PART 43: guilt vs love!!
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kranti bid good night and left... arnav kept staring at kushi who had left with a fake anger... she had the least idea of what was happening with arnav...
neetu placed her hand on arnav's shoulder
neetu: bhai... i am sorry if i am wrong.. but more than the past i think its the present that matters... i hope you understand
arnav gave a faint smile and walked to his room
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neetu saw kushi measuring the length and breadth of her room pacing around it talking to herself...
neetu: whats happening kushi!! your friend is back and still
kushi: you shut up.. who asked you to bring him here... huh
neetu: i thought you would want him back here
kushi without thinking: yeah of course but
neetu: why you stopped kushi
kushi: i mean... its jus normal to expect friends back
neetu: hmm friends
kushi: what!! but not now... cant even inform and go.. i wont talk with him
neetu: lets see
kushi: you will seee ( poor kushi... little did she know her DM's trick)
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RAIZADA MANSION:
akash and payal had left for buaji's place
anjali walked in with her head bandaged alarming nk and rahul who came running to her
nk: di di.. what happened...
rahul: anji.. whats wrong... you went for satsang and...
anjali: oh o... wait all of you...
nani came walking in slowly behind her
anjali: i was just walking up the stairs when someone pushed me by mistake... and i hit on the tree there.. nothing.. i am fine
nk: di first go to your room and take rest...
all made her rest in the room and left out...
rahul sat beside anjali not talking a word...
anjali slowly let her fingers run through his hairs in the head
anjali: rahul.. i am fine...
rahul: no no.. i am not
anjali: don lie...
rahul pulled anjlai closer to him and bent and dropped a kiss on her forehead
rahul: cant you be careful...
anjali: i was... but .. forget all that you had your food
rahul: don change the topic.. no more satsang etc etc...
anjali giggled
rahul: don laugh okay.. its not funny... what will i do without you??
anjali with a cute wink cupping rahuls face: and what will you do with me.??...
rahul couldn't help but smile at her mischievous question and pulled anjali hugging her tight...
meanwhile nk called and informed akash
akash: what !! why did i have to go?? i told them to be at home... nk bhai you know abt the threat na
nk: yeah akash but i din know they had left... let nannav come back soon and we will decide quickly ...
akash: right i hope this was ajust natural and not part of any plan???
nk: hmm i hope so!! and yeah we din tell arnav about this
akash: yeah thats better!!
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mean a guy was talking on phone to his boss
Boss: how the hell did you miss this time too??
guy: sir she did get hurt
Boss: din die na... every miss is a clue for the opponent!! and ASR
guy: sir there is no sign of him... our guys are on the roll
the BOss slammed the phone down angrily : never...
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arnav's room:
arnav still couldn't get out from what he heard...
he remembered every moment with kushi after they had met after 3 yrs... she never spoke to him but still trusted him and was by him when needed... she even made him understand though in a rude way when he wanted to leave...and worst of all his nightmare was gone forever now.
she was there when he needed her and ever since she knew of his past she had tried her best never to hurt him... and she honestly and whole heartedly was being a great friend to him.. the sandwiches , the morning walks, the phone calls, the friendship bands, the sugar free jelebis...
she had suffered so much but had not told him even a single word.. in face nobody knew how much she had suffered,,,,,
he got up clenching his fists; how can i DAMMIT??? how can i...
he remembered her smiles.. their road trip and even now how she left faking a baby anger though she was happy to have him back...
he stood in front of the mirror: a faint smile appeared on his face thinking of her... he picked up the phone wanting to talk to her... his heart beat was having the dhak dhak finaly
just then kranti's words came crashing on his memory: how could he suspect such a innocent soul.
... a girl with such life felt like dying!! can you believe that????? can you believe that
he remembered the dance with kushi in her friend's wedding... ... ...kushi's words echoed
through his mind
arnav: careful kushi.. what if you fall down
kushi: you are there na... you are there na... i wont fall down i wont fall down
arnav hit the table: i did dammit.. i did let you...
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NEXT MORNING!!
kushi got up next morning jumping from the bed.. well it was time for jogging.. she picked the phone to call him when she remembered their fight... she looked into the phone hoping for a sorry message atleast
annoyed kushi: huh... sorry and laad governor... they will never come together...i wil not talk unless she does...
she went out to the garden only to see arnav already there sitting and reading a news paper
kushi: look at that pose! wanna know world news!! first he should sit and read his own news.. huh
she walked and sat opposite to him in a chair...
arnav still din lift his head...
kushi cleared her throat ...
arnav looked up
and a smile immediately flashed on his face but to his suprise she turned her face to the opposite side as if ignoring him...
kushi to herself: huh... even now he cant ask a sorry??
arnav was about to talk to kushi when there was a rush of guilt within him... he got up and walked away leaving a shocked kushi behind ...
kushi: laad governor... din even talk a word
kushi was missing arnav's talking terribly... and what made it worse was he never bothered...
she entered and saw arnav teaching aarav how to plant trees in the pots
kushi: this laad governor will talk to everyone...
kushi in an irritated tone: aarav... what are you doing? coming for shopping
arnav smirked seeing kushi...
aarav: no you go.. its so boring... i will be with arnav uncle...
kushi: huh.. he's fooled you also.
