Posted: 03 April 2013 at 11:29am | IP Logged
She opened her diary and started to pen down her thoughts.
"Aaj... Aaj meri shaadi hai.
Har larki ka ek sapna hota hai ki uska rajkumar usse le jaane keliye ghore pe savar hoke aayega.Par,mere honewale pati kisiki amanat hai,meri Roshni Di ki di hui amanat.Roshni Di,jaate waqt Arjun ko mere haatho sopke diye thhe aur kahe thhe ki,inko bohut zyada pyaar karu.Maine Di ko vadaa kar toh diya hai,par,nibha paungi ki nahi,yeh nahi janti,kyunki,Arjun ji sirf aur sirf Roshni di se pyaar karte thhe aur humesha karte rahenge,iss me koi do rahe nahi hai.Main nahi janti,ki,yeh shaadi hone ke baad,mera future,ya,yu kahu ki iss shaadi ka future kya hai,par,main Roshni Di ko diya huya vadaa zarur nibhaungi.Roshni Di ke jaane ke bad,Arjun ne Sameer bhaiya se baatcheet bhi kam karli.Par,meri koshish zarur rahegi,ki,main,mere Sameer bhaiya ko unka purana dost,Arjun lautaungi.Yeh mera vadaa hai.
Aaj main iss ghar ko chhorke apni ek nayi duniya basane jarahi hu.Aaj ke baad main Riya Damsingh Rathod nahi rahungi.Mere naam se mere pati ka naam jur jayega.Aaj se janam legi ek nayi Riya.Aaj se mani jani jaungi Mrs.Riya Arjun Rawte ke naam se.Jani jaungi unki ardhangini ke naam se.Main nahi janti hu ki,kya Arjun mujhe apne dil ki kisi kone mein panah denge ya nahi,par,zarur koshish karungi ki,unke dil mein main apne liye ek jagah bana pau.Arjun ke dil mein sirf aur sirf Roshni Di keliye jagah hai aur humesha rahegi.Main apni jeete ji kabhi yeh nahi koshish karungi ki Roshni Di ki jagah lu,kyunki,Roshni Di ki jagah koi nahi le sakta.Woh thhi ek adarsh beti,ek adarsh behen aur ek adarsh patni.
Iss diary pe mera Riya Damsingh Rathod ke naam se aakhri likhayi hogi.Agle baar se,Mrs.Riya Arjun Rawte iss diary pe likhegi.Wohi naam,par,pehchaan alag."
She finishes penning down her thoughts,and got up from the chair.
Riya went infront of the mirror to have a look at herself in the bridal attire,gifted by Arjun's in-laws.
She was looking really gorgeous and beautiful.She smiled faintly at her reflection.She took the photo frame from the side table in her palms.It was a pic of Roshni and Riya,together,smiling.She smiled at it,and a tear drop fell from her eyes.She grazed the picture with her palm.Suddenly,she felt someone tapping her shoulder.It was none other than her own Roshni Di.
Riya was happy seeing her.
(in this story,Riya feels her Roshni Di's presence in every step of her life.As I say,"There are some memories and relations in this universe that never die.)
Roshni saw her sister's get up and smiled at her.She took her hands into her and spoke,
"Chutki,aaj se teri ek nayi zindagi shuru hone wali hai.Darna maat.Main tere har kadam pe saath hu.Tujhe upar se support karti rahungi,humesha.Ab mujhe lagta hai,ki,Arjun ko maine sahi haato pe sopa hai.Usse itna zyada pyaar dena ki Arjun saare guilt ko bhul jaaye aur zindagi ko ek aur mauka de.Chutki,main aaj tujhe apne Arjun ko soph ke jarahi hu.Usko dher sara pyaar dena aur khayal rakhna.Usse sirf pyaar ki zarurat hai.Uski dard ki dawa sirf pyaar hai,aur woh tum desakti ho.Mera aashirwad humesha tumhare saath rahega.Tu mujhe apne har kadam pe saath payegi.Teri har sukh dukh mein main teri saaya banke rahungi.Vada raha tujhse,Chutki.Apna aur Arjun ka khayal rakhna."
Saying this,Roshni vanished into thin air.But her words were echoing in Riya's ears.She will fulfil her Di's promise,at any cost.
Fresh stream of tears flowed from her eyes.Her thoughts were broken by the knock on the door.It was Sameer Rathod,Riya's brother.
"Riya,jaldi taiyar ho ja.Baraat aachuki hai.Thori der mein Chotu,Shree,Aayesha,Neha aur Liza aayenge upar tujhe laane mein," Rathod said.
"Ji,bhaiya.Main taiyaar hu.", Riya said.
Riya wiped her tears and went infront of the mirror to see herself,as Riya Damsingh Rathod,for the one last time.
She said to herself,
"Di,please,aap mera saath kabhi maat chhorna.Main aapke saath aur support ke baghaer nahi jee paungi.Always support me,Di."
She let out a silent prayer to her Kanha ji.
She stood in the centre of her bedroom and glanced at everything,for the one last time.She walked in a slow trance and grazed everything that belonged to her.
She lit a Diya in the small mandir in her room and prayed to Kanha ji for helping her in her mission to bring back the old Arjun back.
Her thoughts were broken when she heard the door open.It was Shree,Chotu,Aniket,Neha,Ayesha and Liza.
Neha,Aayesha and Liza helped her for the final touch up and helped her sit in the small wooden table,which will be carried by Shree,Chotu and Aniket.
As Riya sat on that wooden thing,she glanced at her room,for the very last time.
Shree,Chotu and Aniket lifted Riya,who was sitting on the wooden table.
Ayesha,Neha and Liza held the red bridal dupatta over Riya's head,and went towards the mandap.
Edited by zebbie - 03 April 2013 at 11:59am
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