hiii guys m back with a new update. I no every1 thinking dat dis aenna is not updating her ongoing ffs nd
busy in starting a new one but guys i promise i will update my other once too specially DHT for devashi...pakka karungi.. Okay now here is d next update...
VIRMAN: KAISA YEH ISHQ HAI
INTRODUCTION - (b) part
Recap - character sketch , feelings nd thoughts nd the story of a girl Manvi...
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Omggg yar i just want to ask one thing dat is love matters alot. I mean yar duniya me Pyar Ishq Mohabbat ko chod kr bhi bahut kuch hai. Yr lyf masti krne ke liye hai kisi ek peeche zindagi barbaad krne ke liye nai . I no aap log soch rahe hoge dat m being stubborn or a vry dumb person who dont believe in luv. lyk d other guys think wen r of my age but i dont think dere is any connection in thinking lyk dis with d persons age . But ya first of all m not dat 1 who dont believe in luv . Yes i believe in luv but just dont believe dat we can get our true luv very easily . I mean yr ye pyar hai koi aesi frendship nai jo rah chalte kisi ke sath bhi ho jaye .
I mean seriously yr log kehte hai pyar kabi bhi kahi bhi kisi se bhi ho jata hai as in love at first sight. Pr kya wo true love hota hai i dont think so. Mjhe nai lagta kyuki hum kabhi bhi kisi ko bhi pehli nazar me nai jaan sakte
Log kehte hai love at first sight me aap us ek insaan ki aur attract hone lagte hai uski aankho me khone lagte hai . Pr kya in sabse hum jaan sakte hai ki kya ye humara sath nibha paegi kya ye puri zindagi hme pyar kr paegi . I mean uski ankho me kho to bahut aasani se jaate hai pr kya uski ankho me ye dekh paate hai ki kya yahi wo ek insaan hai wo mjhe akela feel nai hone degi kya ye wahi jo mjhe isi tarha apni aankho me basa kr rakhegi..
Nahi hum ye kabhi nai sochte or hmesha aese rishte hi kamzoor padte hai. Yahi rishte hme zindagi ki bhagdor me akela chod dete hai yeh keh kr ki Mjhse galti ho gai tume samjhne me. Are galti unse nai humse hoti hai jo hum in luv at first sight ko sacha pyar smjh lete hai itni asani se sab kuch un pr luta dete hai.
Mai aesa isliye nai keh raha kyuki ye meri soch hai ki pyar sirf ek dusre ko samjhne ke baad ya hmesha kafi huddles se guzarne pr milta hai nai. Mai aesa isliye keh raha hu kyuki maine ye sab mehsus kiya hai khud na sahi apni jaan jaisi mom ko mehsus krte dekha hai
haan meri mom vanshika mom jinhone sache dil se mere dad Mr vikram vadera ko pyar kiya . Han mere mom dad ki love marriage thi wo bhi love at fight sight . Or meri mom dad ke peeche pagal nai thi mere dad the wo kehte the ki unhe mom se pehli nazar se pyar ho gaya hai. Pr kya ye pyar sacha tha haan lekin sirf meri mom ki taraf se . Mai ye nai kehta ki sirf ladkiya betray kr deti hai nai aesa sabse zyada ladke krte hai. Or yaha to baat bhi badi ajeeb thi imean jisko
sabse pehle pyar hua yani mere dad unka hi pyar sabse pehle khatam ho gaya
i mean jab aap khud ready nai ho apko nai pata ki ye zindagi bhar sath rehne wala pyar hai to krte kyu ho??? Kyu kisi ko pyar ka ahsas kra kr use khatam kr dete ho. Shuruwat to dad ne kr di thi or majburi me nibhane ki koshish bhi kari kyuki us waqt mai jo is duniya me aa gaya tha . Haan mai Virat Vadera ye name mere dad ne hi diya tha. Pr mere dad bhi kab tak meri khatir ye risha nibhate jo unke liye ab bhoj ban chuka tha . Bus tabhi chod diya maa ko sirf or sirf kisi or ke liye . Jab mai sirf 5 years ka tha tab dad chale gaye apne kisi or sache pyar ke sath wo sacha pyar jo ab unhe lagta hai wo bhi dhoka tha. I mean kaise kaise koi insaan pyar ko khel samjh leta hai jab chaha kr liya jab chaha chod diya
Uff mai apni us zindagi se pareshaan ho gaya tha or sirf apni mom ke liye jo aaj bhi mere dad se bepanha pyar krti hai. Or isi pyar ki khatir wo tayar thi apne us pati ko apni lyf me wapas lene ke liye jo unhe unke 5 saal ke bete ke sath chod kr chala gaya tha or wapas aaya kab jab unke ladke or unki biwi ne unke bina jeena seekh liya tha. Haan the unke parivar wale hmare sath yani mere dadu bua or baki sab pr fir bhi hum akele the lekin hmne har nai mani maine apni mom ko dubara tutne nai diya. Hum bahut khush the dadu or baki sab ne mom ko bahut pyar diya lekin ab jab hum khush hai to ye insaan wapas aa gaya hmari lyf me pure 8 saal baad jab mai pure 13 saal ka tha pr itni samjh thi mjhme ki mai is insan ko apni mom ki lyf me na aane du or mere is faisle me mere pure parivar ne sath diya or mom bhi tab man gai thi
Lekin ab dubara wapas aa gaye us din ke baad 5 saal baad jab mai 18 ka ho chuka tha pr ab meri mom wo bhi sochti hai ki dad ne bhi 5 years bahut kuch jhela hmare bina. Pr kya ye sach hai nai bilkul nai ab hum kya kare ki unhe unki dusri wife bhi galat lagne lagi or wo unhe chodkr hmare pass aa gaye hmne to nai kaha tha jaane ke liye fir kyu gaye.