. first neetu now aarav... wah... very nice
arnav to himself: i really ant to talk to you kushi... but i dunno how.. i cant face you... not after knowing what i put you through...
aarav saw arnav deeply thinking...
aarav: uncle... why is k not talking to you ... did k hurt you??
arnav in a dull tone: no no aarav.. i hurt her...
aarav smiled: no problem...tell sorry and k will immediately forget.. i shall tell you a secret too.. DEAL??
arnav smiled seeing aarav raising his hand to give hifi
he did the same
and as he got up aarav pulled arnav down
aarav moved closer to arnav: .. give her a kiss after saying sorry... and say I love you... she will immediately forget the fight...
arnav smiled lightly...
arnav: really
aarav: really.. k loves that.. i always do it to her... but don tell her i told you.. okay...
arnav nodded pulling aarav into a hug ( arnav to himself: i wish i was deserving enough to do that aarav)
aarav: all the best!! byee...
arnav: bye...
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kushi in her room
how cruel he has become...i am bored of this not talking.. i cant do it anymore!!. he does not know about me... MR.ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA... I WILL MAKE YOU TALK TO ME !!! and come and say SORRY too!!i will teach you a lesson
she gave a cute smile
kushi:now watch ASR VS KKG huh and blowed the hair covering her face
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kranti: maa you called me???
reenu mam: beta did you think about what i told you??
kranti: maa... woh...
reenu mam: why aren't you saying anything kranti?? you are sure right
kranti: yeah maa but...
reenu mam:good things should be done immediately beta
kranti: okay maa and hugged her tight...
neetu stood rooted to the ground as she over heard the conversation :
she din know how to react.. her doubts seem to be coming true... she was torn between her best friend and bhai... she also knew arnav's state of mind at present and kushi was totally not aware of anything happening around her and was smiling around... she wanted to tell kranti but how?? she stood confused...
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arnav sat at the break fast table...
kushi walked in fast and took the seat opposte him... she knew arnav never had anything but bread and toast..
arnav looked up at the server: if you don mind can i have some bread?
reenu mam nodded: waiter arnav beta always has bread.. where is it??
kushi gave a wicked smile: how can it be there..
kushi: woh ma'am.. i gave it to jimmy.. he was angry and made a puppy face
kranti: hey kushi!! who's this jimmy
kushi looking at arnav: martin uncle na our neighbour.. his puppy... he eats only toasts in morning
neetu: but kushi when do puppies have toasted ones
kushi: some puppies have and arnav spit out the water he was having
to her surprise he took some dal and rice once again ignoring her comment!!
kranti: arnav what about juice??
arnav gt up: may be pussy the cat would want that kranti... and walked away...
kushi: huh... attitude...
kranti and neetu giggled seeing kushi's plight...
kushi kept trying to make arnav speak to her... she threw a ball on his head saying she was playing
with pinky, she called to the landline after wantedly placing by his side... she tried acting as though
she dropped things down gaining his attention..she even hit him with flowers
. but all in vain...
every time she kept trying to talk arnav's guilt was rushing within him...he was wanting to talk to
her but his guilt kept making him move away from her... he felt he din deserve her affection ...
just as he was thinking
he saw kranti talking to kushi
kranti: kushi why dont you talk to him straight away
kushi: why should i.. its his mistake...
kranti: hmm.. may be he thinks your angry with him
kushi: huh.. he's smart enough to know who is right and who is wrong ( arnav's face changed hearing her say that)
kranti: but you never fight so long with me
kushi: thats coz you are like me... and you know to say sorry
she saw arnav coming in
and looked at him angrily: kranti i just wish some ppl could learn to say sorry for their mistakes!!
kranti: hey arnav.. you must talk to her man.. i am bored of you guys fighting this way... besides
madam wont come down ever... i am so used to this
Arnav mindwords!!!
i wanna talk to you kushi... but i dunno how... will just a sorry be right??? does she still see me
more than that friend?? do i deserve her????? how can i compensate for all that!!! no and if i hurt her
again?????
kranti: hello... did you hear me!!
arnav: yeah..
. right i shall..looks like you know her too well
kranti: best friend boss and you know what i know something more too!!! i am sooo happy today
arnav: whats that
kranti: boss i would tell kushi that first.. my bestest friend... but yeah when i am gonna tell her this i
don want you guys fighting as it might not let her enjoy it completely... so finish the fight soon... i will be back
arnav stood remembering reenu mam's words: i shall make her my daughter soon
neetu heard this and was more upset... things were heading in a wrong way
and true to her thoughts as kranti left arnav looked at neetu
neetu: bhai... you
arnav: i will talk to her neetu... i am sure she got to be happy as he says...
neetu: no bhai... its not right
arnav: he's smart enough to know who is right and who is wrong... kushi said it herself neetu
neetu: but bhai... dont you think thats your right...???
arnav: your brother lost it long time back!! and you know what!! some things are meant to be
and walked away
neetu: i know what is meant to be bhai!! i wish you did too
PRECAP::
kushi: talk to me na... i will say sorry also
but plz don be without talking to me!!!
now that was pretty long...SO GUYS!!!! MOST OF YOU WOULD HAVE GUESSED WHERE THIS UPDATE IS HEADING TOO...and whats nextHAD TO TAKE TIME TO SKETCH THIS DOWN>... WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR OPINIONS ON THIS... REAL LIFE DOES HAVE MANY SUCH SITUATIONS!!i cant wait to write the next update!!anyways hope you guys enjoyed it!!
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