an artist to create something out of it ? So don't worry. Just take rest. Instead, talk and scold people here π to correct their thinking.
I can't remember Saturday's episode too clearly now. I have lot going on in my mind that I am not as energetic as before and eod summaries are more like...I am trying to know what's going on in EDT and what kind of US we are all here.
Anyways...so what was Sultan saying..."Alvida kehne aaya hoon ..." Have come to say Good Bye. So tell me...are you being inspired by him to say "Good bye" to us. But then my dear...where is your solicitation like Sultan...the promise that we shall have to help you, become handy to you when needed ?
Tell Tell ??!!!!!!
So here's me...No Good Byes. The MEIEJ story is a mess now, The CVs don't know what they have to do. First they take RK down. Then they take Madhu down. Now they take Sultan and Bhujang down. No one is in their character.
The Superstar who seldom looks a Superstar.
The Chawlgirl who seldom looks a simple girl.
The Gangsters who seldom look gangsters.
The CVs have effectively on Friday declared themselves as Mad, Stupid for creating the drama as they ran out of all ideas.
But what still holds us together in this madness is...
our mad love for the show
the chemistry between various characters
the chemistry between the virtual people on this EDT
For ex: I am this 39 year old with no children...very easily I can become a Madhubala and try to fixiate on Aryan...so I may try to become the unofficial parent to many...and hence my tone in this thread is like exercising that...which I know is not right and also my fight to get away from it.
But somewhere...it looks very callous if we left friends just like that. That's like being totally inhuman. Sometimes, we can just be silent and hanging on. Right ?
Anyways...for past one week, I had this scary thought that I might be causing distress to you with my varying thoughts which were becoming emotionally unacceptable to you, though the same thoughts could be correct as well.
But now, I have come out of my fear zone and am ready to say that, it hurt me to know that I might be causing distress to you emotionally, but it also equally hurt me to see that you hardly read any of my posts, that you were going away from me, it hurt me too and I was teaching myself to accept that as a fact.
There I said it. And now I think...all that tension is diffused between us...like balloon bursting ...and with that sound...we can just laugh. π. So here's to our rift in ideologies and here's to our emotional hurt.. ππΌ I am still okay with sitting besides you and watching the show...if you mean to watch it. I won't mind what you think and same way you don't have to mind what I think. But lets just keep an eye on each other. Okay ? I solicit that from you like Sultan solicited. Are you giving me your hand ?
P.S: I am deliberately making it public...because you don't talk...so I am talking π
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