Bas ab mai or nai seh sakta mom us insaan ko hmari lyf me wapas lena chahti thi to maine rukne ki koshish ki pr sab barbaad ho gayi isliye maine sab maan liye unhe bula liye hmare ghar me wapas lekin sirf meri mom ki lyf me meri nai or isliye mai waha sab chod kr yaha london aa gaya. Mom se aaj bhi bahut pyar krta hu bas thoda naraz hu or bol diya maine jab samjh jaunga to wapas aa jaunga unke pass lucknow. Lekin mai apni collage lyf jo mera dream thi wo waha unke sath reh kr barbaad nai kr sakta isliye yaha shanti se bina kisi ke apni nai lyk shuru karunga bina kisiki interference ke.
Mai pyar jarur karunga aesa nai hai ki mai bhi ye sab dekh kr pyar krna chod dunga baki aam loga ki tarha is darr se ki mera koi dil na tod de nai mai pyar zarur karunga or apne hisse ka pyar bhi lunga.
ab mai apni nai lyf yaha london me naye sire se shuru krunga jaise maine apni school lyf bitayi thi waise hi haan mai thoda pareshaan rehta tha pr fir bhi khul ke jeeta tha. Or ab collage me bhi mai wahi virat banuga charming or super hot or hr ladki ki dil ki dhakan now i will not care about my mom i no my family is dere to support her in case dad again try to hurt her. But i no dis tym he will not do dat becoz he nos dat
dis tym mom will also not forgive him. Ok now enough of dis family drama
let me tell u about me. Ya m virat vadera a super hot nd charming guy . I luv my life i no its not perfect pr kabi kabi kuch cheeze perfect nai hoti hme unhe banana padta hai. Kehte hai na No one is perfect
we have to find perfection in an inperfect person... Bas to lyf me bhi kahi na kahi perfection dhund leta hu or use khul ke enjoy krta hu. Aur ab mai itna handsome hu to meri girlfrend honi to zaruri hai ryt
then yes i hv lots of gfs tym ke sath badalti rahi kabhi koi pyar wali feeling aai hi nai. Or aaye gi bhi nai inti jaldi abhi to sirf life enjoy krne ke din hai. Or mai enjoy krta hu or karunga. I no kuch bhi perfect nai hota koi lyf fairytail nai hoti hme use banana padta hai or khud ko badalna padta hai...
Abse yaha london me hr koi mjhe jaanega is virat ko. Yaha is london oxward university ki hr hot ladki virat ki gf hogi...
Chalo lets start my new day here in london nd in my university...
So what do u think dat will dey ever meet . Two different poles with different thinking different feelings nd different way of living can ever meet..
Ek jo sochti hai hr cheez perfect honi chahiye or uski lyf fairytail ki tarha rehni chahiye kya wo us insaan se mil paegi jo sochta hai ki kuch perfect nai hota or fairytail sirf kitabo me hoti hai asli me sirf hum hote hai or hmari zindagi. Ek normal lyf. Kya ye do mil paenge kya inke raste ek honge . Kya ye perfect or inperfection se bahar aa kr mil paenge...for dat stay tuned...
To be continued..
Precap - virat : miss manvi chaudary tumne to ab milna padega...
- luv aenna.. :)) 😊
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